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What the F am I Doing Here?
What the F am I Doing Here? I'm very new all of this. I've been married for nearly ten years. Throughout that time, my spouse has found it difficult be with me<b> physically. </font></b>I have tried, on countless occasions, talk her about it. I want understand what's wrong. What can I fix? Where are our boundaries? And date, I am still waiting for answers those questions. I want her be comfortable. I want respect her body autonomy. But at what point do I get to say I want more? At what point do I get to experience the things that I want? I don't know if there are real answers to those questions. Instead, I've decided that ten years is long enough. We are still married and I still want it to work. I suppose I'm really here to just experience something of what I haven't had in the past decade. I am still learning about how all this works. However, I've already had multiple women look at me. Someone even listed me as "hot". WHAAAT? That's amazing! No one has called me hot (to my face) in forever. That's really meaningful to me. So, I just wanted to say thank you in some shape or form. I wish I could say thank you to all of you independently. But alas, it's a free account for me (for now, at least). I sincerely appreciate the ego boost. If you are checking this out, I hope you have a lovely day. I also hope you find exactly what you're looking for on this site. I believe in you! |
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