"I Don't Like Wire!"
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Posted:Jan 9, 2020 10:18 am
Last Updated:Jan 9, 2020 11:25 pm
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I seen a good UFO documentary (well, I thought it was good!) many moons ago. One of the irrefutably evidenced backed segments was about back in 67 during the filming of the movie western "A man called Gannon", on one frame something was seen in the sky, and it wasn't Shelly Winters! No, it was a UFO above the angry head of actor Tony Franciosa while seated on his mount ! I seen it, and examined it trying to make it clearer on the old VCR, no dice! It looked strange but nothing definitive to my weak layman's mind, except I be interested in Westerns! Actually this western is in the middle of the pack, a solid 5, if that! It's about a good old range war and this smoking greedy lady rancher boss is pushing and seducing her Cowpokes to string the evil barbed Wire! To put it nicely, she was kind of a bitch! The thing with me is I get stuck in certain roll playing trying to escape my true (sexless) self for a little while, for example,: Western hero stud guy: 4%. Gladiator hero stud guy: 4%! FBI/CIA guy: 4%. Weakling, Whiny, indecisive, girlymon type: 88%! Of my life!! 's That is my breadown..! Anyway, back to the movie. " Finish me McCain, I ain't going back to that rock pile"! John Anderson! Oh shit. He didn't say it in this movie, did he?? My memory of it a little Sketchy! Anyway, after the documentary I started thinking again, (not good!) Like if it really was outer space Aliens coming here and can transverse time & space, what would they think of how we make the Real old West look like in these movies and if they grasp the entertainment concept of the whole thing? Okay, maybe their like me and they Really want to see adorable
Judi West (or beautiful Susan Oliver!) buck naked having sex with handsome rugged Tony Franciosa? Maybe they would Vaporize me if I asked them ? Maybe I'll actually watch this movie again, it has been awhile! Yip Yap Yup La roo!!.
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The loved, and the lame.
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Posted:Jul 9, 2019 1:58 pm
Last Updated:Jan 9, 2020 11:09 pm
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"Oh it's a sad sad story, I be telling, about an outlaw man who will surely die".. Iam an outlaw man, but only in my illness interpretation of it, for I never hurt nobody, really? I've hurt and cheated only my own body, mind, spirit.. Cheated out of any kind of a good and happy life. "But it's my Gene's, my Gene's, these rotten no good defective Gene's I Never asked for!! " Ofcourse it's the Gene's, you wimpy whiny miserable weakling you! So now what? Is that it? Are we done now? Should the gun come out, that weapon of wood and steel? Will "Charlene" be joining me tonight in that so lonely dry shower stall? Would she even try to save me if she could? Our last moments together.. why not take the shot! My health is shot. My dick is nearly dead . And I never going to get sex and love from a Real woman. Never caress her flesh, or all the good things you get with sexual intimacy.. Even my dreams are bad now, like being on the run, but can't escape myself.. so how does this sad song end when i catch up? "Oh it's a sad sad story I be telling, about an outlaw man who will surely die " my trail of tears..
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The Incident that twisted me, sexualy.
