so here i am love me or hate me, can't help who i am
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Posted:Oct 7, 2020 4:50 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:51 am
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Apprehensive be seen dressed in person, nervous about what is going happen, but so excited try this
Please just understand this is my first time for real so things might not go quite plan. Lets plan what we both
Want and when this is all over we can meet knowing and agreeing what will happen, that way we both know what
expect is this fair? Today I went out in chastity and my expandable butt plug won’t lie my arse was twitching while
Waiting in line at Tesco’s, love feeling like I can only act as female can’t wait to accept cum in my mouth that isn’t mine
And a cock that isn’t rubber and attached to a red blooded male can’t replicate your lust
Thus far Chastity and hormones seem to be making progress as I do struggle to climax as normal at very best I’m limp
When I do cum, also noticed less leg hair well body hair in general not seen any improvement in boobs but find my
Nipples feel tender so maybe this is a good sign?
So I know my choices aren’t everyone’s desire but I do think Mr Right is out there so here is what I desire with luck you
Will feel the same, I’m a bottom I like being restricted this maybe wearing a pencil skirt or being locked into an outfit
Bondage would be a real plus having no control is a real plus for me
So I hope there isn’t much you may desire I’ve not done to myself I’m able to accept larger objects but my arse has suffered
I no longer have a crimper my arse looks more like a pussy large pink and red
I’m into extreme so what would you like, maybe you would enjoy banding me as you enjoy me as female maybe you would
Leave it of for too long? Into bondage, humiliation and expanding my limits
So right now I’m a blank canvas form me into the kinky gurl of your dreams! Think I’m looking for something permanent lets
Face it what I desire there is no going back from what I desire so looking for a gurl to please you daily lets talk
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So I’m asked all the time why?
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Posted:Oct 6, 2020 6:01 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:51 am
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Why do I choose this way of life? I can only guess you have never discovered an anal climax
So as a guy the whole focus is just climax and once you do it’s for the most part over cum and your done
An anal climax is the gift that just keeps giving once you reach it the climax just goes on and on so I choose anal !!
This said I’m very much into chastity this keeps frustrated and frustration makes desire acting female with a guy
In my frustrated state I could offer you what you want and desire and frustration drives please you!
My chastity device is somewhat extreme so becoming aroused is painful so I tend not get aroused add this I’m taking
Hormones further reduce my desire and remove body hair and develop breasts
So at very best and if I desire a normal climax is limp as best and bondage I guess in time I won’t be able climax as normal
My choice is anal and this is where you come in, I need a guys desire so I’m able anal climax sure toys are fun but isn’t
Having to suffer a guys desire
So my ideal guy is into kinky and wants to take charge, kinky is a huge plus for , what gets you going Baby? Sexy underwear
Bondage? Wax ? Fisting?
Do feel like the main event is the end of any meet what builds up this is any pain and suffering I need encounter before we
Get enjoy each other!
So if you into a sissy who is up to expanding her limits, and doing what is needed to please you look no further I’m the gurl of your Desire
they say spunk helps your skin who said this a guy?
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So what you into baby?
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Posted:Oct 5, 2020 5:36 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:51 am
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So if you follow my blog you will know I’m a sissy 0% bottom
My Question is how kinky are you, we both know what is on offer think we both know our place
For anything feminine is a real plus as is kinky I love Chastity love feeling frustrated this helps
act as you desire. But what are you after a gurl or the object of your desire? Willing to do whatever
You desire, maybe it’s bondage maybe wax, maybe your like to wax my remaining hair these are things
We can talk about, so maybe you would enjoy banding for this would be a huge plus maybe you would
Like to unlock and band my balls in bondage if I’m really lucky maybe your keep them tied for too long
Maybe just maybe I won’t no longer need to wear chastity because now my balls are dead!!!
