wake up a gurl
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Posted:Feb 1, 2021 5:05 pm
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I can’t tell you how many times during my life I’ve gone bed wishing I could wake in a female form. And how I desire become a submissive turns out this isn’t unattainable all I need is a guy who desires the same
So I’ve done my homework I know what I will have encounter get where I want be, not sure there is any easy way complete this, guess surgery is the best option but there is also banding and the burdizzo
Have say no option is preferred but all work
This isn’t something I woke up and thought this would be a nice thing do this has been in the making, not sure anyone choices become a submissive its more like a calling and something I’ve been working towards
For , I do understand what I desire and what is involved but I also understand the benefits, a more feminine form can’t wait meet the feminine me been a lifetime coming
I’ve dabbled in hormones and I enjoyed chastity don’t expect you understand but it’s a real plus for my feel frustrated, added this in chastity I’m forced sit pee, hear what you’re saying but it’s a huge deal for
Sure dressing as another gender is a huge plus, but I want have wear this full time I need all traces of removed and a new wardrobe of sexy girls underwear replace this. Would even like being locked into dresses
And heels
I so do understand this isn’t everyone’s dream but I’m not everyone, over the I’ve trained my body act as female, I’ve expanded my arse accept more. I’m talking fisting or more, my love of anal is everything
I would trade my climax for a gurls climax any day!!
Sure my life as a sissy for a or Mistress don’t; change much, my desire is act your sissy slave only as your slave can I enjoy what you desire !
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life on the other side
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Posted:Jan 30, 2021 5:44 pm
Last Updated:Jan 31, 2021 4:47 pm
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So I guess what goes around comes around, going sound very bad for saying this but for I saw a as a conquest
Just an object of my desire wasn’t much into understanding them just wanted to get into their knickers….
From an early age I know I was different I dressed in female clothes but mainly just for my enjoyment, for me it felt risky and sexy
And sure I enjoyed it a lot
In later the dressing became an obsession and I also discovered anal quite my chance I felt the desire finger myself and I found
This be very desirable, this is when I knew I wasn’t the same as other guys and I knew I required anal
So I started talking guys on line spoke a beginner he was well keen but desired as a gurl and was nervous about a meet because
I was also and wasn’t interested in that, so I know what I wanted was for a guy enjoy I offered wear chastity during our meet
So he was the key holder and was in
So I purchased a chastity device and feel in love with the feeling if feeling frustrated I knew if I was be enjoyed in this state I wasn’t sure how
I would feel but my guess was humiliated and emasculated but this also appealed , so one week later I purchase another device this time
More extreme
While dressed and in a female state my feelings are aroused the fact I have sit is a huge plus and makes feel even more female
I love the small things painted nails, mascara, make up all these things are new and very exciting
So what I isn’t it’s the female , and this scares the bone, you see with a gurl you a ring and she is yours for it’s
So much more
This is where it becomes risky what I desire is a he needs take the lead he also needs be kinky and just desire as female
So I hope now we understand each other what I desire isn’t a ring on my finger but so much more
From you it’s just your desire for it’s a complete change of life, development of boobs is a huge plus as is serving you as a sissy, humiliation
is a huge plus, I don’t want be your slam piece I desire so much more
ok so kinky is my thing.. you into kinky? I know and understand suffering is my way forwards but I will submit to your desire
I understand the tole what i require will take on my body can guess what having no desire will feel, right now frustration is my thing, but as i develop i do desire this to be removed also, if honest would like for my clit to remain to remind of what i was and watching it shrink will make be embrace being a sissy
My commitment to you is to agree to the body mods you desire to make me the sissy you desire, i know what is in store but i accept these changes
this said about your want's and desires if there is something you require i haven't offered please just ask maybe i just don't know its a thing right now
so at first there is resistance but before long your in show me some love
so here i am sure not for everyone but with luck someone will like what saying
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Erectile dysfunction
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Posted:Jan 29, 2021 5:09 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 2:5 am
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our age this isn’t uncommon most guys would be devastated their bits no longer work as they should but not with my love of dressing and wanting to becoming a submissive
This condition is something I’ve embraced, years ago I got into Chastity frustration is a way of making you desire something you can’t obtain
During play I know how much pleasure I can receive via anal, I’ve seen BDSM clips and I know and understand just how hash you guys or girls can be, this isn’t for the faint hearted I do
Feel like it’s not just the climax either way its about the getting to that point.
