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Miss You, Mom ...
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Miss You, Mom ... Today is the one year anniversary of my moms death. While I did cry a bit, I mostly smiled while remembering the good stuff ... and knowing she isn't in bad pain anymore ... Where she is now, an oxygen tank isn't part of her world. She is able to walk freely to the garden and plant. Sit on the deck and breathe in the fresh air. Go to Shop-Rite on her own. Yeah, pretty sure she luves this the most ... LOL ... not sure why she dreaded me tagging along ...  Recalled she showing me how to thread the string back in a hoodie with a safety pin. She had no idea how klutzy I was - shocked when I stuck myself on the pointy part = LOL ... me, I just was like, "oopsie" and went bout my stuff ... Her hated of the dishwasher - LOL - way too funny! I managed to convince her that when company was over to use it. And, she has lived forever without a microwave ... she luved it!! The thing that stands out is how my accepting my mom was of my lifestyle. Moving in with one's 420 friendly, kinky and poly couldn't have been easy for her. It really went against everything she was taught growing up - that Catholic upbringing. Tho, I do digress ... How she make sure my clothes where in order when I had a date - tags on my stuff were pushed in - straightening my dress. And, on the weekends where my D/s Mommy was over, the 3 of us would sit at the kitchen table with coffee and our electronics, gabbing away. She opened her heart to all our D/s family and friends. To my D/s sisters and treated them like her own daughters. Nothing was sacred - LOL - that was the thingy ... she didn't want me to change my life behavior for her ... she wanted me to be happy. I remember when I first suggested she meet my D/s Mommy, who is my hubbys girlfriend. There was no way that I could have prepared for her reaction to this: "well, I have to meet her sometimes, why not now?!" Thinking back to their first meeting, my mom immediately started to cry - then my D/s Mommy - then me. It really did have an emotional tug to it. The day my mom agreed to move in changed her life forever. Despite my untraditional way of living my personal life, she make sure everyone knew how much she enjoyed being here ... So, as the day closes out, I am left thinking all happy thoughts of my mom - of the time she called my home hers. Forever blessed I am to have had such an amazing relationship with her ... I know she is watching over me. At times, in total disbelief at my activities ... LOL ... yet, she knows that I am doing what makes me happy. This is what she wanted for me ... Miss you mom ... heart you bunches ...  In Luv, Lite, Laffter ... |
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Awe my sweet friend.. I think keeping busy is the best medicine, but it's hard not to think of her..Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on.. 
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Awe my sweet friend.. I think keeping busy is the best medicine, but it's hard not to think of her..In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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