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Recycling...Don't Be Offended!!!
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Recycling...Don't Be Offended!!! I think it says something about me, that a lot of the guys who use to be a part of my life, seem to be in my life again. A very dear friend of mine has reemerged into my life, and I couldn't be more pleased. Back in the day, when we met, I never would have thought we would even get along. We were such opposites. But an intense friendship would develop between us, and I truly hated it when life took us in separate directions. A couple of weeks ago, we crossed paths and it was just like old times. he is just awesome. Another good friend, one of my only living exes, has also talking to me again, and hanging out occasionally. He was always a pretty great guy. I really appreciated his realness and his honesty. We use to live together with another guy, and in all honesty, it was one of the happiest times in my life. The three of us had an awesome time together. Unfortunately, something happened and when I couldn't get answers, I cleaned house. I would learn later that the other guy was responsible, but by then, it was too late. He's always been cool. We just hadn't had many chances to get together or talk. That is definitely changing now. I just hope I'm not a problem for him, as I am really not trying to be. There another awesome individual who has also return to my life in a big way. When I first met him, he was a stripper in a bar I use to frequent, and I frequented even more after we started talking. Yes, it started off as you may expect, but over time, it became something much more. This young man was simply amazing. The sad thing is, we really shouldn't have gotten as close as we did. It secretly broke my heart when life took me in a different state, and him in a different direction. Eventually, years later, I would return and we would accidentally bump into each other. Now, we see each other on a semi regular basis, and you can tell the feelings are still there. We just haven't acted on them as of yet, though we have hinted at it. He is currently just another dear friend and another beautiful part of my past! And then, thirteen years ago, I met the most gorgeous creature I've ever laid eyes on. Actually he was doing some yard work for a neighbor and I was enjoying the view. Then I thought the scenery would be even more enjoyable with a cocktail and a clove cigarette, my thing. He noticed the cocktail, and that led to a conversation, which led to him coming by after he finished. He wanted to move more quickly than I chose to, but within a week, we were kicking it. Then he would move away and my life went on. And about three years ago, literally, I was at a party and he walked in. Three months later, he was living with me, and he stayed with me up until a month ago, when a family matter took him away, and now we are doing the long distance thing. I've had some wonderful, beautiful amazing guys in my life. Some, (my three husbands, my best friend, my entertainer mentor, etc.) have become guardian angels as I continue this journey called life. Others,( my cute patootie neighbor, some co-workers, bar buddies, friends and acquaintances), have made the present most interesting and quite eventful. But the ones I mentioned above, and a few others, I've been given a second chance, to create even more memories, to revitalize our friendships and to once again become important in each other's lives. I'm thankful for them all!!! |
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