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Posted:Dec 12, 2020 4:49 pm
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At first chastity was a real turn on you see I like any kind of restriction being locked up down below just made feel frustrated
Just a normal chastity device think it was a CB600 so at this time when I got excited I would strain under the restriction, I wouldn’t
Say this was very desirable, before long even this wasn’t enough I needed more, so I purchased my new device its somewhat extreme
It shrinks everything down around an inch, the new device was great I could wear it under normal wear when I went out and if I got
Excited everything was forced inside, don’t expect you understand but getting aroused wasn’t no longer desirable
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I’ve found getting excited isn’t a problem anymore in fact if I do ever feel the need I climax limp
Put this down Chastity and the hormones I’m taking, you see I’ve swapped a normal climax for an anal climax it’s so much better no
Longer is this just one moment this is a climax that goes on and on!!
So here I am stuck in the middle I need feel frustrated but I no longer have the love of chastity I so want more!! So I seek someone who
Understands me and desires what I desire and wants remove my constraints for good, that’s right I desire castration
So we can do this one of ways, during inject my boys the point they won’t work anymore or just have cut either way I don’t
Mind, I fully understand this is life changing and it will also change the way I feel about everything but I do feel like this is what I’ve be working
Towards for so long just want to do this, feel like castration is just enough. With my balls removed I will become the gurl you desire but with
My clit in tact I will be reminded of off I was, they say be carful of what you desire but I desire a life of serving a guy
so if your into my ring you need to place a ring around my neck or ankle
spunky kisses Sam
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Anal Climax
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Posted:Dec 7, 2020 4:55 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 5:50 am
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As a guy you have one goal and that is just climax sure it’s very desirable but an anal climax isn’t the same it’s a feeling that builds
Once you achieve one it’s the feeling that keeps giving, and it continues give, it’s very desirable and once you discover it there isn’t
Any going back you just can’t undiscover it, I’m not quite sure when I first discovered my first anal climax but I did and I enjoyed it
So I met a guy online he was nervous I might want more than he could offer so I consented buy a chastity device my first one was
Good I liked how it made feel and I liked how I dribbled when I was locked in, I liked the way this made feel and the fact I had
sit pee made it so more real, my second devise was even more extreme I still dribble when I get excited now with hormones
And chastity I rarely get excited anymore, in chastity I feel feminine as such I desire anal penetration and the reward this will give me
So moving forward I really desire the next step Chastity is great short term but I seek something more, will you consider removing my
Desire once and for all? I want discover a more feminine do you desire as a female my question is what do you desire in return?
I’m into kinky so lock into a dress and heels lay back and have look after your desire I expect nothing in return
Your want and desire can take places I’ve not yet visited and I’m excited go there
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will you help me remove my manhood?
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Posted:Dec 1, 2020 5:19 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 5:50 am
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Seeking a who is willing remove my desire further by alcohol injections over a six week timescale
So what’s in it for you, well I wear chastity right now so from the start your have a sissy and you get the pleasure
Of removing any desire left, will need my boys injected once a week for 6 weeks remove them once they are
Dead I intend go under the knife have them and my sack removed, I will fund this so not looking for anything
What do I desire from you no more than your lust and understanding, without testosterone fighting the hormones
I will develop into a more feminine form this isn’t just a physical change to my body but a whole new mindset I won’t
Lie this is a huge deal for and the changes will be extreme but I’m as ready as I can be
Castration is all I desire as I want be reminded of what I was while enjoying a late female puberty such as puffy breasts
While having no desire, becoming even more submissive for your enjoyment!
So cards on the table time I’m not passable don’t feel like I will ever be, during I can accept larger objects so my arse
Is a little worse for wear, I know what you expect and I’m into kinky so almost anything goes
So want to enjoy in a not quite a female but less of a man, feel like I need be locked, lock into a dress and heels
Have become your domestic slave, into bondage, and kinky are you into a gurl like me? Want to invite other bulls around
I don’t mind so long as I can at least watch, for me the little things matter painting my nails dressing sexy and most of all swapping
A normal climax for an anal climax. If you’re a and kinky then please let’s talk
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lets do injections to kill my boys
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Posted:Dec 1, 2020 4:26 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 5:50 am
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just need all my ducks in line, because of the risks once they are dead just need be able get them removed asap after we are done with them, so you into spanking, i don't mind a little pain could be spanking, nipple clamps or most things so long as you don't break skin, will you bring guys home? i don't mind if you do, so i come to live with you and cook and clean and dress sexy? i don't mind if you wish to buy things to try also think electro, gags, spice of life is change just want to spice things up try new stuff, you need to understand for you life remains the same but for me it's not just the physical changes, but it's a whole new mindset towards sex, desire and everything else, so understanding if i wobble, love the thought of becoming even more submissive, so my desire is somewhat extreme but the result will be wort it, what gurl don't desire boobs and puffy nipples are so desirable to think i will have to suffer a teenage body at my age
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into a sissy maid ?