Do feel like this isn’t going to be easy what I desire isn’t without pain and suffering but I’m as ready as I can be
Need a guy who knows what he wants and isn’t afraid to take it, I know I need to suffer to become the sissy I desire
Want to remove any desire I have and leave me as your sissy slave? We can’t help who we are me I want to act as female
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Blank Canvas
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Posted:Oct 3, 2020 5:22 pm
Last Updated:Oct 4, 2020 4:09 pm
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So right now I’m at a crossroad not sure how proceed thus far my decisions haven’t been the best
Quite by chance I discovered chastity and embraced it totally I love feeling frustrated as a guy when you’re
In the moment you will move heaven and earth just to climax, so that’s how I feel most of the time but I’m
Unable too due to chastity which keeps everything within an inch or too, seems this wasn’t my best choice
Seems like most guys want an equal at least in the bedroom where I’m just a bottom and only wish to serve a
Guy
I guess my second mistake was to take hormones that further reduce my desire and help with body hair and develop
Breasts.
Sure I think I could turn back time and stop taking hormones but I do like what I’ve turned into a sissy being no longer able to act as a guy I do want to embrace my new me,
I’ve done a lot to be ready for this nothing I offer isn’t tried and tested for me Anal is my preferred method of climax and I want to finish what I started, sure there isn’t anything you can do with me I’ve not done myself !!
But what I lack is a guys desire want to feel desired want to encounter a guys lust, so for me kinky is a real plus I have my nipples pierced and my navel, want to torment me a little just feel like pain and pleasure go together sex isn’t the main event
But what leads up to it is exciting too
Because this is somewhat extreme I’m into a fresh start I could relocate for Mr right
So here I am a blank canvas for your enjoyment please form me into the gurl you desire and I’m as kinky as you like not kidding almost anything goes, and if relocation is desired this will further distance me from my life
So if you’re a guy into kinky we should talk please I want to become the object of your desire and I’m as kinky as you desire
do you feel like your never find someone who shares your dreams? your never know until you ask?
Question: where do you find your captive kinky slave sissy? where you let her!!
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Just being honest
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Posted:Oct 2, 2020 5:23 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:51 am
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So guys I wear chastity that keeps my bits under lock and key a huge plus is that I have to sit to pee
This may not be a huge deal for you but being a submissive sissy it is for me, by now you need to
Understand I only want to act as Female, this said bondage, submission and humiliation is also a plus
Right now I take hormones to reduce my desire and remove body hair this seems to be working
So I do feel like I need to suffer a little before you enjoy me so I have my nipples pierced but would
Welcome nipple clamps, bondage would also be a real plus.
So I desire what you do if your into a sissy I can become your gurl I’m sure what you desire will be challenge
May involve pain or suffering but this is part and parcel too becoming your gurl
I really do feel like what I desire and what you want don’t differ much, I’m into being used as a gurl so A bottom or anal slut
I really don’t mind if you take other lovers maybe you could use me within your meet or make me watch ?
Can’t double guess how you plan to used me but I want to be used as female not sure everything will go
My way willing to suffer along the way !!
So can you or are you willing to use my as your sissy slave will you lock me up and do what you desire?
want to swallow you cum and enjoy you inside me !!
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Guys I know what you want
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Posted:Oct 1, 2020 5:08 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:51 am
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Guys I know what you want because at one point I was like you I saw a female as an object of your desire
Since I discovered chastity I find myself on the other side of the fence I need to be the object of your desire
Just think it’s funny how things change I do know this transition isn’t without risk or pain
I know to be desirable I need to be submissive, frustrated and develop boobs the hormones I’m taking are
Reducing my desire and removing body hair
So I’ve dressed from an early age over time my desire has changed once I discovered an anal climax my life
Changed, same can be said for Chastity in chastity I’m only able to act as female
So the hormones I take make it all but imposable to climax as a guy, but I can climax as female this climax
Goes on and on and is desirable
So I do understand this transition won’t be easy it will need both of us to understand each other and our
Wants and desire
My true desire is frustration, humiliation, submission and servitude I know what a guy desires and I know
I can deliver this to you! Kinky is a real plus
Just today saw a nail in a gurls tongue the prospect of this isn’t desirable but whatever it takes
So my question to you is what do you require?