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Posted:Aug 6, 2018 8:03 pm
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2018 9:55 am
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Call me Billy! The incident happend in early may 1979 while i was a senior in High school. Names are changed. I got into a violent fist fight with another boy (Rick) because we both liked the same girl (Audrey) and i was jealous for her effections. She was a beautiful, hot brunette girl who was very smart, nice, and a cheerleader at the time. I had gone on only one date with her and kissed her a few times on that , and it felt like heavon. I wanted much more to come later, but i also was inhibited and shy. I wanted to impress her somehow, but didnt know how without making a fool of myself. She was also attracted to this Rick guy who was an athlete, stronger, and smarter and extroverted. The Alpha male stud! I was responsible for starting the argument that led to the fight when i approached Rick during lunch hour on the athletic feild. I was angry and he belittled me in front of Audrey and called me a wimp. I started swinging trying to punch him, and hurt my hand early on. I lost the fight in a very humiliating way and was badly injured. Because i was knocked unconscious and needed medical care, there was an official report filed and a court hearing proceding held. Testimonies were given by witnesses involed. The following are the main ones. Mary, a pretty cheer leader girl standing nearby: "I seen the two guys arguing and then they began to fight. I think it was Billy that first went to punch at Ricky. As they fought, Audrey tried to break it up but was pushed away. It was so visious they almost seemed like two dinosaurs fighting, like in those movies. Then suddenly, Billy dropped to the ground and began to cry, and cough and had his legs pulled up and i realized he was hurt in his balls. Audrey kept yelling for them to stop. Then even though Billy was helpless on the ground, Ricky continued to punch and at Billy and on his head. "Audrey screamed realy loud, after it seemed Billy acted dead. Then i seen Miss Anderson come rushing up to them and then Ricky stopped". Miss Anderson, an attractive,12th grade biology teacher: "I was in the school library, about 12:35pm, and i heard a girl scream through an open window (it was a warm day) and i looked out and seen the boys fighting. I rushed out to try to stop it. I noticed Mary who was nearby and when i got up to the boys, Audrey was shouting at Ricky to go away, that Billy was hurt, and she was on her knees trying to comfort Billy, who appeared unconscious I knelt down to examine him and he was bloodied on the face and head. He seemed partialy unconscious now, and his body was trembling and jerking. I asked what happened? And Audrey said the boys were fighting because they both liked her and wanted the other to stay away from her. That she tried to tell Billy that she favered Rick now. During her speaking Ricky interupted her and said"that loser started it" "He tried to pick a fight with me and he got what he deserved". "Audrey did admit to me that it was Billy who started the fight. During this time, Billy started to regain consciousness and started crying in pain and holding himself in the groin. Audrey said that Ricky during the fight had kneed him in his testicles, and thats when Billy dropped to the ground. Mary had come over and i asked her what she seen, and i seen others rushing up to us including the school nurse and Oscar, the security guard, and others. An ambulance was called and he was taken away by stretcher". Audrey Moore: "I was talking to Ricky out on the feild, and Billy came walking up quickly . I knew there was going to be trouble because both liked me , and i could see Billy was red in his face and neck and upset. I tried to tell Billy that l was going with Rick now, that he was my lover. They argued, then Billy pushed at Ricky and the fighting began. Billy was throwing punches like a wild man, but they didnt seem to be realy hurting Ricky and Ricky seemed to be landing his better, and out fighting Billy. I think i seen Ricky's leg come up into Billy's groin and then suddenly he fell to the ground crying in pain, so i know he was hit in his balls. He was just helpless and vulnorable, but Ricky was so upset he kept hurting Billy. I screamed for them to stop and then it looked like Billy was knocked out, so i screamed louder at Ricky to stop." Anyway, i was in the Hospital for 4 days. I almost lost both of my testicles, my scrotum swollen to 3 times the normal size, but lessened gradualy, but left me with more tenderness and sensitivity down there that still is there some today. The docters Said i didnt suffer any brain damage. A pretty nurses assistant girl i became friendly with lamented affectionatly, how "a guys testicles make him want to fight, yet there so easily hurt when he gets in a fight!" I admited to her that before i went outside to approach Rick, that, I had been thinking of "Audrey" most of the day, and became sexualy excited alot and had been in the men's room trying to jerk off because i had this blue balls discomfort. But guys came in joking around while i was in the stall trying and i couldnt perform it, so i left but with my balls still aching and tender feeling from excitement. When i started the fight with Rick, i still felt a heaviness and a weakness down there already. She said, well, a guys "testes" will actually become larger and more sensitive from sexual arousal and would probably cause them to be more vulnorable to pain and get hurt easier. I remember it excited me when she said this and how she said it with concern and affection like! I came back to school, and i felt humiliated, and the guys and girls were laughing at me, because i had started the fight and was a loser. They kept asking me in a laughing way, how my balls were? Did they take them off? Audrey, didnt like me any more. She felt embarrased for me, mainly. This Alpha male, confident