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Posted:Nov 30, 2020 4:46 pm
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2020 4:54 pm
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I really love you have come around in helping my development sure I could do this myself but it would be fun to have a partner in crime
This said I’m nervous, apprehensive and scared this is a huge deal for us both, but think we could agree more so for me I know you have read up
On this, so we can agree the changes to my body will be extreme and permanent.
I know your excited to help me and I do understand your keenness and I get this I really do, but this aside I need to know what I’m signing up to
Know you desire me as your stay home maid that’s good with me. And when your home you expect me to serve your needs oral and anal is fine
Once the deed is done it’s all change my desire will be removed I will develop boobs, mood swings, flushes, so I accept the pain of becoming
What I feel I desire to be, but I need to know you accept this also and understand this isn’t going to be plain sailing, there will be ups and downs
I just really like for you to spell just what you desire,
Just need to know we desire the same thing from the start you desire a gurl and I’m happy to embrace this totally! Hope you understand that my
Keenness to transform for you proves my commitment, we agree I will become your submissive
My question to you is what this means to you how do you intend to use me? Sure I’m into kinky and almost anything goes but if you plan to use me
For scat or a human toilet it’s a non starter, this said be honest I won’t judge you but I may say no!
So I’m keen you should know this by now we just need to the I’s and cross the T’s before I commit
for there are so many firsts but excited to become the feminine sissy me you won't change your the dom and me your submissive slave
i need spunky kisses love Sam
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flaccid is my new hard,
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Posted:Nov 27, 2020 5:14 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 5:50 am
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flaccid is my new hard, who knew a prostrate could provide such pleasure, it’s better than a normal climax and once archived it just keeps giving
Right now I’ve been wearing chastity for around a year and taking hormones for months, not seen much improvement maybe a little less hairy and
The main thing is for the most part I remain flaccid most of the time, the chastity I wear is somewhat extreme and keeps everything tight, and because
Becoming erect becomes painful I’ve just not wanted become erect, sure before I was able get erect in chastity, but everything is forced inside you
This is uncomfortable even painful, so I purchased the most extreme chastity I could one with a urethral tube so I could wear it for longer, this had an
Unexpected result which was I had sit pee! Won’t you this was a huge plus, for someone who dressed from an early age and went bed wishing
I would wake up as female this was a huge deal
So frustration is my thing will swap a normal climax for an anal one in a heartbeat but my boys are stopping hormones ripping throw my body and making
Real changes such a boobs and a more submissive nature
So for me there is only one choice I need to divorce my boys, I’ve looked into to this as much as I can and it illegal in the UK so my best bet is alcohol injections
And paying for a plastic surgeon to tidy everything up after the event.
Sure this is extreme I’m going to lose muscle mass, and the ability to become hard and as the hormones ripe throw my body I will develop boobs so what’s not
To like? I can’t wait to dress sexy for my man, kinky is a real plus too
I’m not looking for full M to female really think that in my sissy state I should be reminded of the guy I was and embrace the gurl I’ve become I understand after
Castration what I have will shrink but I feel like I need to be reminded of what I have lost while enjoying what I have become your kinky sissy
I’m not jealous so use me as your own or invite other bulls around to enjoy me as you watch my only desire is that you remove my boys and enjoy me a submissive
So we can’t choose who we are and what we desire, if your able to do this for me I know I can please you as a gurl
spunky kissed Sam
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all a Daddy would desire
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Posted:Nov 26, 2020 3:58 pm
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Daddy, I do think we have made real progress I do so get you don’t really understand my reasoning
Said this before I don’t even understand it myself sometimes, I’ve read a lot about both sides of the
Argument some say it’s wonderful and others say run for the hills, but during my development I’ve
Become enjoy frustration and sure I could continue as is, it works for me but I do desire more if I
Have the need for release I do so limp and it’s not the same anymore and now longer enjoyable !
