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I Just Want To Find Inner Peace...  

merlot5555 67M/57F  
1472 posts
1/2/2020 8:08 pm

.... life is a journey... sometimes easy, sometimes difficult.... what I have learned is that inner peace starts within... being easy on yourself enables others to be easy with you.... its the snowball effect... let it roll downhill ... it gets bigger and gathers strength ... it also helps to have good partners in play that are supportive and have very strong streaks of curiosity ... hope to hear all about your reawakening and adventures... in whatever forum they emerge...


Desir4Fire 49M
2387 posts
1/3/2020 3:26 am

Queen Janeane,
I know I am misspelling the hell out of your name.
It just rhymes in the phonetics ...
Much love tho...


Tall_stud1982 41M

1/3/2020 10:22 pm

Hi how are you doing tonight ? Lovely photos !


Soreallover3854 34M

1/3/2020 10:59 pm

Make 2020 your year! Tear it up!


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 4:12 pm

    Quoting coolpoolguy3:
    Dear sweet lady, I wish nothing but the best for you in the new year. Remember seeking help is a sign of strength not weakness and a good counselor(check references) can help you find what you're looking for.
Thank you coolpoolguy. It's more of the embarrassment to admit that I need help. I also k how deep down I am not weak. I appreciate your kind words. Happy Sunday to you


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 4:12 pm

    Quoting pacnwlover42:
    I wish I could hug and hold you and tell you how amazing you are.
Your so sweet pacn. Thanks for listening. Happy Sunday to you


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 4:14 pm

    Quoting  :

Thank you Joy. Your right I should never give anyone that power. I'm gonna come back 10 times stronger. I appreciate you kind words
Happy Sunday to you


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 4:17 pm

    Quoting jajo696:
    It might be too early for you, but this is a perfect time....a new decade...to have the mantra of " I will find myself this year and not allow anyone/thing to circumvent that mission". Say it over n over n over daily...even in the mirror, out loud and silently.

    I too have a journey ,and have developed a mantra . I hope we both come out on the other side....healthy and happy. With wishes of positive vibes and peace to you ~~
Thank you Jajo. I put this on my list of things to check out this week. From what you describe I find it very interesting. I hope you find your peace as well, and 2020 is just fabulous. I appreciate your kind words. Happy Sunday to you


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 4:18 pm

    Quoting toolswh1969:
    Jeanie you are a beautiful woman.
    Sexy and beautiful inside thing do take time to heal
    If you ever need a ear to listen or a shoulder .
    You have one. Keep safe my friend and the new year will be better 💋
Thank you my friends. I always appreciate you kind words. Happy Sunday to you


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 4:19 pm

Thank you sexy friend.


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 4:21 pm

    Quoting LickYourYoni:
    I am curious what happened in the last three years. Perhaps baby steps can help you return. The good thing is that you know where you want to be.
I can handle baby steps..lol..Great to see you my friend. Happy Sunday to you


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 4:22 pm

    Quoting I_willoralu:
    You are a beautiful lady, inside and out. Even without showing your inner slut you are still beautiful. I do hope you find the old you like you want but I would enjoy your company anyway you are
Thank you. I meant a lot. More than you even know. I appreciate your kind words. Happy Sunday to you


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 4:24 pm

    Quoting weaponxx69:
    you just need that right person to bring that slut out and keep it out. If you are putting your slut actions on one person then you wont feel so bad. I just wish it was me pounding that little golden gopher.
Finding the right person has not been so easy..lol..but you are correct. I appreciate you stopping by and commenting. Happy Sunday to you
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hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 4:33 pm

    Quoting dreamon78:
    The one horrible truth that I have learned from the women I have met on this site is the unbelievable amount of emotional scarring has been caused by men that supposedly loved them. Incredibly beautiful and vibrant women that saw themselves as the exact opposites, even long after the relationship has ended. It was heartbreaking.

    The most rewarding experiences I have ever had from being part of this site was helping a few very cherished friends heal from that pain and escape the prison of thoughts those bastards created.

    I love to follow your blog because you are one of the most beautiful, vibrant, sweetest and delightful women I’ve ever come across. You’re the girl next door we’ve all dreamed of. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes.
I agree. It is people you once loved that can leave the biggest scars however it is your mind that has the control to hold on to it or let it go. My mind is quite stubborn to the point were I am content and comfortable of being alone. Which I wouldn't have a issue with if I was truly happy. However I am not. As always thank you for your kind words and support. I appreciate it more than your know. I also owe you a email


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 4:35 pm

    Quoting  :

Your absolutely right. Brand new year. Brand new decade. It is going to be awesome for both of us!! Happy new year to you


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 4:36 pm

    Quoting RockKickAss69XXX:
    You can Accomplish anything!
    We are always stronger than we believe we can ever be.
    You've beat far worse.
    I believe in you, Now you believe in yourself.
Thank you Rock. I have been through worse Time to leave the pity party and move on. It is always great to see you. Happy new year to you


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 4:37 pm

    Quoting wjb1958:
    You are a Very Beautiful and a Very Sexy Lady . Hopefully You will realize that soon. Happy New Year .
Thank you wjb. Happy new year to you


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 5:35 pm

    Quoting Dtts43rt35:
    A Happy New Year you wonderful!
Happy new year to you


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 5:39 pm

    Quoting reallyready46:
    Not sure what happened to you. From your older posts it seemed liker you were on the level and knew who you were. Many on here are not that put together. So what are your fears? Where are you weak at?
    Take time to ask yourself these things. Learn to listen, find time just for yourself. The answers may not come as soon as you ask, often its more like an onion, peeling back a layer at a time.
Thank you for you advice really. I need to learn to accept the past and move on. Not to make the same mistake again as in. It is pretty simple but hard to do. I really appreciate your comment. Thank you


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 5:40 pm

    Quoting travellerabc123:
    You hold all the cards. You always have and you always will.
    No one can make you feel less than without your consent.
    Realize the positive vibes your friends are sending you, and love yourself.
Thank you. I do hold the cards. 2020 is going to be fab for both of us. I appreciate you commenting. Happy new year to you


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 5:41 pm

    Quoting scott6250:
    My dear friend I certainly hope that you find all of the answers to your questions and that you find yourself and the true strength within you. You are a marvelous lady and a beautiful woman. God bless and keep you my friend.
Thank you sweet Scott I hope 2020 is spectacular for you.


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 5:44 pm

    Quoting dublos:
    Growing takes work, and you've got a goal that's worth that work.

    Just remember to be good to yourself in the process.

    But if I could suggest?

    Inner Peace isn't an end point. It's something we all have to constantly work toward because the world all too often throws curves and obstacles at us. Don't beat yourself up for not getting there fast enough.

    As another old saying...

    Grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference.

    You are worthy of care, so make sure you give yourself that care.

    And when you're ready to open yourself up and let someone else care for you too, then do so.

    There are enough external things beating you up and talking you down, don't let them push you into talking down to yourself.
Thank you. My mind is my own worst enemy. I need to learn to turn my negative thoughts to positive. I appreciate your in depth comment Very insightful and made me think. Thank you.


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 5:45 pm

    Quoting hung_4_her2:
    Such a hot sexy woman hope you find your peace
Thank you hung. Happy new year to you


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 5:47 pm

    Quoting  :

Thank you misskissin. I really do appreciate your kindness. Most females do not really support each other on this site. Happy new year


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/5/2020 5:47 pm

    Quoting h4rry66:
    I accept you just as you are. X
Thank you so much sexy friend. Happy new year to you


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