I feel like I’m at the point of no return either I embrace this way of life or I may regret it, hell I’m sure I will and I hope too, for years I’ve been getting ready for this moment, gone to bed wishing
I would wake up female, I see a guys erect cock as an object of my desire, I need to lick and suck your lolly pop and need to accept all it can give me and swallow like a good gurl
I can’t double guess what degrading, humiliating and deprived things you desire, needless to say I will accept my treatment for my love of anal
For me a life of submission is enough anything else is a plus, I forward to developing boobs firm pert nipples are a plus for , right now I’m taking hormones to reduce my desire. For a real
Plus would be if you take charge and remove my desire once and for all
Being frustrated is great but the next step is no feeling at all sure it will be a shock to the system but a leap I want to take as much as you desire I also need to feel the part, so for castration isn’t
The end in fact its an exciting time a chance to be the female I’ve always desired to be, my question what would you provide me in return for my balls ?
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Submissive
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Posted:Jan 26, 2021 5:53 pm
Last Updated:Jan 26, 2021 6:10 pm
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So you desire a submissive, over time I’ve subjected myself larger toys, engaged in Chastity, Chastity has the affect of making you frustrated to the point of bursting, sure I was always the key holder but I needed to learn my art as it were so I suffered for my goal.
What was my goal I hear you say it was to replace a normal climax for an anal climax, these are so more desirable and once you achieve one it’s the gift that keeps giving and if your frustrated to the point of distraction you can also cum normal too!!
I read a lot and it would seem I’m much like any other submissive, sure I’ve come a long way myself chastity introduced me to frustration and I dabble in hormones to further reduce my desire, now when excited I’m very lucky to get erect at best if I feel the need and this is becoming few and far between I climax limp.
Thus far I’ve enjoyed the journey but now it’s crunch time either I continue as I am or I take the next step I accept this won’t be easy or enjoyable you see to become what I desire I need a bull, need a guy to restrain me and do things to me I just can’t do for myself.
What I’m talking is for you to remove my desire once and for all, there are 3 ways to do this none appeal much be it clamping or cutting or injections but I just can’t agree to any with out your input, I’m keen but I need a guy to remove any desire I have remaining and just render me the sissy you desire
I won’t object to you branding me as your own, won’t object to you using my body as your slam piece, nor will I object to swallowing your load in fact I would like to start me day swallowing, then during the day getting ready for you, will dress as you like, would love to dress as you desire maybe be locked into sissy attire, so I can serve your cock
Once you castrate me my desire will be lost now i’m just your thing my clit will reduce in size and I’m yours use and abuse I’m sure this isn’t enjoyable but its all about getting climax right? I know the road climax isn’t easy. No gain without pain right?
Not sure I can ever commit without you, need for you remove my desire and dignity and remove my desire make all you desire, I’m sure once you do this I can be the gurl you desire
so now it's all about what you desire and less about that i want i can't help what i have become, but you can form me into the submissive you desire
Spunky kisses Sam
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i know what i am
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Posted:Jan 25, 2021 5:18 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 2:5 am
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So just today I read that most sissy’s relate to straight I guess this could be true, I know what I desire but feel like I need to be forced to enjoy these feeling, everything I’ve done to myself has moved me ever nearer to becoming what I feel I need to become, I guess I lack what is needed to come out but with your help I want to become the sissy of your desire, I know what you desire because at some time I was a predator just after release
For my sins I now find myself on the receiving end, I want to become the object of your desire I need to feel you within me, are you kinky?
So I guess this is up to you as you use me humiliated me, piss in my mouth, make me accept your load or use me as a gurl don’t care
I know I won’t appeal to everyone but if your into humiliation and using my body as your cum slut we need to talk. Take my manhood dress and use me as female, want to remove my desire once and for all, just use me as female then it’s a yes from me!!
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Master or mistress
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Posted:Jan 24, 2021 4:30 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 2:5 am
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So after of playing and chastity think I’m as ready as I can be for the next step, I don’t have a perveance how this happens but would like it happen from day one
Yes I understand the risks and implications of such a drastic body modification, I guess what with getting older I now longer desire what I did, for I looked at a woman
As sexual objects just there for my desire.