I’m sure I could become the gurl of your desire just need to know what is expected
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baby
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Posted:Sep 30, 2020 5:33 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:51 am
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So here I am I can’t help who I am who can? So I find myself a sissy quite by chance I found chastity and now there is no going back for me
So for the first time I find myself on the other side
So sure I’m apprehensive, nervous and scared about my life choices but this seems to be the direction I’m choosing. Sure I know I will need
To step up, and the way forward isn’t great and I can expect pain becoming what I desire but I’m good with this!!
So here I am I don’t have any experience of what you desire but I’m as ready as I can be with use of toys and swallowing my own makes me
Feel like I’m good with what you desire, me being me I’m very much into frustration and humiliation
So here I am I know what you desire and I do expect the unexpected, so for you guys in the US or Canada I could only stay for just 30 days
Once I overstay the excitement just goes throw the roof,
So in 30 days I become an overstayer adding your control over me and rendering me as your sissy slave!
So I do need to know what you require from me I do hope It’s somewhat kinky bondage, BDSM and humiliation would be a huge plus
I enter this relationship with no real experience sure I think I’m ready nothing you can do to me I’ve not done to myself
Seems like I just desire a guy who desires me a female gets aroused near me and wants to use me as female
Relocation is a real plus use me for 30 days if your happy lets talk more about how you want to use me won’t you I’m scared to death
About what I;m into but chastity and my desire to please a guy takes over
Into kinky I’m into kinky tell me what you desire Spunky Kisses Sam
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guys
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Posted:Sep 29, 2020 5:36 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:51 am
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So I’m all but ready you may say I’m ready to be popped, I wear extreme chastity that makes me sit to pee don’t underestimate
How this makes me feel add to this I’m taking hormones to reduce my desire so for the most part I can’t climax as I would normally
This just makes me feel even more feminine. Chastity makes me sit to pee please don’t underestimate how this makes me feel
My idea guy would desire me 24/7 and would only want to use me as female, not kidding bondage and BDSM would be a real
Plus for me, my only desire is to act as female this said if you want to transform me further I won’t object on hormones I’ve
Encountered less body hair reduced desire right now I struggle to climax normal, at best I’m limp during play but this is how
I like it want to swap normal into anal, well into learning what you desire into bondage and BDSM so you into a sissy like me?
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What ever you Desire
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Posted:Sep 28, 2020 4:58 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:51 am
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Listen I need for you to know what a huge step this is for me! This said there is nothing I’ve offered I’ve not done for myself
The thing missing is a guys lust and desire this is what I hope to encounter during a meet with a guy
So this will be my first time with a guy so sure I’m apprehensive, nervous and scared who wouldn’t be?
Add to this the humiliation of being seen dressed and going down on you let alone the main event just really feel like not
Being in control would be a real plus, also feel like I would like to suffer a little for being a bad gurl, maybe nipple clamps
Spanking? Bondage would be a huge plus just because it takes me out of the events that will happen
This way I only have to turn up clean myself and dress after this anything agreed is on offer so yes this is a huge deal for me
Can you show me a good time and use me female?
So for any Americans or Canadians out there the deal is much the same but at the airport meet me and bundle me into your
Van or car lets agree first what is on over but anything goes during the first 3 months then ever reject me or keep me captive ab
So I’m a sissy gurl I have a huge problem getting hard and what with chastity and the hormones I take this will hopefully reduce
My desire and hair and develop breasts
Older in years I wouldn’t consider myself as passable as female but lust and desire will take over providing your kinky I only wish
To serve you as female
So my question to you is what do you desire? Where do we go from here what else do you desire? With my love of frustration
I wouldn’t mind chemical castration !
My submission needs to be total I need a guy who desires me and makes me suffer to get what I want are you that guy?
I’m as kinky as you desire so what you looking for Baby
spunky kisses Baby
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kinky would be a real plus
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Posted:Sep 25, 2020 5:48 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:51 am
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So I could become your sissy the object of your desire so right now I’m into chastity so you will only be able to use me as your gurl
This said I’m into kinky maybe if you enjoy me and my frustration you might like to add super glue to my chastity lock so it’s more captive
Maybe you would like to purchase a lockable anal plug and chain me to somewhere via my arse, where do you find a sissy slave wherever
You leave her!!!
