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Tring to remain focused
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Tring to remain focused Well I went on dating. It was more like interviewing I guess. Seems there was always something that made me decide that I didn't want to pursue a relationship. They were all nice guys but I needed to find one that filled the bill. I was interested in the International business man. He was intelligent, good looking and a good lover. Only problem was that he<b> traveled </font></b>constantly. The boy toy was calling all the time. I didn't answer most of the time but did have a few conversations with him. One night, like most nights, I had a date with a guy that I couldn't wait to end. I went to the restroom and called Steve and ask him to meet me around 10pm. When this other fellow took me home at night I notice that Steve was parked around the corner. The minute I was in the house the door bell rang and I openned it and he swooped me off the ground into his arms and carried me into the house. My heart nearly jumped out of my chest. He lips were on my the entire time and he carried me down the hall to my bed. We had sex all night long. I was starved for the climaxes I had and he got off, over and over again. I fell asleep in his arms and woke up late for work. I got myself, kind of put together and he followed me to work. He blocked cars so I didn't get stuck in traffic and blew me kisses every time he did it. When I got to work my secretary couldn't stop starring at me. I asked he what the problem was and she said I had my blouse on, wrong side too. LOL She said I must have had a very interesting night. I told her what I had done and that this guy was 20 years my junior and she said "you go girl". I told her it was just a fling but more fun than just going to dinner with someone. I truly was dating men that were closer to my age. I surely didn't want and older man but I most definitely didn't want a boy/ either. But a few weeks later I did ask him down. He lived in Malibu and that was 75 miles away from Newport Beach but he broke laws getting down to see me. I was always the same thing although I always remembered to set my alarm after that last fiasco. This went on for a couple of months. One night I noticed he had brought some clothes and put them in the guest room closet. That alarmed me. In the morning I told him, he was not moving in with me and to take his clothes home. He said " what do you want of me?". I said, "just what we have". He grabbed me and said he was in love with me. I told him I wasn't in love with him and we would talk about this later. He called constantly but I didn't answer the phone. One Saturday he showed up at the door, unannouded. I openned the door and told him that wasn't acceptable. He begged me to let him in and finally I did. We sat on the couch and talked. I told him I was interested in someone else and that we had a lot of fun but I wasn't going to be living with a man that was just one year older than my oldest . I also wasn't interested in someone that was working a job that wouldn't be able to take over my expenses. I reminded him that I had gone though hell with a man that was 23 years my senior and I wasn't going to do unreasonable age differences again. I wanted someone that knew the music I loved and the same kind of movies and all the things I was comfortable with. I told him to leave because I had a date and I wasn't sure I wanted to see him again. Tears came to his eyes and he said " I will find a way to have you". I kissed him goodbye and wished him my best. I forgot to mention that everytime he had been with me, he would leave me a beautiful note, somewhere in the house that I could find it. That will be important in the next segment. |
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