Happy Valentine's Day
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Posted:Feb 14, 2014 7:57 am
Last Updated:Feb 27, 2014 12:59 am
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Today is not just for the couples but for everyone. We need to share this day with all who has touched our lives. I makes bacon and heart shaped pancakes for breakfast for all including my four legged family members. Then for lunch I am making beef stroganoff and apple crisp.
Have a wonderful and loving day
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Toy Pleasure
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Posted:Feb 8, 2014 8:14 pm
Last Updated:May 21, 2024 8:24 pm
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lately it seems my only pleasure is with toys. mostly myself using them but lately hubby has been wanting to be involved. Partly because of his health issues. The last two days he started to fooling around. but like the typical he cannot keep it p to actually penetrate me. But he used the glass dildo and my bullet with his fingers and kissing. Today I came hard but not in a wet way. This is a first, typically when i come that hard I squirt.
For a change I could really tell he was into the things he was doing. normally I feel like he is doing things because he feels like he has too not because he wants too.
So this makes me wonder is toys enough or do i really want and need him inside me. I come using toys but I still love the feel of him inside me, I enjoy feeling him cum. But lately that has been rare once in the last 6month. It not that I am not satisfied with toys and i know he is trying.
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Valentine
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Posted:Feb 8, 2014 5:07 am
Last Updated:May 21, 2024 8:24 pm
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This day is coming up. How do you feel about the day? I hate this day. To me it has become so commercialized when it should be about the love you have for another person. This includes single friends, all family members. not just the couples. But it seems like these people get forgotten. Every year i get my a card and a small gift. I get my elder cousin a card and call him.
It seems like my husband forgets to get me even a card. When we don't have money I make him a card or write a poem or letter for him but he doesn't do anything. Now after the day he will buy discounted chocolates for each of us but not before. I feel like he thinks if we don't have money then why do anything. When if we don't have money I will make card, special meals at least two of them, give him a massage even though I know no sex will happen at least for the last few years. Once again its been a couple months. He will use toys not once again is not able to get hard.
To me this day is showing you love the other in your life not just the spouses or significant others but all.
Happy Valentines Day to all
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New FWB
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Posted:Feb 3, 2014 12:14 am
Last Updated:Feb 8, 2014 7:16 pm
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I am talking to a new man from here and so far it has gone well. We want the same things and have many things in common. It is fun getting to know new people. He is close to my age and lives not to far. We have both been to Europe and are artists of sorts his is music and mine writing and drawing. I am enjoying the getting to know each other.
I just am hoping this works and not all smoke screen. I have ran into many who say what they believe i want to hear then when we meet it is a new story. so far though he seems sincere. He is open he is single so I will be cautious as for the last single man I saw I had a two year relationship with. He then wanted me to leave my husband and became very obsessive over me from what, when and how long i was doing things even if i did not answer his calls. it was a great two years with him but the end was another thing.
This new man wants to know me before we go to the next step. I like that. It means I/we can have trust and maybe i can complete some fantasies with him. he wants to know me not just my sex interests. the only sexual thing he ask is about my fantasies and that has been it. Otherwise it is what I like and don't and vice versa.
This is new so we will see how things go. at the beginning things always go smooth. He is fine with my limits and I like that. there is more to fwb than sex and he agrees with that.
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Watching the pre game waiting for the game
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Posted:Feb 2, 2014 12:09 pm
Last Updated:Feb 8, 2014 4:58 am
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I like football and yes the commercials. I am rooting for the Seahawks. I don't like the Broncos at all. They are the Chiefs rivals. and Since the 49ers are not in it is the Seahawks.
I just hope i can stay up to watch the whole game. I am still sick. my got what we had and she is clinging to me so I am getting sick again.
Hubby is still tentative to me even though he too is sick.
Happy Super Bowl day all have some fun
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Been Sick
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Posted:Jan 29, 2014 11:31 pm
Last Updated:Jan 31, 2014 3:34 am
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I hate being sick because I cannot rest like I should. It seems when I get sick everyone is sick at the same time so the mom side of me kicks in. I am still getting over this cold and it is not helping with the strange weather we have been having.
I had planned on going out until I got sick so I hope i can go out soon. I need some me time, something i rarely get. The only thing it does is push me more to talk on here more. I can say though my spouse has been trying more. He even let me sleep in being sick instead of getting up and going to an appt we had for our . He told them i was sick and was in bed. He even made me lunch and dinner. Then gave me a back rub. But that was one day of being sick and i was up all night because were sick, so I guess he felt for me.
He has been touching and holding me more even giving me back rubs. He even offered to go for a walk with me and that is something he hasn't done in over a year. So maybe me being sick is not such a bad thing, even though I don't like it. He knows i am feeling better and he hung up curtains and did errands today and let me stay in bed. He is being kind and sweet and actually caring.
this is a start and in the back of my mind I still am planning on leaving at least for a week to figure out if I want to really stay or go permanently. But the more he tries the more I believe and want to try too. We have been married for 13 yrs and have two wonderful .