super cock Rick, was telling every body what a panty waist psycho wimp i was. I felt totally inadequate. I felt shy and weak before and now my confidence hit rock bottom. I started staying home more, missing days of school and being angry , wanting to get some revenge. I also felt intense shame, because i developed a sexual fetish or fixation, having to do with what happened, my testicles being hurt, in a fight and being humiliated by having girls watching it. I felt very weak in my testicles which seemed even more sensitive and enlarged even. I felt sexualy excited by them being hurt, especially by a girl. I felt emasculated. One girl laughed when she said "you got your little pumpkin smashed didnt you!" Another girl just came up to me and tried to kick me in my tender balls, for no reason because she saw me as a worthless weakling wimp. I felt like a frightened puppy as i tried to avoid her shoe, which just missed and hurt. This increased my lack of self worth, and at the same time heightened the sexual fetish of my testicles being so vulnorable especialy on my physicaly weaker body i had and couldnt realy fight well to defend myself. my injuries had left me weaker. I still masturbate fantasizing of girls, women ,hurting my balls or seeing them being hurt and rushing to my aid to comfort me and hold and caress them and make passionate love to me to bring me to health. Sometimes i smack my balls lightly during masturbation, like its a girl doing it, even in a loving way. Violence, cowardness, sex, love, humiliation, intimidation, are all twisted together in my mind. I was a pathetic outcast through the rest of my school year but because i missed alot of days, by staying home, i had to repeat my senior year over again. I was deperate for effection from girls and i never got any. I had never got a girl friend, never any sex. I came close to it, maybe, but l blew it. About a year later l was in the public library, and "Mary", the girl who witnessed the fight, approached me to talk. She said she always wanted to say that she was sorry it happened and if i was alright? She also said that the school Nurse who rushed to my side later, was her mother. She said she accidentally kneed her brother in the balls one time while play wrestling and he was totaly helpless in pain, so she knows how bad it could be. She looked beautifull and was nice like she wanted to get to know me better, but i feit totaly inhibited and shyed away patheticaly. That was it. I lived an unacomplished, frightened, useless life afraid of everything and death. Want death but Iam afraid of pain and death and making decisions.
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The super Love drug for women!
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Posted:Jul 9, 2018 5:11 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2018 7:54 pm
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I had a wet dream the other night! A real lulu lulu! A big wet sloppy mess! What got me so turned on? I seen the future, and it was a mix of good & bad. Pain & delight, like in that Star Trek episode! All the women going super crazy, crazy with lust after men!! It all started, when some mad scientist type at a pharmacutical co. developed a Super duper love drug for women, to increase there sexual desire, excitement and libido, and boy did it ever! A new Binary poly peptide named "Composition C/SOS"! It literaly Explodes womens sex desire! it quickly passed through the FDA process and was put on the market, by prescription only. The shit ass docters loved it because they were getting all these females making appointments to come in to get there little "violet pills"! The drug has little side effects, but one small downside. It doesn't freaking work in men! Nothing! Nadda! Somthing about the female brain is different, it just takes to it like flies to two day old road kill! The only thing men have is the drugs like Viagra, to help keep our dicks up, only, with a host of side effects to boot! At first the men were over joyed by the women groping all over them, with there horny lust lasting through out the day. Yeah, yeah, yeah!! Well, later, well, the men just got Wore out! It became too much of a good thing! Men were exhausted, Everywhere, and couldn't get anything else done. It was effecting society now in a profoundly negative way! Women were addicted to the new drug. Men started trying to avoid women, running away like whipped puppies! Men started to actualy fear women with all there strident aggressive lust urge for them, which also made the women more Dominating also, yeah! Men were turning up sick, and dropping out of the work force. Women were bewildered? Like "isn't this what you worthless men wanted, and now your afraid of it , you spineless emasculated wimps"! Well, something had to be done! Washington was notified! The Government went and spoke to that geniuos , weasel scientist guy and they said, "Well, you made this thing, now how do you turn the god damn thing off"! Well, the scientist guy gave it some deep thought, then developed "Another drug".! This new drug "Procasanate 40A-" , was made to look exactly like the other one, and "secretly" was substituted for CompositionC/SOS and the first one banned from ever being produced! This New drug was designed to turn down the sex drive of the women, to bring them back to Sanity again!--Well, it did just that, only it really did it, like Kerpow!! The women lost all there sex drive, and didn't give two shits about men anymore! But by chance, a man took the pill by accident and Jesus!!, It made men so freaking horny, giving them incredable stamina and spontainous Rock hard erections and full of mating lustfull vigor!! So they went looking for the Women! Well, alot of those poor men ended up in the Penitentiary and the Mental wards! Thats were i was at when i woke up from my wet dream big stain, and feeling depressed again! In my next dream, washington was notified again! Bring back Composition C/SOS,New&Improved!!
