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My job is to please a guy
Posted:Oct 20, 2020 4:45 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 6:22 pm
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Don’t be shy Baby my only desire is please a guy

I get some of you only wish dirty talk get off and I’m happy do this for you, not a gold member so IM you it costs 20 and I won’t fund you just get off but if you like my profile
And your excited we could do dirty talk, love the fact you find such a turn on!!!

This said if your serious about enjoying for real please do get in touch looking for a kinky guy who want’s to expand my limits, just so we are clear I wear chastity I love to feel frustrated of late I’ve
Been taking hormones they reduce my desire, at best I’m limp when I climax but for the most part I just can’t !!

So my ideal guy seeks a gurl like , you will need use as female you will need want expand my limits and want and desire more feminine. this end what ever it takes baby I’m into
Most things kinky, love to feel restricted so bondage would be a plus so would being locked into an outfit and or heels, pleasure and pain goes hand in hand so want to spank ?
Hot wax ? Nipple ?

So right now I can’t function as a what with at best I’m a sissy, my hope is that you desire more. Maybe you would like band ? Relocation would be a huge plus new body new start!!
My only desire is please a guy as female want chat just jerk of I’m flattered want a sissy who wants become your mate lets talk please!!

Spunky kisses Sam
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So today I reached a landmark
Posted:Oct 18, 2020 5:15 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 6:22 pm
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Of late if I was able jerk off a migraine would follow, sure some of you would understand how it feels try climax with a limp cock lets just say it’s not at all easy, so just today seems like the months of chastity and hormones have taken there tole
So despite having a really strong desire I wasn’t able to climax as a male! Most guys would be devastated not to be able to cum as a guy for me it’s the end I hope of a really long journey of self-discovery

Thus far chastity and hormones have striped me of my manhood thus far I’ve seen my desire reduce and my legs are less hairy all but smooth at least my lower leg, not seen much breast development but my nipples are sore most of the time

Do feel like I’ve done all I can to become the sissy of your dreams sure I’m late in life to transition but I feel like I know what you expect and I know I can deliver what you desire, over the past months I’ve enjoyed the taste of my own, I’ve come accustomed to desiring an anal climax over my own

Moving forward I feel like a tongue piercing would be something you would desire maybe you make me stick my tongue out and hammer a nail into it?
And replace this with a barb, I could so excite you more with a tongue piercing

So you into kinky want to band my balls, just for play at first but after maybe your leave it on too long!! Maybe this would be an accident?
Feel like once you remove my balls my journey is over

So the ball is in your court baby! Do you want to use me as female?
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So today I reached a landmark
Posted:Oct 18, 2020 5:15 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 6:22 pm
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Of late if I was able jerk off a migraine would follow, sure some of you would understand how it feels try climax with a limp cock lets just say it’s not at all easy, so just today seems like the months of chastity and hormones have taken there tole
So despite having a really strong desire I wasn’t able to climax as a male! Most guys would be devastated not to be able to cum as a guy for me it’s the end I hope of a really long journey of self-discovery

Thus far chastity and hormones have striped me of my manhood thus far I’ve seen my desire reduce and my legs are less hairy all but smooth at least my lower leg, not seen much breast development but my nipples are sore most of the time

Do feel like I’ve done all I can to become the sissy of your dreams sure I’m late in life to transition but I feel like I know what you expect and I know I can deliver what you desire, over the past months I’ve enjoyed the taste of my own, I’ve come accustomed to desiring an anal climax over my own

Moving forward I feel like a tongue piercing would be something you would desire maybe you make me stick my tongue out and hammer a nail into it?
And replace this with a barb, I could so excite you more with a tongue piercing

So you into kinky want to band my balls, just for play at first but after maybe your leave it on too long!! Maybe this would be an accident?
Feel like once you remove my balls my journey is over

So the ball is in your court baby! Do you want to use me as female?
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Crossroads
Posted:Oct 17, 2020 5:18 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 6:22 pm
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So I find myself at a crossroad fate and hormones have put me hear so it’s my own fault so with covid it’s just made this 0% harder
My love of chastity means I can’t act as a male this was exciting while it lasted but what with hormones it’s all but imposable climax
As a male and for the most start I remain limp

If I’m honest I no longer desire climax as a guy feel like my lack of being able climax as a guy and my love of dressing feminine
Is just another step towards the real me, the real me finds me on my knees and restrained with your hardness in my mouth want to
Look into your eyes as you cum in my mouth, won’t be my first mouthful but would be the first time I taste another guys

During anal if you hit the spot it’s really desirable but if you don’t no big deal at least I will feel that warm sensation as you do!!