All the time my boys are around they block most of the hormones I take sure I’ve seen less body hair
And tender nipples,
Just think that anyone who has enjoyed an anal orgasm will understand that once you achieve one its
Like a head rush that goes on and on and very desirable, found out that this is illegal in the UK hence
The lack of information, so cutters go underground making the whole thing harder do, but I want
divorce my boys once and for all and enjoy my feminine side can you will you help me?
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will you share my excitement make me your gurl
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Posted:Nov 25, 2020 4:50 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 5:50 am
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Wow what a transformation when we first talked you wasn’t overly keen on castrating me
But we talked and you came around slowly and we explored ways do this for me
Our problem is that banding or injecting requires a cutter I’m just days away from talking
someone willing do this for me which is exciting, but now your into doing and sharing
This with me, and I would like for you to share this with me, your right I’m offering you a chance
To share my transition, you are right as a Daddy there isn’t anything more important or kinky
Than to share your gurls demise, I do 0% that once this is done my whole outlook will change
As will my desire and my body. But I’m excited develop myself into the feminine you desire
Sure this is a huge step into the unknown, but I’m learning more every day, just the other day
Found out breast development is painful but no gain without pain right?
So I’ve been working towards this for years dressing then chastity the whole frustration deal
Not going to you this is a huge deal for me but a change I’m willing and able to accept is it
For me who knows, but the unknown excites me, do this for me and you get to enjoy my inner
Gurl and she is a gurl you won’t want to show your Mum
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What can a gurl do?
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Posted:Nov 24, 2020 4:59 pm
Last Updated:Nov 24, 2020 5:13 pm
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So a while ago I decided that I would choose an anal climax over a normal one, so I started wearing chastity and taking feminine hormones that seem
have worked a little I’ve noticed less leg hair but this is so far from what I desire
Because chastity becomes painful if you get aroused and maybe the fact I’m older and produce less testosterone if I do masturbate I’m normally flaccid
As I do and to be ready for the world you desire I do recycle anything I’m able to produce!
So as a submissive I know the path I need to take, I understand it’s not popular with a lot of guys but I desire castration to remove my desire enhance the
Effect of the hormones I take and become the sissy of your desire
My navel or my tongue
So here comes the choices and to be fare non tick all the boxes, there is a cutter maybe the best choice, then comes banding and again will need a cutter
To tidy up what’s left then there is alcohol injections that maybe we could both enjoy but again would need surgical removal
Not sure I’m able to choose my demise from guy to gurl think this will depend on what you desire, I totally understand my choices aren’t reversable for me
This just makes this even more desirable !!
So what I’m saying is if you desire a sissy lover who will commit to your desire please consider me as your sissy my only desire is your pleasure I know what
Im offering is extreme I know this will change me forever I know there is no going back once started, for I’ve dreamt of becoming a gurl when I wake
Maybe just maybe you can make this happen for ? for it’s the small thing painting my nails dressing sexy and feeling empty once your done with
i don't mind if you bring home other bulls if you you will include me so anything goes Baby
can't wait share more of smooth and dressed as you like just for your enjoyment, i'm so into kink so slap my arse as you enjoy me, drip hot wax on me anything goes ! want to brand me as you property ?
like i said i'm into kinky
spunky dreams Sam
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so what you thinking you might like to do to me?
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Posted:Nov 21, 2020 4:13 pm
Last Updated:Nov 21, 2020 4:13 pm
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As guys we know how this works once your motor is running given luck there is only really one outcome you desire
I remember one time I was in the zone with a and she was quite dry down there my desire was such I didn’t stop
Till climax and suffer carpet burns on my penis as a result, we are all guilty of such acts I’ve done things in the past and
Just wondered why I did what I did
my point is unzip your fly stick your cock in my mouth and before long your motor will be running and it’s going to end in one of two ways
Back in the day I used to watch a clip where a gurl was helped to get ready dressed in a maids outfit and makeup and in
chastity by her mistress then tied to a coffee table bent over, then a bull entered the room and did his stuff.
At this point she was nothing more than an object merely a mouth and arse!!
So I’m no dolly bird and they say as you get older your testosterone levels reduce rather than trying to cling onto what I had
Instead I worked with this and my love of dressing and frustration got the better of me!