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School shooters. Don't blame the guns, blame lack of sex!
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Posted:Jun 19, 2018 9:49 pm
Last Updated:Jun 26, 2018 2:36 pm
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hool shooters are predominantly, heterosexual, male and except in a very few cases, don't have a serious brain disease. But suffer depression and distorted thinking because of genetics and life experiences going back to infancy. They develop a profound feeling of inadequacy with depression and feelings of rejection and not fitting in. Most of the inadequacy and humiliation stems from there bodies or body perception. Feeling they have too small a penis also. In short they feel they lack attractiveness to the opposite sex. That they also lack masculinity, courage, physical athletic skills, muscularity, and facial looks. Also a lack of communication skills, as in talking to girls. All this leading to that big freaking word the women love to hate in men, lack of "confidence", but mainly with girls. Naturally, they act out and turn inward, and gravitate not just to guns but the fatalistic use of guns to get revenge, prove his manhood, and end there depressed lives. But it really comes down to, they can't get, "laid"! Rather, I mean they can't get sex "and" love from a girl they like and find attractive. A "relationship"! If they did, it would have derailed there life course, and improved there self esteem greatly. I know all this personally, because I almost was a School shooter, and I still succumb to this way of thinking even at my age. Obviously, hearing this, good looking chicks everywhere are not going to flock to these lonely, disaffected guys to give them sex to bring them out of there doldrums! Failing that, I do think that in the schools that these problem boys should get therapy by well trained councillors, of both genders. And be required to receive therapy by a male AND a female therapist. This is critical, so they experience both gender personality approachs in the therapy they receive. The schools need to empathize this much more. These therapists should be well trained and payed. There should be very generous Federal state Aid to support this. The money will be well spent not only to prevent a "school" shooting, but for the health of the boy going forward in life. I wish I had gotten this type therapy when I was in High school! I'm not a bright bulb! But I'm not for blanket gun restrictions and banning... Why? Because I own guns. Surprise!! That's the way of it!
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Ass wipe!
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Posted:May 6, 2018 6:30 pm
Last Updated:May 24, 2018 11:57 am
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I'm sorry for calling you an ass wipe, passion.com! I was ill and angry. But I still don't like your ball grab for the Gold hustle! But I have evolved beyond this primitive mentality. However I'm still I'll and angry, it's just I have opened my eyes wide to a new form of sexuality and ejaculatory expression! Actually, I have decided to use a live grenade as a ball sack weight!! You know, like this new weird thing I seen of guys stretching there tender ball sacks, with balls, to increase and prolong ejaculation pleasure! Only, I get one good shot, before I pull the pin just when I'm about to squirt my last load! Ka boom!!
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Double crap here.
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Posted:May 3, 2018 6:36 am
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2018 9:26 pm
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Double double toilet trouble. Everything coming out double? Another rotten thing I don't understand. The only thing worse than my feeble sick body ane worthless cock & balls is my stupid freaking Brain, Matter! I don't understand and can't help hating all this computer internet smart crap phone Crap. I don't get it. I just don't get this shit. Whatever. There's always my mescal or tequila. I smashed my former crap phone on the table then hit the floor!! That was it. For two months. Then my brother got me another one but he won't help me again with this. I'll break this. He wants me back in the institution! With the laughter and the tears. And the freaking noise! But I can't take this no more. Porn, this BS site. No sex no love. Laughing all the time. Maybe it's high time I should go back. He's waiting for me to really screw up. When I can't take care of myself or choke on my own vomit. Yeah!
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Just a nutcase blog.
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Posted:May 3, 2018 4:39 am
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2018 9:32 pm
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Tick tick, tie your shoes! Bing bong the noise in my head. She kicked my balls up to my eye sockets! All good men should come to the aid of there party. No dance for me tonight! She brought out a knife and wanted to stab me! They will be out lawed for men's use. They may be out later for men's use. Please allow me one ball for my use! Or please give me two balls to never use. Mankind Will be decided, or devided against itself. Bing bing. Calling forth all the great men of science. The second threat to mankind is the strident female race! Tick tock or do I not still hear that bomb ticking? If sex & love will not stay together, may I pick one, then later pick up the other? Tinker tailor hit man spy. Would I lie? Honestly, this is all nonsense. But what is available to one who remains, unavailable?
