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Dining "OUT" Hahahahaha!
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Dining "OUT" Hahahahaha! Hello to all of my favorite people out there, "Lovers!" Yes I love all who can love, show love, give love, be loved and love to! I was "out" the other night to have some dinner at one of my favorite Monday night haunts. Nothing seemed out of place except that I arrived to dine much later than I wanted to, but was ecstatic to be "out", dressed and dining. I really haven't found many places in Milwaukee where I could be dressed and dining without being looked at like I'm goofy, but there are a few places I can go in Milwaukee that are really friendly to t-girls and crossdressers. You can go into Wal-Mart and shop in some of the weirdest get-ups and get away with it, and yet I feel less than comfy when "out dressed" and looking to have some dinner! I'm not sure why I feel that way. I try my best to look respectful towards the women I aspire to be and/or emulate. I try not to look like a<b> drag queen </font></b>or performer. It's not always easy, especially when you're 5'10.5" tall. A little more difficult to blend in. Anyway, aside from all of that, I went to eat! So I take my coat off, its 28 degrees outside, and I'm wearing some black, skinny pants with two tank tops, a white one over a black one, a white tuxedo blouse and a black jacket with tiny sequins all over it. I finished it with my sleeves strategically rolled up and exposed from the ends of the arms of the little jacket, and a black necklace with a single black flower with white polka dots on it. Shoes, of course... my fave little black 5" platform peeps. I thought I was tastefully dressed and looked nice. So I have my seat and look around at the crowd, who was having a seemingly great time at their individual tables. I didn't notice anyone in particular, but a few moments later, as the two women seated at the table closest to my booth paid and were leaving, I thought I noticed one of the women as an old girlfriend who, at the time and for many years after dating, we remained close. Our relationship eventually distanced us from one another and now we say little more to one another than annual birthday greetings or holiday greetings. Kind of sad, but, ok, it is what it's become. I'm not uncomfortable with it and apparently, neither is she. She's always been a strong woman, and onr that I've always admired and still love to this day! Just because we are no more the friends that we've become that I can't still have a lot of love for her, but that's a whole different issue. Her Dad taught her independence and a strong work ethic. Never met him, but saw pix of him and the love and admiration she had for him in her eyes! While truly an amazing feminine female beauty, she also has a very masculine side to her as a result of her relationship to her Dad! She must have been the apple of his eye!!!. She's struggled with relationships in the past and since OUR last go around, but neither of us had ever discussed our sexualities beyond our engagement of one another. We always had great sex, but never discussed anything else. So I recognize her, and wasn't sure if she'd have recognized me. I wasn't worried either way. After all, I was dressed, but if she knew me at all, she may have recognized my voice as I chatted with my waitress, who's waited on me before. She didn't look at me as she left, but left with her dinner date, an attractive petite brunette who I'd have loved to engage with or without my friend. She was cute!!! They were both gorgeous, far as that goes. Any way, they both left. When they did, I felt like she may actually have recognized my voice and maybe why she left the way she did. I was pretty happy though. If she did recognize me, then she may have an answer NOW for why we may not have hit it off any better than we did, before. And if her dinner date was anything more than a friendship, and I doubt it was anything less, given where I ate. I'm happy that maybe she found what she was always looking for. Now that we may have "outed" each other while out, maybe I'll run into her again at another function this Summer like Pride Fest. Who knows, we may even get along famously all over again. I'd welcome it. She's a terrific person. It was totally great seeing her again, and if she DID recognize me, I never felt better about it. Post me some t-girl friendly places to dine in the metro Milwaukee or SE Wisconsin areas! I don't mind driving for my dinner, or screaming for my supper(TY Beth Hart). Unashamed, outed and without regrets in Milwaukee XOXOXOXOXOX!!!!!! indie  indie |
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