Yesterday he told me he loved me out of the blue and said he believe in Happily ever after. it both caught me off guard but showed he is trying. attraction is not the only thing in a marriage otherwise we would not have gotten married in the first place because i have never found him attractive on his appearances.
Back to being sick when he would go lay dawn because he too was sick he would ask me to come in with him. I said he needed his rest but would be in there in a bit and when I did he rolled over to hold me. Maybe the in sickness brought out the caring and loving and the reality of what marriage is and that every marriage has rough spots. I often refer to marriage as a roller coaster; it has ups, downs, twists and turns, but in the end you have each other.
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Fantasy ?
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Posted:Jan 22, 2014 6:23 pm
Last Updated:Jan 29, 2014 11:15 pm
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Have you fulfilled any of your fantasies with individuals from Polyamory Date? if so which ones. Did they turn out how you thought they would?
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Do you fake climax
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Posted:Jan 19, 2014 11:59 pm
Last Updated:Jan 20, 2014 1:31 pm
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I have been with a man which he thought he was all that (he wasn't) and he would ask me if I came. If I told him no he would get upset and depressed. I don't cum every time as I get older it does take more to get me to that point. If they are not willing to spend the time then the climax doesn't happen. When they do I have multiple even squirting.
If you have been with someone like this what have you done?
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who you are attracted too ?
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Posted:Jan 19, 2014 11:50 pm
Last Updated:Jan 21, 2014 5:33 pm
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I was curious for the ones who are married or has a partner do you look for someone not like them? Or do you look for similar traits.
As for me so far all the men have been different than my husband. I have met a few black men, which nothing has happened so far. The other men were taller and different hair color. Right now I am talking to a few men and none of them resemble my spouse. For me i don't care about the ethnic background to me it is common interest, feel safe, exploring, and sharing. Just like penis size has no influence, but when men go on about how they are all that and I will be satisfied because they are so large I am sorry you can be large and not know how to use it. there is so much more than size or appearance.
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Length of time
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Posted:Jan 19, 2014 10:20 pm
Last Updated:May 21, 2024 8:24 pm
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You have been with someone you met on here. as I posted There has been three men 2 were 6 months and 1 for 2 years.
As for why it ended the first work and school conflicted with their schedule. The second had to do with souses wife, no she did not know but he because more worried about her finding out.
The third had to do with him telling me loved me and pushing me to leave my husband. I have always been upfront I will not leave my husband for someone on here. I did have feelings for him but not as deep. The relationship was everything I wanted and dreamed of until that point. Yes he was friend with my husband. My even knew him, as a friend of ours we would go over and talk and so on and the all played together.
There has been a few other that we met a few time maybe a month but did not last, because i cannot host at my house, so I don't really count those.
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The fakes
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Posted:Jan 19, 2014 10:12 pm
Last Updated:May 21, 2024 8:24 pm
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How do you decide someone is fake? is it on here, email, text or in person?
I have found fakes with all these. but lately the final step of meeting some is when I found out they were fakes. even after talking on here, email and text. I hate misuse of my time and energy. I know to many who want the talk but nothing more. I personally want more and am fed up with wasting my energy.
I have met 3 or 4 on here and did last. The first two about 6month and the last 2 yrs.
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Another fake and
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Posted:Jan 18, 2014 6:31 pm
Last Updated:Jan 25, 2014 12:19 am
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jerk. Someone who again talked up a storm until we met in person. Which is why I don't have sex the first meeting instead I get to know them through coffee, lunch, dinner drinks so on.
Well we met at a casino, then he informed me we were not staying there. His breath smelled like alcohol and I called him out on that since he drove there. He commented he was waiting for me a long time. which was ironic. he know I had an interview at 1pm then we had to take the to my in laws. I told him I would call when I was done.
As we were leaving I said I needed to get a bit to eat so we went to subway. We then went to the convenience store attached to the subway and got some alcohol. He then informed me he needed to still get a place. I had originally though we were going to be at the casino but I went with the flow he went to one and they wanted to charge for 2 people. (like most hotels) so we left went to the next he got a room.
He thought we were going to have sex immediately. I informed him again. I typically don't have sex the first night but instead got to know him more. So we talked then he did not like what was said and he grabs my arm.
I stood up said I needed a smoke and went outside. I called my husband and asked for him to pick me up. I told him I would explain then. So he came. Once we left and was a couple miles from there I told him what happened. I did not trust telling him while there after all he is protective of me, knew the room number, and works for a police dept. He may let me see other men but he would not allow a man to hurt me. which my arm was hurting an hour later.
This man wanted FWB not fantasy fulfillment. or just sex so he said repeatedly through email on here and text.
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wishing I could do tomorrow
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Posted:Jan 16, 2014 8:48 pm
Last Updated:Jan 17, 2014 3:48 pm
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got out have a few drink or many get tipsy and be seduced. having wild sex with a man who can curl my toes by kissing my neck and breast to further tease me until I no longer can handle it.
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