So here is the deal thus far I’m a arse and mouth virgin!! I know what you expect and I’m happy to do this for you

So I ask what will you do for me? I’m into kinky want to place pegs on my nipples? Want to drip hot wax on my body

Tie me up and use me as the sissy you desire I want to become your sissy slave
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Don’t really matter
Posted:Oct 16, 2020 4:51 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 6:22 pm
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Lets face it there isn’t a cream or pill that will turn into the gurl I wish to become, this said I can become a sissy and the object of your desire
My love of all things feminine lends me to this lifestyle I wear chastity all but full time and I take hormones to reduce my desire

Love the feeling of sexy underwear stockings suspenders and panties, but if I do wear cloths they tend to be restrictive such as pencil skirts love
To feel the feel of restrictive.

Love heels they just complete the look, the hormones I take have reduced my body hair my legs are all but smooth and my abs are turning into
Something that resembles boobs

So what do I desire? I want you to take charge I want to become the object of your desire want to become your sissy, my desire is only to be a bottom
I love chastity and the frustration I suffer, but I desire more chastity is uncomfortable and cumbersome

So I seek a guy who will remove my desire once and for all, yes that’s right I seek a guy who is willing to remove my manhood, after looking into this I do
Feel like banding would be a good option, so I know what I’m offering and hell yeah I’ve tried this and it’s not pleasant

Knowing how painful this is I suspect your need to restrain me before you band me, they say ice will help during this process, with my love of frustration
Being castrated would be a he plus

Always dream of being a bride, once I arrive maybe you could dress me as your bride, then restrain me and band me making me the sissy you desire ?

Right now I’m in a constant state of frustration which makes me desire cock, I’ve done all I can to be able to fit into this life style if I get the desire and i
Don’t much I swallow my own,

Won’t lie to you my arse looks more like a pussy than an arse, this is due to the abuse I’ve suffered what with large toys but this is all in my master plan
Feel like you maybe able to fist me, smaller hands only please but always expanding my limits

So you into kinky want to use me as female? Relocation would be a real plus interested Let’s talk
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Bucket list
Posted:Oct 15, 2020 4:56 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 6:22 pm
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So from an early age I’ve been dressing only in later years I’ve explored this further, wish I had earlier and I feel I’ve missed so much, quite by chance I discovered chastity and I’ve grown love frustration
As any gurl I’ve dreamed of the ideal, so I would like my journey start right with a guy who shares what I desire so maybe you would like a service seal our commitment each other
So maybe you would like me wear a wedding dress I know I would!! So maybe you would like share vows and wedding bands? So your wedding band would be a normal gold ring but mine is an elastic
Band placed over my balls, we could still consummate our marriage while I suffer castration, but before long I would become your sissy all I ask is that you take care of the aftermath and take care of me
As I heal, I know and understand I’m not what most guys desire this is my fault I’ve not made the right choices along the way I do regret this but we are who we are I know there a guys out there who seeks
A sissy slave and want humiliate and enjoy me as such no one should blame me for feeling nervous or apprehensive about this there I said it thus far I’m a cock virgin sure I have considered a one night
Stand just try this but feel like my virginity would be a huge plus you,
So right now I wear chastity and I’m taking hormones reduce my desire, relocation is a huge plus can we just agree we seek the same? Nothing you can do me not down myself what I lack is you desire
Can’t wait enjoy your lust inside me want swallow all you deliver and feel that warm sensation as you climax within me
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Here I am what happens is up to you!
Posted:Oct 13, 2020 5:36 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 6:22 pm
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So in live things happen and people change if you told ago I would be where I am now I wouldn’t believe you

Sure I’ve been cross dressing from an early age, I guess I just liked being different and I did really enjoy the touch and feel
Of feminine outfits, so dressing was for and how excited I was when dressed

Over the my desire act female has just got stronger, and I felt that I would like take dressing another level
While dressed I felt feminine and wanted act like a gurl