For it feels so strange be on the other side you see I know what you think of and I’m willing become the object of your desire, for me sissy has been very much self
Imposed I could unlock myself any time I wanted but didn’t when I did I prepared myself by swallowing anything I delivered
So now I desire nothing but anal I feel like after the even my frustration will also be removed sure this is also another huge step and one that can’t be reversed but for me that is a
Huge plus and would show my commitment my new or Mistress
I’ve done all I can be ready become the gurl you desire I can’t double guess what you desire!! I accept I’m a sissy and accept the changes my body and mindset also accept
I may not like what I become and accept there is no going back once the deed is done but I accept this
Not sure anyone will know what expect after castration, and what I may have suffer become the sissy you desire, 3 ways cutter or injections or burdizzo choice is your’s
I know and understand during this process there will be pain and suffering but I’m willing under go anything you desire become your sissy slave!!
look forward being the object of your desire with mine removed
spunky kissy Sam
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new start
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Posted:Jan 21, 2021 6:12 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 2:5 am
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so for this is a new start, for i've put off meeting a guy, my love of chastity renders me sissy. as a sissy i have accept your wants and desires i want become the gurl you desire!
I know this won't be easy on either of us but suspect harder on me want wear sexy underwear get you going then be the object of your desire
i'm into kinky so nipple , hot wax or bondage is things i desire, not sure what expect but i'm happy learn as we move forward
I'm a cock virgin so be gentle and once your done lube up as i would like feel your fist inside please
spunky kisses Sam
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frustrated and loving it
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Posted:Jan 17, 2021 5:13 pm
Last Updated:Jan 19, 2021 5:01 pm
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Frustration should never be underestimated, you see the fact you can’t makes you desire it more, liken the feeling the sign wet paint don’t touch
You see when your restricted from anything your mind desires things you wouldn’t normally desire, for I want swap a normal climax for an anal
Climax, with this in mind I locked up bits, once I’m locked up I desire what I can’t have what with this and hormones makes desire climax even
More, during I discovered an anal climax and now I would rather this than a normal one.
I’m fully aware encounter this I need become your sissy or your slam piece, I know I have submit your desire!
So I started train myself you see chastity is wonderful train your mind but once in a while you have unlock yourself and when I do I climax as a
But knowing what I may encounter I’ve got used swallowing all I deliver
Chastity is great something very humbling when your forced sit pee and what with feminine underwear I feel very sexy in this state the only way I can get
Off is via anal, this is where you come in you see I need a guy and a guys lust I need feel you inside doing your stuff, while you enjoy my body my hope is
I will encounter what I desire!! Maybe I won’t but I will become the object of your desire
So moving forward I would like my desire be removed further, don’t get wrong I love where I’m at but I desire more, Chastity is great but can you offer
More? With my love of chastity and frustration I would consider castration
So would you desire in a venerable state? Want do you what a gurl would? Want become you sissy slave and develop me further ?
i know what i am and i know i need to submit to your desire to me happy
i'm new to this i accept i have a lot to learn i understand you won't be kind i need to suffer to become the gurl you desire
so i use toys all the time to be ready for you, i want to replace rubber with skin and most of all that warm feeling inside when your done with me
limits should be expanded want to expand my limits and enjoy me?
My only desire is become your sissy slave want become my ?
spunky kisses Sam
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Just the little things excite me!
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Posted:Jan 12, 2021 5:09 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 2:5 am
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So dressing is a must for I love to feel sexy in feminine underwear who wouldn’t heels aren’t for the faint hearted takes time to master these
But for me it’s the little things like painting my nails, or eye liner or mascara these are the things that make me feel truly feminine
I wear and love chastity for me it’s all about frustration being deprived of a normal climax is my true desire, you see I’ve found a better way nothing
Comes close to an anal climax, what will I do for this feeling?
Once in a while being a guy I have to climax this happens in the shower I use soap to excite my clit while I have a large object within me and on tip toes
For me this isn’t a fetish it’s the way I want to live, I’m happy for you to remove my desire further and undergo hormone treatment and laser hair removal.
So if your dream is owning a sissy slave and if your into kinky please consider me I’m as kinky as you like, I know and accept how you intend to use me and I forward to becoming the object of your desire
My question is how can I become your gurl? What do you desire? How will you use me? Don’t hold back I want to become your slam piece!
I know what I am so if your into removing my chastity for good and castrating me to further my frustration then you’re the kind of guy I’m looking for
I would like to be feminine right from the start so castrate me and use me as you sissy gurl you won’t regret it
I desire to act as female I need a guy who knows what he desires and is willing to take his desire from a gurl like , bondage would be a real plus
what you into ?
