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The Submissive's Doorway - Part 1
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The Submissive's Doorway - Part 1 I was thirty when I saw the movie that made so many women realize for the first time that alpha masculinity is not necessarily a bad thing. I'm not talking about the adapted series of poorly written books that were undeservedly swept onto the national bestsellers list solely by the wet panties of horny housewives everywhere. No, love, I'm talking about the movie...you know the one...where a damaged woman's only peace of mind comes with a<b> bloody </font></b>price - one she gladly pays until the moment she takes a job as a secretary and her whole life begins to change. At the time, I didn't know the words I was looking for were "domination" and "submission", but I was in tune with myself enough to know there was something primal about that movie which eviscerated everything I thought I wanted in a man. As I watched, my body heated, my pulse quickened, and I spent the better part of an hour and a half with my legs crossed tight in an attempt to prevent the blooming desire from escaping my body and announcing its presence to the world. Research quickly taught me what had occurred that Sunday afternoon was an awakening of my submissive urges; a need I never knew existed within me to surrender and give over all of myself to another person. I found myself in a constant state of arousal and anxious trepidation as I began the dance with her, this newly woken creature with desires that both perplexed and titillated. I wanted to feel the cocooning warmth of a dominant man's hands as he pulled me into his embrace, stripped me of all my inhibitions and showed me the beauty of his power over me...and yet I was afraid of what that might look like in real life. The fear might have held me back for a moment but now that she was awake and embedded within me, I became a slave to her calling. They call it "sub frenzy", that maddening time after awakening when every cell in your body is craving the touch and experience of a true dominant...the yin to your newly discovered yang...the one who will sweep in and play your body with precision, making it (and you) sing like the angels as you become HIS. When we finally met, I still had no personal experience with true submission beyond the hunger for something I could not yet articulate. I had seen no other movies and had yet to read the few good books that would eventually awaken me further. And yet suddenly, there he was...a doorway to another realm I wanted - needed - so desperately to explore. As I read his email and its invitation, I hesitated, considered for a moment whether I should actually choose the door he now held open for me. I read it again, staring down at the glowing threshold I knew I wanted to cross as the maddening scent of sweat, leather and sex wafted through, grabbed hold of my soul with its warm, wet fingers and pulled. I chose the door. And oh...my...god...when I stepped through... |
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1 post 2/13/2019 6:45 pm |
Sounds very interesting. Please tell more
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4/1/2019 7:06 am |
I am assuming you are talking about " The Secretary"? Before 50 shades. That movie kind of bordered between B&D and S&M. I really don't like to lump those together as they are two different things entirely. Myself, I prefer B&D as it focuses more on restraint and discipline or control. When most people think of B&D they tend to think of the physical aspects of it but those who are more knowledgeable understand that the mental and psychological aspects are as, if not more, important than the physical. It all needs to work together and in the right applications to be fully enjoyed. Just sayin!
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