So quite by chance I was contacted by a guy he was new this and wasn’t sure we talked and at some point I agreed
Chastity during a meet so he know my only desire was act as female during a meet

First product I purchased was a cb0 it kept under lock and key while I was used as a female, this meet never happened
But my love of frustration started here

At this point I understood where this was going I knew what a guy would desire so if I were to please a guy there is a base line
So if I had the desire to climax I would in my mouth or hand and swallow what I delivered

At this point I stated to with toys at first it wasn’t great but before long I discovered an anal climax this is a gift that keeps
Giving its like a head rush and very desirable

So with my love of dressing and my new found climax that is desired more than a normal one. I invested in a more extreme chastity
Device this one keeps everything real close

So in chastity any excitement causes pain just because my hardness has to go somewhere and while in chastity this is forced inside me

This isn’t desirable so I needed to find something that worked and I found this in a tablet that removes my desire and reduce body hair
Right now I’m no longer able to act as a at very best I climax limp

Hormones reduce my desire the point I can’t climax as a guy

My question you is what do you desire make your gurl know castration is a huge step but no gain without pain right

I’m willing do what ever it take be your gurl
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Here I am what happens is up to you!
Posted:Oct 13, 2020 5:36 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 6:22 pm
2289 Views

So in live things happen and people change if you told ago I would be where I am now I wouldn’t believe you

Sure I’ve been cross dressing from an early age, I guess I just liked being different and I did really enjoy the touch and feel
Of feminine outfits, so dressing was for and how excited I was when dressed

Over the my desire act female has just got stronger, and I felt that I would like take dressing another level
While dressed I felt feminine and wanted act like a gurl

So quite by chance I was contacted by a guy he was new this and wasn’t sure we talked and at some point I agreed
Chastity during a meet so he know my only desire was act as female during a meet

First product I purchased was a cb0 it kept under lock and key while I was used as a female, this meet never happened
But my love of frustration started here

At this point I understood where this was going I knew what a guy would desire so if I were to please a guy there is a base line
So if I had the desire to climax I would in my mouth or hand and swallow what I delivered

At this point I stated to with toys at first it wasn’t great but before long I discovered an anal climax this is a gift that keeps
Giving its like a head rush and very desirable

So with my love of dressing and my new found climax that is desired more than a normal one. I invested in a more extreme chastity
Device this one keeps everything real close

So in chastity any excitement causes pain just because my hardness has to go somewhere and while in chastity this is forced inside me

This isn’t desirable so I needed to find something that worked and I found this in a tablet that removes my desire and reduce body hair
Right now I’m no longer able to act as a at very best I climax limp

Hormones reduce my desire the point I can’t climax as a guy

My question you is what do you desire make your gurl know castration is a huge step but no gain without pain right

I’m willing do what ever it take be your gurl
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So many ways to lose your balls!!
Posted:Oct 12, 2020 5:25 pm
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2020 1:25 am
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Seems the easiest way is a cutter who will just remove them without much problem, also read that this is quite a quick and inexpensive way
Other methods are out there such as crushing can’t say this appeals very much
Banding would be an option so long as you have someone who could fix me up afterwards
We all know that once my balls are removed my testosterone levels will reduce this would really help towards feminisation some say at this point what
I have will shrink, Estrogen injections will also help in my transformation

So right now I’m into chastity love the feeling of frustration but we all know we all desire more so where does a gurl into kinky and frustration goes next?
Love the fact that my next move is controlled by you and is what you desire

During my journey I’ve found that progress is for the most part into suffering for what I want, I’ve played banding and it’s not very desirable this said if
I’m restrained I won’t have any choice but to suffer the pain, once the pain is over I will encounter a whole new me, a submissive sissy slave for a guys enjoyment
No gain without pain they say

What with chastity and hormones my days of erect are all but gone, if I’m able to climax normal I do so limp!!
I choose anal all the way do you desire a sissy! want to make me you submissive sissy then please can we chat?

remove my desire and my way to act and use me as the sissy you desire !!
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commitment
Posted:Oct 11, 2020 5:51 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 6:22 pm
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hell once our lips meet it's too late for me !!
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into kinky baby then band me
Posted:Oct 10, 2020 6:07 pm
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2020 6:13 pm
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So I guess what I desire isn’t the norm but we need be on the same page if this will work for us both, so if you follow me you will know that chastity and frustration is my main desire, I love chastity but I’m looking for something more permanent, most guys would worry if they couldn’t get hard but I’m loving it, you see for me it’s not enough! I want swap my climax for an anal climax not just once but for good

Right now I’m taking hormones reduce my desire and help with hair and boobs these are working but what gurl wouldn’t want more? Chastity is cumbersome, awkward and unhygienic long term, there is something we could both gain from and that is castration, for me this would remove my desire and lets face it there is no going back from this !