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The weapon, just a sad and small poem!
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Posted:Apr 26, 2018 8:47 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2018 9:39 pm
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these are my balls, there are many like them but these useless ones are mine! My cock is weak and small, and I just want to get rid of it all! I just want to freaking die, because I'll never get the sex or women saying hi. My poetry is crap, but I just really feel like getting wacked! I hope I'll just die, or I'll have to go in that shower stall when too freaking high. "Charlene" will give me clarity, when she will help end my life entirely! God bless me l was not evil, l just couldn't take this upheaval. Pray for me or not, l really just wanted a nice girl's slot! 😂
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My sex & love poetry for my lady!
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Posted:Apr 25, 2018 1:49 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2018 9:47 pm
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Let me empty my balls upon you, if you just can't bare the thought of me coming from within you! 😊 Grab my cock with all your might, for when I cum , you'll see the light! / Why have sex with unadorable me, because you're so beautiful and I'll do anything to win your key! / Your plump nipples are like two tiny fawns that feed among the the lilies, just let me suck on them and my cock will part your hillys! / Don't smash my balls with a grip that's too tight, ease up a bit and squeeze them just right! / Give me a chance to explore your glorious love holes, for it is my love for you that would make me so bold! / My balls ache for your tender embrace, but please don't let me cum with too much haste! / Let us bond together with your wet pussy and my cock, forever pressed together! / I need a passionate kiss from her beautiful lips, if this women be real and does indeed exist! / My love for a woman can provide us with much heat, but for all my stroking, I must get down to her feet! / If sex and love will not stay together, then I'll pick to enjoy, then gradually pick up the other! / Just let my semen fly, for when I pick you up to cross that alter most high, you'll know why! 🐶
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From the offices of Dr. Crixus74BC "Sex Therapist"!
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Posted:Mar 17, 2018 11:46 am
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2018 11:00 pm
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It could be true somehow that I became a sex therapist even though I'am an ugly loser and never got sex! Well at least I charge low rates!! Anyway, I'd like to be a sex therapist to help young hot couples out while looking on during clinical demonstrations! Of course I done a lot of reading, sort of on my own. Or rather, mostly looking at several "videos" of stimulating Nature! This is the baselines model of my clinical practice! Today's subject will be understanding, diagnosing and treating low libido in women. Couples therapy! It happens a lot.To damn much in fact! It really is all about the "cave"! We men have to pick them up and throw them back into the caves of our ancestors, figuratively of course. You men must make them think like "cave girls" again in there simple skimpy animal skins, toned hot bodies, shinny glistening hair and sweaty slick skin!! A darting eyed Tigerous personality! They be already to get down on All fours, but not quite yet! There doing dances!! Being chased by poor dumb cave hunks and fighting off other hot female cave women who want her particular poor dumb hairy cave man hunk! Then there's all the beasts and animals hauling after them, plus some good cave in stuff!! But there must be these Five critical elements. I. A bonified or perceived seance of danger or threat to there sexy assets . 2. Rival compeating hot cave girls when there's not enough cave men to go around. Always getting killed off, shit like like that. 3. Very important, that one cave man 007 type stud that rises above the other cave suiters, club in hand, for her effections, and will "protect" her. Yum! 4. Some decent hygiene and towels, okay!! 5. Cooking skills would be nice? Alright, leave it at four! Now men, we must somehow "harness," and replicate these elements in modern day, cut throat, civilized life! You can take a club and beat your bosses brains out with it to prove your manhood to your lady, but that won't work out well! I don't know, I'am just a freaking pretend therapist here!! Try buying one of those cute "cave girl" costumes from a sex shop.! Put it on her. Eat some partially cooked red meat, and see what happens? A little red wine is always nice! For the men, you might try working on those muscles some in preparation for "cave night", and don't shave for a few days! My next installment will be about premature ejaculation and what that has to do with you being screwed in the ass by your new Amazon cave women wearing a strap on!!! As soon as I fix my "shingle", I'll be back in business.!
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A brain scientist with a vision!
