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Is this the real life?
 
Or is is this just fantasy?
Memories, thoughts and ideas of a middle-aged white guy and his sexual fantasies and desires
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More pictures of isolation
Posted:Jun 10, 2020 3:38 am
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2020 5:23 am
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I am working from home since early March and only leave the house to stock up on food and necessary items I can't get through delivery. The rest I am living in isolation, the only human contact is through phone and video connections. Nearly 14 weeks now.

The 9-5 work day originally thought as a stabilising anchor is developing into a weight that is dragging me down, as I found out when I had a couple of days off and could enjoy a walk during the day and some sunshine in the garden.

Now we have the cold rainy British summer again and even that little joy of catching a ray of warm light is gone for a while. My company is telling me that I am in the second or third wave of people to return to the office, but no date had been published yet.
Most likely I will stay in home office for another 3-4 weeks, chained to my desk and producing PowerPoint presentations and Excel sheets during the day and fall into depression after work.

Even my sex drive is suffering from isolation, masturbation is no fun any more and just a relief in the morning when I the alarm interrupts my sexy dreams and erection is painful.

I need a warm hug and I need a soft cuddle!









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Domination and bondage
Posted:Jun 4, 2020 2:28 am
Last Updated:Jun 5, 2020 12:45 am
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Although I am not that much into D/S games, I find it fascinating.
Master and slave, the pleasure of being in control and of being controlled up to the point of inflicting pain with leashes, sticks and pins or denying someone movements through bondage and ropes and being helpless and open to the expected abuse.

Is the ultimate pleasure for a sub to satisfy the master and bring pleasure?
Or is it for the master to satisfy his or her sadistic nature?
Any comments?








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Distance orgy in the garden only, we are British
Posted:Jun 3, 2020 9:41 am
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2020 12:47 am
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The guidelines of the British government are out and it doesn't look pretty if you like meeting people or are into the lifestyle:
No social meetings indoors if you are not from the same household, you can use other peoples toilet as long as you wash your hands before and after and wipe the seat with disinfectant. No stay overnight, not even on the toilet. No hugging and touching if you are not from the same household.

But you can meet people outdoors provided you keep a social distance of two meters. As sex in the public is not allowed you need have a private garden, you should wear a mask and you need be quite tall keep your distance during intercourse.
(2m not 1.5 as indicated in the chart)

Positions that keep a distance are preferred: doggy style, reverse cow girl and similar should be OK, missionary and anything that brings you into close face contact are banned, as same as oral sex in any shape or performance.

So, where do I find a very tall lady for some gardening fun?
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Fucking Friday: I need Sex!
Posted:May 29, 2020 4:42 am
Last Updated:May 29, 2020 8:53 am
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Spending most of my time in isolation since early March, without any real human contact I am desperate for a human, especially female touch. I dream about large boobs to suck and open wet pussies to lick and to fuck. I imagine all kinds of sexual positions while I rub myself without getting and relief.
I need a hug, I need a kiss, I need a fuck!









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Black latex day
Posted:May 28, 2020 2:05 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2020 3:10 pm
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For some personal reasons, I prefer black today.









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Milfs on Monday
Posted:May 25, 2020 2:39 am
Last Updated:May 25, 2020 6:08 am
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It is Monday, Bank Holiday Monday and the first day of my holiday. I have a week off, not that I am going anywhere, the UK is still under lock-down and we should stay in isolation (unless you work for the prime minister).
So I am staying at home, perhaps go out in the garden and enjoy the sunshine later today. Now I have time to let my mind wander and my fantasy float.
I dream of a gentle touch and a soft kiss on my body, a hug from a nice lady who likes to break my isolation and ease my sexual tensions.
I dream on while I look at the bees buzzing around the fresh watered flowers.









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Boobs and nipples
Posted:May 24, 2020 4:30 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2020 2:43 am
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Something dream about in isolation. Large bouncy boobs that I can rest my face on and hard nipples that I can suck









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Are cosplayers sexy?
Posted:May 21, 2020 2:14 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2020 7:46 am
3570 Views
In a galaxy, far far away, lived a beautiful princess named Cos.
She liked very tight colourful clothes and she liked parading in front of other people and playing with herself.
These other people liked it and invited girls and ladies to dress up like the princess Cos and play for them. And they all liked it and played with themselves.
That's why this style is now called Cosplay and people still like it









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Butt or Ass?
Posted:May 20, 2020 1:40 am
Last Updated:May 20, 2020 2:36 pm
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I think butt sounds much friendlier and less vulgar than ass, but ass is more direct.
Of course, it depends on the situation and whom am I talking , an elderly lady coming for tea deserves hear a different language than a girl that I am meeting for a fuc

I caress your behind, I fondle your butt and I fuck your ass.









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tight red rubber on Tuesday
Posted:May 19, 2020 12:53 am
Last Updated:Jun 14, 2020 9:08 am
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(and some not so tight)

I don't know if this is the correct outfit to keep the virus away but I would love to find out









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Monday morning maids
Posted:May 18, 2020 1:34 am
Last Updated:May 18, 2020 6:55 am
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Cleaning up the mess from the weekend and let you have a clean and tidy start into the week.
Stay safe and stay healthy









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Playing with toys
Posted:May 14, 2020 12:33 am
Last Updated:May 15, 2020 5:39 am
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Another day in isolation, although there a plans to lift the lock-down here in the UK in the next weeks.
I enjoyed a long weekend, still at home, but not having to work. Instead I used the warm weather to work in the garden, prepare the flower beds and do the lawn.

Also, the car battery is flat after I haven't moved the car for more than four weeks. Not a surprise and I am prepared for that. I removed it yesterday and charged the battery over night. As soon as I am finished I am going to put it back and hope that nothing else is damaged.
Fortunately the batteries for my vibrators are working and going to be charged and ready for the evening. As much as I want to join these ladies in person, I will have to vibrate on my own.
Now I need to go back working from home, 9-5 and boring without any real human contact.

Stay safe and stay healthy








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Shiny maids, ready to polish my staff
Posted:May 9, 2020 7:53 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2020 10:05 am
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Unfortunately, due isolation there are no cleaners available and these lovely maids are far away.
So I have polish my staff on my own and do a wet swipe afterwards.









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