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Little Girl Challenged  

Crzygryl 58F
162 posts
9/26/2017 12:46 am
Little Girl Challenged

Little Girl of my heart, only I know your fears
Of what will become of us in 20 years
My sons who once worshipped the ground I did grace
Will have and wives to now take my place

A God who knows what I doth fear the most
being alone in an echoing house
A mirror that doesn't reflect how I feel
A heartache so deep I demand an appeal

But for what does this worrisome thought process give
Except more wrinkles and less life to live
If it is my fate to spend old age alone in my head
with no wrinkled aged man to help warm my bed

Then I accept the challenge that dares me to stay
alone in a world without playgrounds to play
without my beloved to depend on my care
and no one to notice if im even there

I rise to the challenge, and believe me its true
If I can live life alone, I can die alone too!
CrzyGryl
angelsoutlaw 63M
80 posts
9/27/2017 10:28 am

 WOW did you write this? it i really beautiful. my wife recently passed away and all though this is about your children in the first verse it really touched my heart. hugs to ya darling


Crzygryl 58F
46 posts
9/27/2017 11:23 pm

 Yes I write therefore I breathe, everything I write comes from the heart exposing my emotional vulnerability but also indulging my desire to have a voice! I am sorry about your wife dying, that is tragic. If you need someone to talk to or want to have.a drink and tell me all about her I would be honored. I cannot fathom the day my job as a mother ends...cried about it just tonight as I wrote some poetry to my boys...to be kept in a book in a box for them to find upon my passing. Goddamn I can be dramatic...but I can't help the way God hard wired me....let's do lunch!
CrzyGryl


angelsoutlaw 63M
80 posts
9/28/2017 9:13 am

 yes it was tragic I would like very much to do lunch


Crzygryl replies on 10/2/2017 3:58 am:
give me your number and we can try to get lunch, you have to buy tho cuz I am as broke as one unemployed single mother recovering from accident can be...but I dont eat much!

txGuy4u69 48M
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169 posts
5/28/2019 7:55 pm

 WOW !!!!!! very touching and very well written. I can only imagine how touching and heartfelt some of the other things you have written are....

as outlaw stated, this started out about your kiddos

we lost my dad to cancer and my mom is left with a heavy heart and empty house.......

Crzygryl, I'd love to chat if possible... . I'm only a free member tho 🌹


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