Want to lock me into a dress and heels, bondage would be a huge plus, I love feeling submissive want to humiliate ne? with the love of
Chastity I know I need a guy, also know that the act of sex isn’t everything it’s the getting there that counts so if you kinky that would be
A plus so I’m kinky want to further feminise me? Thus far I wear chastity maybe you would enjoy me like this maybe you desire more
Remove my balls I only want to be the object of your desire
Locked up and I chastity I’m your helpless sissy slave just respect me and expand my limits please
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So guys kinky is a real plus
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Posted:Sep 25, 2020 5:39 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:51 am
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I could become your sissy the object of your desire so right now I’m into chastity so you will only be able to use me as your gurl
This said I’m into kinky maybe if you enjoy me and my frustration you might like to add super glue to my chastity lock so it’s more captive
Maybe you would like to purchase a lockable anal plug and chain me to somewhere via my arse, where do you find a sissy slave wherever
You leave her!!!
Want to lock me into a dress and heels, bondage would be a huge plus, I love feeling submissive want to humiliate ne? with the love of
Chastity I know I need a guy, also know that the act of sex isn’t everything it’s the getting there that counts so if you kinky that would be
A plus so I’m kinky want to further feminise me? Thus far I wear chastity maybe you would enjoy me like this maybe you desire more
Remove my balls I only want to be the object of your desire
Locked up and I chastity I’m your helpless sissy slave just respect me and expand my limits please
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What a gurl wants
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Posted:Sep 24, 2020 5:19 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:51 am
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so the act of sex can be short lived so play is as important as the act itself always been into kinky hence wearing chastity
But the act of intercourse should be the last thing on your list, there are many fun and kinky things to do first if you want
So been looking into BDSM nothing extreme but like the idea of nipple clamps, hot wax, anal dilators, bondage, gags the
List goes on and I’m sure things I can only dream off, so if you don’t know already I’m a bottom I take hormones to reduce
My desire and develop breasts, so what I seek is a guy who knows what he wants do you want me to call you Daddy?
Sure you can come up with things that excite you I so want to become the object of your desire not looking for a whan
Bang thank you mam need someone who takes time with me make me suffer a little then take your pleasure
If your plan is to have me beneath you and enjoying you inside me!! Only ever wanted to serve a guy as female only
You know what I need to suffer to make me the Gurl of your desire, so my ideal date would be to be grabbed from the
Street bundled into a van tied and locked up in bondage and used, I don’t stand a chance your all over me using me as
A gurl and when I’m let loose I feel violated
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Everything I do moves me closer to pleasing you
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Posted:Sep 23, 2020 5:35 pm
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2020 5:39 pm
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So I found chastity quite by chance wouldn’t have been my first choice but I love how it makes me feel, there is something to be said for denial
You see once something is removed you desire it even more, so the same can be said to chastity once I’m locked up I get frustrated
This makes me look to climax the only way I’m able via anal, since I stated this journey anal has been a huge part of my life as has frustration
Another thing that is huge is that while locked up I have to sit to pee this for me was a huge deal and took a while to get used too, this in itself
Would change my whole way of thinking, so now I find myself on the other side of the fence, I can no longer act as a guy and desire acting female
Love the feel of sexy underwear love feeling frustrated and enjoy an anal climax,
So with this in mind I’m taking hormones to further reduce my desire and develop breasts right from the start they have made me more feminine
Now I can no longer jerk off if I do manage to I’m limp at the point of climax
Yes yet another milestone I can no longer act as a male I sit to pee and my only friend I have is the beer can I enjoy inside me nighty anal has replaced
Normal, I so need to become the object of your desire, what do I bring to the table I hear you say? So in my frustrated state I desire cock your desire
Means I maybe able to climax sure I enjoy toys but this can’t replace you desire to enter me
Not sure there is nothing you can offer me I’ve not done to myself to become ready for this but kinky is a real plus not looking for a dom but a guy who
Knows what he wants would be a real plus and bondage, spanking, hot wax would also be a plus, just feel like some pain during this progress would be
A real plus, not much you can offer I’ve not done myself what I lack is you desire within me, what do you say want to make me anal climax ?
please just make me your the gurl ypu desire
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