Do feel like castration is my commitment to you that I just want you serve you as feminine, and that I accept this moving forward
I’m not the jealous type so if you feel the need to bring other guys home that is fine with me, have me watch or have me join in or
Become the object of both your desires, your cock would be just fine but what gurl wouldn’t like having to accept two or more?
So right now I’m submissive the hormones I take make me less hairy and my boobs are tender, never had the desire to become a female
I know what I am and I want to become feminine but what to be reminded of what I was also
Wasn’t that long ago that I would be aroused and do almost anything to get my way, but now the tables have been reversed I now wish
To become the object of a guys desire, almost anything goes as long as we agree before I embrace my feminine side,
I know and understand what I’m talking is extreme I know there is no going back, I understand its not just the physical changes but my whole
Mind set will change!! I want to embrace my feminine side, so if you don’t think me tied to a coffee table dressed as a maid slapping my arse
And your enjoying my bio pussy isn’t turning you on then I guess it wasn’t meant to be!
spunky kisses Sam
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Do you desire a submissive?
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Posted:Nov 20, 2020 5:20 pm
Last Updated:Nov 29, 2020 3:03 pm
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So think it would be fair say I will never become a passable gurl this said I would like become you submissive gurl
My story so far is that I’ve dressed from an early age, slowly over the years this has become more and more extreme
For the past year I’ve been wearing chastity and been taking hormones to reduce my desire
I’ve grown to love feeling frustrated I know it’s kind of extreme but now I want to be frustrated permanently.
Won’t lie from time to time I have the need to climax as a male but I always recycle anything I produce and have grown to
Enjoy it
So we both know what I’m saying I hope I want to take the next step for me, I know I will never be a girl just can’t happen
But I would like to become your gurl and kinky as you like!
So to become my man you need to as remove my desire once and for , yes I’m talking castration! For years I’ve dreamed of
waking female, the reality is less appealing so the choices are
A cutter who will remove my man grapes and sack under local
Alcohol injections over a number of weeks kill them
Burdizzo or banding
For its just removing my desire and what comes with it, muscle loss, hair reduction, loss of desire, boobs, but most of a whole
New mindset, I’m not looking for a MTF deal, for I would like keep my clit so I’m reminded I’m not quite a girl but less of a man
Sure if you require more we could talk about what you deise!
So I’m into kinky I’ve swapped a normal climax for an anal climax I love frustration, into anything but humiliation, bondage
And some pain would be a real plus! For my sins I’ve also enjoyed an anal climax with larger objects so my arse is showing signs
Of abuse
So as they say my balls are in your court. Or maybe in a jar happy to relocate
Spunky kisses Sam
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i'm all,in
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Posted:Nov 19, 2020 5:25 pm
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guys I know you are seeking a sexy gurl the kind of gurl you can’t take home you mother so I’m all in!
So for years I’ve dressed as time has gone by my desire has become more extreme, as a gurl I desire anal
But I also desire kinky, want use me as a submissive? Can’t help what I have become but I desire be
The gurl of your dreams, as a gurl I will please you daily. Once your hard I need feel you inside me
Love feel expanded and love the feeling of empty afterwards
spunky kisses Sam
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my desire
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Posted:Nov 17, 2020 4:44 pm
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2020 3:36 pm
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for me it's the little things like painting my nails, love the thought of being locked into things, so i've read a lot about this and i know this is life changing and isn't something can be undone, maybe like you i've seem clips and i just don't understand gurls, unlike me they have spent a fortune in looking the way they do, embrace womanhood yet spit, so for years i've expanded what i do so i can become a gurl, if i'm honest this is daunting but i normal climax maybe once a month but i anal climax most days, sure this is somewhat extreme but i look forward to saying farewell to my manhood and look forward to becoming the inner me, moobs tender nipples the whole nine yards
As a Gurl i will swallow, want to feel you in me and the feeling of loss once your done
castration is my first choice my second is alcohol injections, Daddy i know the risks and i know you desire me dressed as a . so you into turning me into your submissive sissy slave, will you hold me, touch me, and use me as we both shall live?
so this is me a want to be i've not yet tasted cock but swallow my own i've not been used as a gurl but i've used toys to anal climax, look forward to who i can become and i really hope you can see my potential
kinky as you like!!
spunky kisses Daddy
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