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2015 Reflections ...
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2015 Reflections ... 2015 was a crazy year - apparently this is every year?! ... *My hubby finally got a job after 2 years. There is no loyalty in the corporate world, evidence by his 15 years of service. He happens to have a fucking moral compass - makes makes one a liability. Thank gawd we didn't have to relocate. No way I would fit in in Cali - Texas - Louisiana - or bumbs-fuck-ville anywhere else. Plus, we moved my mom in and we had to take her into consideration - there was no way she would have been able to make a significant move due to her health issues. *My mom died in November here at the house. She took her last breath in my arms. It was so awesome having her here for the last year of her life. Tho she didn't understand why I choose to live as I do, she always accepted it, respected my choices. She adored my hubby's girlfriend, who is my D/s Mommy - Saturday mornings they would be chatting away having coffee before me or the hubby even got up. Then, the 3 of us would talk and play on our tablets before my Mommy and me make breakfast. My mom luved our friends, especially my D/s sisters. They were like her daughters. She was always a "mom" - even at my age - helping me fix my clothes - LOL - especially before I had a date. Commenting that "maybe you will like this one". My doggie still wait for her outside her bedroom door. I knew the time was getting close - more concerned with the manner in which she would die rather then that she was going to. No suffering for her - for this I am grateful. Talk to her every morning when I wake up, thruout the day, at nite before I go to bed. Missing her terribly, tho, her spirit forever lives in this house. *My D/s family and friend base grew somewhat - so blessed to have great peeps in my life. Lots of fetish nites, game nites, private parties, barbecues. I luv living my life with slim to nil considerations - it suits me well. *Started a new job which I adore - my pseudo family rock out! A 2 and 1/2 hour interview and I walked out with a key. So funny how I dread food stores, considering I do some of the food shopping. Think I should take an update basic math course - They shove all the numbers under the little bracket thingy - LOL - whatever happened to long division?! *Got my heart severed into tiny pieces - wanted to cut it out with a machete. Never wanted to feel it again. I don't understand why men (and women) have to lie, lead others on. Why do some feel it's okies to play games with other's emotions, with their hearts?! So much deception. While I have finally recovered, my trust level sucks and I am ever so guarded. Fearful that if I do find what I am seeking, that I will let it slip thru my fingers out of being so jaded. *Struggled with being an Empath - A LOT - can't seem to find that balance. It's difficult being so emotionally in tune with others that you sometimes let them treat you not so kindly in order not to hurt their feelings. Or, in order not to tell them they are rude, ignorant and have no manners. In short - call then a stone cold FUCKTARD. *Made some great new relationships in my life which continue to strengthen with each day. I luv being a people person - making others smile and laff. Being a bright lite that shines in their life and their into mine. All bout bringing all that is healthy and good into my life. All in all, 2015 was a good year. Looking forward to the new and improved 2016 version ...   In Luv, Lite, Laffter ... |
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1/1/2016 9:30 pm |
I'm very sorry to hear about your mom. I hope this year is good for you.
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every year brings challenges and rewards. 2015 was a tough one for you. I hope 2016 is all good
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You have a great outlook on life babe. Many would say your year really sucked. However, you find good in the tough circumstances. I believe 2016 will be a much better year. Either good or bad, I will enjoy each day as it comes. Here's hoping you have nothing but good days in 2016! In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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I'm very sorry to hear about your mom. I hope this year is good for you. In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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 In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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every year brings challenges and rewards. 2015 was a tough one for you. I hope 2016 is all good In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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To a bright and happy new year my friend..hugs.. Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on.. 
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To a bright and happy new year my friend..hugs.. *huge hugs*In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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