My other nick name subalexus went bye bye.....bad aff people...Bad, Bad, Bad [COLOR red]I can be a bit sarcastic, funny, ill tempered, cautious. I am open for all that life has with few exceptions. I'm not bi or Poly oriented. Being an only , I don't share well. I need to be owned. Cared for. Wanted. Needed. I want a man that will make my knees quiver in anticipation of his next move. I don't define my life, by my lifestyle. I am looking for someone that knows what he wants and not just curious. I am looking for all the cliche type of things. Honesty, Commitment, Loyalty, Trust.[/COLOR]

My Ideal Person Chemistry & Compatability, two words that speak volumes. Without chemistry where one feels passion burning there is nothing to build on. Likewise without compatability, the dance of similar turn ons & arousals turn to hesitation, miscommunication and in the end separation

I do not subscribe to the notion that submission is a gift. It is an inherent characteristic. Very few have truly piqued that characteristic to it's fullest potential. The internet venue has left me a bit cynical and skeptical.

Integrity, honor and trust still mean something to me. This is not a sexual pick-up lifestyle for me.

I want to experience all of life and i accept the fact that some of it will seem "good" and some will not...still the experience will be there.

If you e-mail me and your nick is liculong, makucum, y_eater or any of the ever so clever nicks that some of you come up with, I will be one of the ones, that you think, Why won't they return my e-mail?

If you think that your best "feature" is your willy, pee pee, cock or dick and it's in the picture of your e-mail to me, please read the above paragraph.

I truly believe that each person in a D/s relationship should be willing to do absolutely anything for the one they commit to. Honor and honesty are required and seemingly more and more rare. Just be truthful and honest from the start and we can work everything else out together.

I want him to give me one look, that says all I need to hear.

No one is promised tomorrow and I don't have a crystal ball. What a great feeling it is to not know what is going to happen, but if it DOES happen, it happens for a reason and it happens with someone you want to be with for the rest of your life.

For the ones that say they don't want any baggage, Good luck my friend, EVERYONE has baggage. The key is where they store it. I have baggage. I have been hurt, lied to, cheated on and could personally write a book on all the screwed up things that I and others have caused in my life.

When I enter into a relationship, I am not entering into the relationship thinking..."This may be fun for a while" If I "enter" into the relationship, I am marching in with my eyes wide open.

I won't be jaded on the past boo boo's that have happened into my life. I won't enter into the relationship thinking, "crap, I hope he doesn't do the same things that the other one did"

I enter into the relationship thinking with an open mind, heart and soul. I have done some pretty crappy things to others as well. I have cheated, lied and manipulated with the best of them.

What God has given me though, is the courage and the strength and wisdom, to know of the hurt and pain I have caused others. In that same wisdom, God gave me the heart to forgive those that wronged me and best of all, he has allowed me to forgive myself.

I am a submissive, with a strong personality. Some times, both sides get together for some very bratty times. But I know in my heart of hearts, that "The One" for me, will see past this and help me.

I am very honest in my thinking mind that sometimes pours out of my mouth. It has not always worked well for me. I have become very good at learning to remove my foot from my mouth.

I want a REAL relationship. Life Partners and all the sappy stuff that goes with it.

I read another quote on anothers profile once, that went something like this. "Disagreeing on something is not just confrontation. It is the forefront of communication"

I will expect "The One" to let me know when something isn't right. But he better expect the same out of me. After all, we are humans. You weren't born a Dominant and you wern't born a submissive, no matter what all the lovely books say. You were born a human being.

Communication may hurt. It may be painful. If you keep running from things you don't want to hear, then the only thing you will end up hearing is your head, hitting a brick wall.

What I will do, is submit to you. Love you. Stand by you. Be there for you. I will let you rant and rave, just so that you are heard. I will defend your honor to the last breath. I will not disrespect you in public and hopefully (fingers crossed) in private either.

I am looking for someone that want's a relationship.. One that is real. One that matters. One that can get on such an emotional level, that intimacy just drips from every pore.

I want someone that will take care of me and I them.

I'm not a 10, but I clean up pretty well. Looks are important, no matter what they say. It's what attracts us, or at least most of us.

Come find me in the Lower Midwest Room. I'll be the one greeting everyone, kinda like the Walmart greeter...

One day my Prince will ride in on a White Horse for me. It's the crop that worries me.

I won't long for what "might" have been. Regret won't waste my life again!

Argue for your limitations and you get to keep them.

What are your favorite musicians or bands?:
All time favorite is Tool, Stone Sour, Korn, Metallica,
The Killers

Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!:
A One on One Relationship..(tongue in cheek)

What location do you fantasize about for a sexual encounter?:
A bed, The beach, The middle of a park, A dark back alley, A remote wilderness spot, Under a waterfall, A swimming pool or hot tub, A hotel room

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Sadomasochism, Fetishes, Light Bondage, Hard Bondage, Candle Wax, Spanking, Slave/Master, Handcuffs/Shackles, Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc., Blindfolds, Leather

Have you ever had cybersex?:
No way. I only want skin on skin.

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