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So what you looking for?
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Posted:Dec 30, 2020 5:35 pm
Last Updated:Dec 31, 2020 6:03 pm
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So for a number of years I’ve enjoyed anal, since an early age I’ve dressed at first in my mothers underwear and a leotard stolen from school
Back in the day it was about me and my pleasure, as the years passed this changed I discovered anal and my would changed
So what I want to offer you a trade. I will swap my normal climax for an anal climax
I’m not sure when this happened but at some point I understood my role in life, I was born to serve a guy
So right now I’m into chastity frustration makes me focus on what I could encounter as female
In my frustrated state I need you to enjoy me as female if your into making me further female I won’t object
So maybe you won’t to remove my boys so want to be castrated
so most Lady's of my age aren't into what you desire but for me this is all new and exciting for me, turn me into your submissive, obedient gurl , and kinky as you like?
i won't ever be a passable gurl but i will be the gurl of your desire!!! what do you desire?
I'm into sexy underwear into heels and into enjoying life on the wild side!!
this isn't a fling looking for a guy to take me on and train me to be the sexy gurl you want, Please lets talk
with luck my boobs will turn you on to the point of no return after your erect there is only one outcome i desire to feel the end result
Sam
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This is where I’m at
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Posted:Dec 28, 2020 5:20 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 2:5 am
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So chastity and hormones take there tole on a guys body I can no longer get hard if I feel the need to try to climax as a guy I need to be on tip toes
Or in heels, and I need a object in my arse
When I’m able to climax as a guy I do so limp and it’s an necessity and not something I desire
Chastity has given me the desire to be on the receiving end of a bull, I need a guy to take charge I need to feel your desire inside me I hope to encounter
An anal climax as you do your thing in my bio pussy
So my in life is just become a guys thing, I’m into chastity and into bondage want to feel used by you!!
So my desire is just to be used as female, but I would like to be locked into a dress and maybe heels and become the object of your desire
This way of life is so far away from the life I live right now the lines are not clear right now so can you help me become the gurl I desire to be?
Chastity has served me well on the trip to become feminine but I desire more, would you consider castrating me to become your submissive
Gurl? My balls are in your court remove them and enjoy me, said I was kinky!!
spunky kisses Sam
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So I know becoming me is somewhat complex
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Posted:Dec 24, 2020 6:04 pm
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For I’ve followed the normal but always desired more, I understand what I desire don’t come easy and I know getting there isn’t a walk in the park either, my hope is that boobs are enough tempt you, with chastity and hormones I hope become the gurl you desire
This is a slow process but if you desire inject my boys this transition will be so much quicker. Know this isn’t the best but I would so like have my boys removed and once castrated I can become your sissy, chastity keeps me in a constant state of frustration removing my boys would mean I can no longer act as a , hormones will change into the gurl you desire, I want to act as female while be reminded of what I once was so castrate
Make into the gurl you desire use as female I just desire a guy use as female, will dress sexy for you, will swallow all you can deliver and thank you for it, so you into a kinky gurl?
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So I’m a late developer
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Posted:Dec 14, 2020 4:46 pm
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So I may come this decision late in life, I’ve always new I wanted more than I was given, from an early age I think I knew I wanted be female
But like most guys I did the normal and just went with that, that don’t mean I didn’t want more I just put my desires on the back burner
These feelings I’ve lived with for many , only now do I feel like I want act on them, what’s in it for you I hear you say?
So what’s not like I’m a cock virgin I do know what expect and I know what you desire.
Unlike girls my age I don’t suffer with cellulite nor are my bits going north in fact my bits have yet develop. Do you desire a gurl with developing
Boobs? Nothing kinkier than a gurl with puffy boobs right? I would so swap a normal climax for an anal climax
So I offer my limp body I say this because of chastity and hormones I remain limp
Seems this is an easy trade want get into my knickers then make my panties the shape you desire, please remove my desire once and for all
Not talking everything unless you desire this just talking remove my boys, this can be done in one of 3 ways, a cutter, banding and a cutter or injections
So what you waiting for? Need a gurl in your like that is willing to develop for you, and is a kinky as you like?
Then we need to talk this isn’t something I will accept lightly I know this a huge deal! So I’m not looking for normal I seek kinky !!
Can you will use use me as a gurl? Like any gurl I desire a ring not talking finger but neck or ankle !!
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