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Posted:Mar 12, 2018 8:16 pm
Last Updated:Aug 5, 2018 9:42 am
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The world needs a scientist to help pathetic men out with a "whole new approach". I'am talking micro molecular brain research here, to develop direct surgical passive targeted energy beams and Nanobot parasitic implantation, or other "technologies", to reach into and destroy the male "precise caudate" part of the brain! This is of course to shutdown the cursed male sexual libido in individuals who do not want this huge burden and handicap NO longer. It could potentially be the most safest, least systemicaly harmful to the male body health. Look God Dammit, we men need it here, bad! It's not just my friends the pedophiles and , it's all disaffected, ugly, humiliated, but otherwise good loser men who are sick of this shit and the power the evil women can have over us guys. But wouldn't it be funny if it was actually a female , non dike, scientist that first developed this "whole new approach"? They are smart, I give them that. But there so bad to us loser men! With the pea size "precise cordate" destroyed without effect to healthy surrounding brain tissue, we men will be free of the evil power women have over us all because of this filthy rotten sex curse. You take away the male sex drive with no other ill effects, you take away women's power over us men. The power they wield! Of course they can still us in the balls, but that's not what I'am talking about here! I mean, we can just get our tender balls castrated and remove that "soft" target and lessen libido considerably of course. But for shits sake, that will emasculate us and make us ill because we need that freaking testoster to keep us healthy. No, No, No! "My whole new approach" is a much better method, but needs very advanced medical procedural technology. But there a lot Of smart people out there, can't you help us men out.? Even women can step up for this, if you have any kind of a heart at all for us useless men? I mean like women can think of it as a challenge! "The ultimate power over men"! To actually take away there sex ability to squirt there slimy, messy chum were ever they choose! But they don't realize, it will be a god send to us men , and ultimately make us more powerful, but mostly for the good. Maybe they do realize that.? Anyway god Dammit, just help us out, even the dike ientist gals are welcome! Lastly, for Christ sakes, work also on the terrable Tinnitus affliction problem . Asking all good brain scientists and doctors out there in the world. We men need you! Later. There must be?? small critical area in the brain that is non functional for any other processes except to control the libido in men. An essential link in the chain. Once isolated and destroyed, only the libido will be lost and no other impairment?
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From my waterless shower stall of disability!
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Posted:Feb 24, 2018 3:56 pm
Last Updated:Aug 5, 2018 4:58 pm
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"Hi there cutie! I' bored. I see you live near ! Want to fuck tonight"! I the only idiot getting these? Screwed yeah, but never laid! In all seriousness , I' in a lot of pain here, emotionally and physical. Extremely loud tinnitus made worse by alcohol, among other bad stuff.But I will only talk about the mental now or what happens to a guy who can never get laid and loved by any female even remotely attractive.I'am not talking about the Peconic bay bait lady here, way back, who was actually a rather nice person and knew how to handle worms! I'am talking about an attractive, horny, loving, caring women that can lift my dick straight up, or what's the point.? That's what I need! What would I be paying for.? And you all ways do! By most every standard in hot female phycology, I'am the unattractive loser male troll type that many would feel deserves to stay a virgin! That may be good for them, but it's not good for my phycology one lousy bit! There is a good freaking reason I don't want to post a picture photo of my actual current self! I can submit a half way decent one of me at 27, with all my hair, a nice smile with a full set of teeth, lean& sort of muscular in a tight looking "sweaty" tee shirt wearing a ruck sack and a canteen at my side. Photo ped when crawling up that miserable rock road of the Tuckerman Ravine trail, Mt. Wash. N.H. I looked somewhat Hunkish!! At least back in the 1970's! But not now, not freaking now! My looks will crack mirrors now. I look like I was dug up dead! Feel like it to! And my depressed, humiliated pathetic emotional state. No self esteem, self confidence, accomplishment in life. A frightened sulking shadow of a man! Half a man! Or rather half of 1% a man! So why do I have these useless balls and cock? Why do I have balls that pump out testoster so I want to jerk off in lonlyness and despair, swooning over women I see I couldn't possibly ever get.? Wanting to touch & kiss them. Wanting to be loved by them. Why don't I just say aufwiedersehen to these tender pathetic balls! Why not just cut or blow them off my body? Or just die! But I will take no shower till it's time!
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