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I JUST CANT IMAGINE......
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I JUST CANT IMAGINE...... I remember when my mom married her 3rd husband, I was 6 going on 7, I didn't really think bad of him then, I was a , I was busy being one! I do however remember plotting to kill him at 16. The ass beatings my mom took in those 11 years was ridiculous! I cant tell you how many times Ive begged that man not to kill my mom while he had a knife to her throat, or had her hoisted above his head on a 2 story balcony to throw her off, and her take him back the next day, I remember taking care of her, while she stayed in bed, because she couldn't get out of it from the beating she took the night before. I cant tell you the number of ass beatings we all took from him, the sleepless nights wondering is the night we are going to die? He would cut our phone lines, cut the main breaker off, he would hide in the woods in the middle of the night.......... I couldn't take it anymore, I moved out of my moms house when I was 16. I had to, I could not watch it anymore, I couldn't hold my feelings back of everyday wanting to figure out a new way to kill him and get away with it. My mom stayed married to him for 27 years! and that was her life the entire span of the marriage. they finally divoreced back in 2006, after, he showed up to her house with a gun, to shoot her and my brother, and thankfully my brother and a friend of his was there, and my brother was able to knock the gun out of his hands, and they commenced to beating him ass with his own gun, while my mom called 911.... My husband and I have been married 21 years and not once has ever raised a hand to me--EVER!! we hardly ever argue! we disagree don't get me wrong, but we also know how to compromise and meet in the middle and get back to happy loving best friends/husband and wife/ lovers/parents! WE DONT HAVE TO BE APART OF THAT AND WILL NOT BE EITHER! Please if you are in an abusive relationship, please help yourself get out of it, no one can do it for you! please don't involve anyone else in it! Staying in an abusive relationship is a choice that you are making! Love isn't supposed to hurt! I honestly cant believe there are still people living their lives this way, by choice! |
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