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Restless
Restless There is a restless impatience in me lately. It started before I met you. It started from needs unmet and desires too long suppressed. You have given this restlessness a face and a name. It now has form and has become a hunger. I am usually the strong and dominant one, but I find myself waiting powerlessly for you to be here. The restlessness builds more and more. It has become a fire. It consumes me and burns me from inside. When we finally meet are you ready to feel all these years of holding back released on to you? Into you? I tell myself I will be a gentleman and to take it slow. I know that is a lie. I will devour you. It will not be gentle or slow. It will be primal and hot and fast because I am restless and you are my release. But I also know that I long to hold you after. To just feel you breath while you lay with your head on me. The next time I will be more gentle my dear… but still hungry and restless. Not restless from a need unmet, but restless from wanting you again. I can’t yet tell if you will calm my restlessness. I am not sure yet if the relief you bring me is because this is what I needed or you are distraction from the things that haunt me and are still missing. Maybe it doesn’t matter. Right now I just want this to begin and for a moment of calm. Do you feel restless? Does this place help to calm it or is it just more fuel on the fire? |
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