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Weird things learned the last year  

Maneruse 40F
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4/16/2019 11:11 am
Weird things learned the last year

Many guys. worthy and strong. Egotistical and entitled have tried to break into submitting to their versions of a relationship. All have failed. Because if u trip on security measures i just cant listen to u. Even if its a good deal even if you are the one. My head is just like from my past experiences. And i warn guys i dont lie to them about it.

I cant be broken but i can be tricked into domestication. Here is what i know happened. I was in no place emotionally to be in a relationship. Suffering catastrophic loss of my heart, soul, mind, the lowest point in . I still not ok but i dont really have a choice. My current bf knows all too well. How to domesticate me without me knowing as follows

1. He communicated everything from his fears to listening to mine. He asks questions to better build a reality not based in paranoid thoughts.
2. We agreed not to be monogamous, but we talk about everything and know everything about each others thoughts, ect. The ironic part is since knowing i can do what ever i want. It doesnt cross my mind as much. Although i have taken new sexual interests.
3. cooks and feeds too much (although this one i had to put a stop to) No one has ever worked so hard for on this one. Tracking down a good tiramisu for my bday bringing it to the hotel i wanted. Going out to dinner and having the best conversation. Tying to show what life can be like if i accept love and stop chasing bullshit.
4. Personalized presents he knows i wants. listening to them as they .
5. Being brave enough to not be afraid of his sexuality or mine.
6. not living together. I alone time i cant be around ppl all the time.
7. Lots and lots and lots of different not repressed sex. Its amazing what i will do sexually if someone isnt being an asshole to me. This is honestly the first time i can say . I wont get into crazy details. Just its been good

I think it took about 6 months maybe 7 and i just woke and was like....

i in a relationship?

And is how it happened. And now i get to go to Canada where his family has a cabin by a beautiful lake. shooting for the place in captiva<b> florida </font></b>or this place in lceland we both knew about and talked about our first walk. Traveling with him is fun. Im less stressed when he remembers everything.

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