Banding is very cheap just a few dollars for the device and bands and don’t take long within hours I’m in trouble few hours later there is no going back at this point I will need someone remove my dead skin and fix me up, within a week I will become the gurl of your desire

This I feel shows commitment on both our parts your commitment desiring a gurl like me and my commitment be her
Relocation is a real plus I understand that after 3 months I will be over staying this I feel is a further hold over me should you enjoy this my only desire is act female and have you enjoy me as female

So this process is easy banding makes me the you desire, but banding is painful so I will need be restrained until my balls turn blue are you the guy do this for me?

Don’t feel like I offer more than I can handle so my question you is what more do you expect? I’m very much into kinky not offered anymore than I desire if you’re into a kinky gurl to control then we should talk

Bdsm, fisting, and submission would be a huge plus as would be an captive slave want to use me as female lets talk!!

only you know what you desire as a submissive i'm yours for the taking
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My future
Posted:Oct 9, 2020 5:43 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 6:22 pm
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My future

so today I think I’ve seen my future, I saw a clip of a gurl being banded I saw the application of the bands
And was surprized at how quick your balls turn deep purple and then black at this point your life changes
Forever, but like they say once you do this there is no way back, seems to I shouldn’t have anyway
Change my mind!!
So I fully understand banding is very extreme and very painful this said dose me with pain meds and lets
Do this !! tie me and band I ask is that you have someone hand fix after
So chastity has been working well for , add this hormones reduce my desire is working well I can’t
Really climax I the normal way, frustration is my thing and castration is final no going back from this point!
So you into a castrated sissy slave? I know what you expect and I so want to become your sissy submissive
There isn’t much you desire from me I’ve not done for myself so are you sure you want and desire a sissy
I would be the first to admit I don’t understand my desire or lust to be and feel feminine but here I am
Offering you use my body as female, you into kinky? So into kinky!!
So you into taking my virginity and my desire? Normal is what I desire but a plus would be anything kinky!
This is a two way street remove my desire once and for all and enjoy the sissy you desire, want to be your
Sissy turn me into the gurl of your desire
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so here i am love me or hate me, can't help who i am
Posted:Oct 7, 2020 4:50 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 6:22 pm
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Apprehensive be seen dressed in person, nervous about what is going happen, but so excited try this
Please just understand this is my first time for real so things might not go quite plan. Lets plan what we both
Want and when this is all over we can meet knowing and agreeing what will happen, that way we both know what
expect is this fair? Today I went out in chastity and my expandable butt plug won’t lie my arse was twitching while
Waiting in line at Tesco’s, love feeling like I can only act as female can’t wait to accept cum in my mouth that isn’t mine
And a cock that isn’t rubber and attached to a red blooded male can’t replicate your lust

Thus far Chastity and hormones seem to be making progress as I do struggle to climax as normal at very best I’m limp
When I do cum, also noticed less leg hair well body hair in general not seen any improvement in boobs but find my
Nipples feel tender so maybe this is a good sign?

So I know my choices aren’t everyone’s desire but I do think Mr Right is out there so here is what I desire with luck you
Will feel the same, I’m a bottom I like being restricted this maybe wearing a pencil skirt or being locked into an outfit
Bondage would be a real plus having no control is a real plus for me

So I hope there isn’t much you may desire I’ve not done to myself I’m able to accept larger objects but my arse has suffered
I no longer have a crimper my arse looks more like a pussy large pink and red

I’m into extreme so what would you like, maybe you would enjoy banding me as you enjoy me as female maybe you would
Leave it of for too long? Into bondage, humiliation and expanding my limits

So right now I’m a blank canvas form me into the kinky gurl of your dreams! Think I’m looking for something permanent lets
Face it what I desire there is no going back from what I desire so looking for a gurl to please you daily lets talk
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