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Blogs > AznBucker > A Sexual approach to PTSD

The sexual journey begins  

AznBucker 45M
5 posts
5/6/2019 10:06 am
The sexual journey begins

I suffer from PTSD, but 's not why you're reading this, and 's not the reason for this blog.

The reason for this blog is to chronicle my journey, and to see if the journey leads me to happiness, or if it fails. I will tell you I believe in it, I am committed, and I plan to journal it here.

Well, why are you reading this? You're reading this because you want to know if sex can be a cure for depression, anxiety, and how far sex can lead you. How will I be a year from now? How did I start? How did I progress? Will it be a journey packed with interesting experiences and thoughts? Or will it lead no where.

Today is day one, and this is what I have done. I have "met" an online doctor for a prescription for Viagra because I do have some problems with maintaining an erection. Honestly, I feel medications I have taken in the past (I am med free now) has messed with me, but also I feel my penis is kind of "out of shape" because my anxiety has quite honestly, distracted me from sex and sexual thoughts. So I need to work out my penis more, but Viagra should give me a good head start, and I would love to feel the feeling of a powerful and long lasting erection again.

I also masterbated this morning. It was short, and didn't feel really really great because it was premature, but I can go weeks sometimes without fulfilling a sexual urge, so being premature doesn't worry me. It'll just make the journey feel so much better in the end.

But as part of my journey, I vow for the time being to masterbate at least twice a day. Build up the muscles and the urge again. And so my journey begins. Please follow it with me!
Breaking down barriers: Attempting a sexual journey back from the depths of PTSD
missthee 58F  
4511 posts
5/7/2019 9:17 am

 Welcome to the blogs and good luck on your journey.

I know a bit about PSTD and am curious about your unusual 'therapy.'

From my own experience, when I am feeling under the weather physically - a mild cold for example - masturbation helps to get the circulation flowing again.

Not sure I understand where Viaga fits in all of this.


AznBucker replies on 5/7/2019 9:47 pm:
Hi MissThee! Thanks for for warm welcome and well wishes!

I want to respond to some of your questions. First, regarding sex therapy for PTSD as unusual. To that, I want to say that sex has been used as therapy for thousands of years, it's just not talked about a lot. For example, in our society, we have a sort of power struggle between men and women, and it causes a tension. Bondage, Dom, CFNM, all that stuff is therapy! It's like a pressure valve for that tension, and for some people, it addresses issues that they personally have with gender equality.

Humiliation, cuckolding, that kind of stuff help people become aware of their self-confidence issues and becoming more accepting of them.

I have mommy, abandonment issues, so one of my kinks, is I like to have women "change my diaper" using adult depends, and jerk me off with baby powder while I suckle at their nipples. One of my ex-es claim that she's emotionally scarred because she would do that for me.

I think that anytime people participate in something that's taboo, it's about finding freedom from social restraints, by breaking free of them, and directly challenging them.

PTSD is all about fear and isolation. Fear and isolation, and taking a sexual approach is not unusual at all in my mind. It will allow me to address my fears and bust a nut at the same time. Win-win situation! Hahaha

As for the Viagra, after all these years of depression and anxiety, and all these meds that either affect your sex drive or ability to have and maintain an erection, by dick is kinda broken, and needs to be worked out. It's dick rehabilitation, lol!

Hope that addresses a lot of the stuff, but if you want to chat it up more, let me know!

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