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Where did I come from  

wantsintimacynow 66T
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7/24/2014 11:04 pm
Where did I come from

I wrote this after reading a post written by Jessicaash, She had a profound effect on me and I just started writing, THANK YOU JESS .I was a bit different as I had a younger brother strait as an arrow along with a sister 16 yrs younger. I can still remember going into my mothers clothes when no one was home, god forbid I should get caught. I just wanted dress up for as long as I could. I remember keeping the lights out so no one could see me. I wanted to be able to wear these soft clothes all the time, but always got jeans that felt like starched cardboard. This was the sixties, It was all supposed to be good like the song, If you can't be with one you want baby love the one you're with....
Like Jess said if I were caught it would have been I'm weird and queer I remember hearing it or a lesbian.... Find some where else to live we don't want your kind around the .. Now, here I am saying this for the first time ever to any one that reads it. I'm still deep in the closet but I seem to take more chances now, I wear a bra and panties almost everyday but under my normal clothes. It gets some hot in the summer so I wait till it cools off for stockings or pantyhose, they cover up well in winter. I have a wife that knows what I do now and she tolerates it but we haven't had any sex for 6 yrs.. That's because she lost all her<b> libido </font></b>after menopause. We still love each other and sleep in the same bed, we just never have any intimate contact.. It really hurts me because I've still got mine even if it's gone to the gurls ...lol.. I have to find humor somehow Because I get nothing physical. I'm glad she told me to take this journey and enjoy it as long as can but be sure to come home again. So here I am 1am talking about the forbidden. My closet is still tightly closed but damn I'd love to meet someone who could show me the road to take and how to get there ASAP. I'm terrible talking away then going way off topic. It's simply avoidance in my subconscious believe it or not. Maybe I'll try to talk again some time if I'm not being offensive to anyone. I'm simply terrified of being found out, but that goes with the transgender issue. You really impress me Jess just being yourself and living happily with it, good work girl, wish I had the $%^&8 to be open, but it won't be anytime soon.
Trish (hidden in a mans world) looking more like a biker than a CD...lol.

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