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Love The One You Are With... Or... Is There Something Else... 🤔
Love The One You Are With... Or... Is There Something Else... 🤔 All hospitals, have that smell . It nudges your nose and leans on your stomach. It's as if, a thousand butterflies, have punched you in the gut. You know what I mean? Many... many... years ago, I visited her. It was morning. The September sun was shining - slashing brilliant lines - through the slits, in the blinds. They'd moved her, to the Terminal Ward. I was early. I must have surprised her, as I walked into the tiny, stuffy room. Her eyes were closed. She'd painted her lips - ruby red - for me. Her skin was ashen grey and she clutched a bible... quietly praying. She stopped, when she heard me. She slowly, opened her eyes and looked at me. "I'm sorry. I'll come back in a few minutes," I mumbled. "No. Don't leave! Stay. I was praying for you. I was praying for you, Paul. I was praying... that YOU find someone.... after I'm gone. I was praying for you ... my love !" Tears streamed down, from her tired eyes. I clasped her hands, as my eyes filled. I could barely see her face. But I felt her love and the intimacy, of her prayer. I didn't have the heart, to tell her - it would never ... come to pass. Thirty seconds, thirty days... thirty years. The question, isn't how we die... it's how we live. It's how we're loved... and how we love. . .. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O |
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Have a great and safe and happy day. Love the one you're with, or go find someone ! They're looking for you! 😊 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Or.... hey... cheap, frivolous, meaningless sex... is fine as well. 😊 Is there something in between? 🤔 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Love, life and happiness can be snatched away from us in the blink of an eye. It’s one of the reasons, I live by the credo: Make the best of each day, as you don’t know, if there will be a tomorrow.
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True Love lives inside us always
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That is so beautiful Paul and it's so true love isn't about how we live, it's truly about how much time we get to spend with the one that we truly love and how that time is spent together..I hope your day continues to be a good one..
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It's a good message for sure. I do think there's a middle ground between deep enduring love and cheap meaningless sex. I had a FWB for four years (he has since become serious with a lady who's local to him - I'm happy for him). We were good friends who happened to have sex now and then. I do love him as a very good friend but would say we were never "in love".
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The comment pathway from thinking brain to typing fingertips is momentarily clogged. Opportunity may knock only once, but temptation bangs on the door forever!
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This made me teary but I cant find it right now to comment properly{=} (Virtual Symposium Group) use Virtual Symposium Group
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Funny how both our blogs today... took a look at similar themes... huh? 🤔 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Love, life and happiness can be snatched away from us in the blink of an eye. It’s one of the reasons, I live by the credo: Make the best of each day, as you don’t know, if there will be a tomorrow. I have a tenancy to stray... You must be strong willed... 🤔 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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True Love lives inside us always Mine seems to be covered up by some debris... Ya gotta clean house... once in a while, right? 👍 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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That is so beautiful Paul and it's so true love isn't about how we live, it's truly about how much time we get to spend with the one that we truly love and how that time is spent together..I hope your day continues to be a good one.. I've gotta learn how to spend mine... more wisely... I've got that quality thing down though. Kids who grow up, will do that to you, right? 😊 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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It's a good message for sure. I do think there's a middle ground between deep enduring love and cheap meaningless sex. I had a FWB for four years (he has since become serious with a lady who's local to him - I'm happy for him). We were good friends who happened to have sex now and then. I do love him as a very good friend but would say we were never "in love". These days... perhaps, not as many. I don't seem to be looking under the right rocks... You? 🤔 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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The comment pathway from thinking brain to typing fingertips is momentarily clogged. I thought a couple of times before I pressed enter, on this one. It's just the way I felt today. Tomorrow... I'll be much more shallow... and happier. I'm sure we both will, right? 👍 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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This made me teary but I cant find it right now to comment properly{=} I'll be funnier, next time. Sorry for the push sideways... Ever get in a mood ya just can't shake? ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Sounds like you had a great thing going for you. I've had friends like that... These days... perhaps, not as many. I don't seem to be looking under the right rocks... You? 🤔
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9/5/2019 3:14 pm |
I know this very well. I had to fight for 5 years and now It's just a yearly blessing when I get a clean bill of health. No one knows how emotional it is to have to think about death. Physically, my body has been beaten. Mentally, I play a strong game....sometimes I just need to be hugged. Mental fog has never gone away. Somethings...I just don't remember. Drama and stress is something I try and stay away from. It wrecks havoc on my body when I feel stress. I just go with the flow. It is amazing how much I have changed as a person. Life truly flies by......I try and smell the roses and enjoy their beauty!
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Sorry that my words, had that effect... although, when I wrote it, I thought twice. I tend to stick my personality out there... a bit. I don't have the patience for bs... Yet, I've been known to use adjectives and synonyms... for a simple thought. I hope I brought you back, to a few good seconds. I understand what you mean. I do! I'll be much funnier and whacked out, next time. Promise! 👍 😊 Thanks for sharing..... sorry for your loss .... 😶 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I suppose my issue is more like I’m not looking at all! Online dating has been a bust lately and I don’t really see any options amongst my many kink community friends...aside from flirting with my dominatrix friend who already has several relationships in her life. Well... I bought some fresh leeks today. Cream of leek soup will be on the menu. I know many Slovenians.. Close to Ukrainians in culture and vibe. I'm surprised that I didn't hear about your vodka parties with them.. lol 😂 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Sorry guys.. I'll be way.. less serious... next time. Ever been in a mood, ya just can't shake? The best way to dump it, is to confront it! 👍 Cheers... 🍻🍺🥂🍷 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I know this very well. I had to fight for 5 years and now It's just a yearly blessing when I get a clean bill of health. No one knows how emotional it is to have to think about death. Physically, my body has been beaten. Mentally, I play a strong game....sometimes I just need to be hugged. Mental fog has never gone away. Somethings...I just don't remember. Drama and stress is something I try and stay away from. It wrecks havoc on my body when I feel stress. I just go with the flow. It is amazing how much I have changed as a person. Life truly flies by......I try and smell the roses and enjoy their beauty! I know many people who are survivors... so I know - almost), exactly.. how you feel! 👍 Yep.. life is short... But it's gonna last at least another day... right? I'll be funnier.... next time! Thanks for sharing! 😊 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Thanks for the props. I don't think I'm really reminding anyone about anything. I'm sorta... just reminding myself and... hoping... someone else, gets my point of view. Life is short, but this snippet was a call to quality, over quantity. Everyone, has hope... knowing its not about how much time you have, but rather.... How much you can still do, with the time you have. Thanks for sharing. I'll be funnier, next time. 👍 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Yeah... enough of THAT... lol 😂 I'll be less heavy, next time. 👍 Happy Friday! ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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9/6/2019 7:17 am |
Dude, you have a talent of telling a story! Good blog.
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9/6/2019 7:22 am |
To love and lost, it better that not to had love at all! There someone for everyone.
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