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Blogs > Reanimated58 > Reanimated Red Neck Ramblings

HMMMMmmmmmmmmm???  

Reanimated58 65M
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11/6/2019 7:46 pm
HMMMMmmmmmmmmm???

Today has been an interesting mix of "Oh Shit","WTF?"and even some "Oh YA,I remember that now"....and most of that surrounded me getting ready to my house...a place with a giant shit load of great memories and some very dark,sad, and chaotic memories as well. It's got to go,because it's just too big for me, and I could never keep moving forward with my life if I hung onto it.
On top of packing,cleaning, and generally running around like a crazy man I had to stop and spend an hour trying to explain it all to my late wife's best friend,she who thinks being disloyal,unfaithful, and disrespectful to the memories of my wife. I thought once that she had started to understand,but then she just went all "You are a fucking ignorant, un-caring bastard" on me and stormed ...oh well, least she's got her BF to go home to and whine , still left here trying to move on.
I guess it's par for the course, I've heard from more than a few of our friends that they think doing the wrong thing, or that I should at least put the place up for rent instead of it,because then if I meet someone, I have a nice home to take them to,except that is never going to happen because I could never do THAT to my wife ,our family, or the amazing memories we made while we were here...so , as one of my favorite Bob Seger<b> songs </font></b>says..."here I go,TURN THE PAGE"....and I move on to tomorrow,you know,the one that never comes, with a good long in my rear view mirror and then focusing my eyes on the horizon, I'll get through whatever comes at me . I know it helps to be able to write this stuff down,get my little rant, and maybe,just maybe,if anybody has any feedback,or has been through this stuff, I'll be able to get some insight, a bit of empathy, and maybe even a sweet,soft shoulder to lean against when things get a little weighty...who knows?.....Thanks for getting this far and I hope,not being bored...y'all rock !!

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