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Blogs > Geminimikey > Geminimikey's Musings

blow n go  

Geminimikey 57M
6 posts
9/13/2012 6:37 pm

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9/13/2012 6:42 pm
blow n go

Ahhhh. Home again.

Before I get rolling on my sexual experiences of the week, I gotta say I'm pissed. In 5 minutes the Packers & Bears face off, and I just realized that it is not being televised on a major network, but instead on a cable channel, NFL Network I think. Being out in the country, I have peasant vision: a big 'ol antena which nicely pulls in NBC, ABC, CBS, FOX, and a bunch of public channels. But, I am now reminded that there will be no Thursday night or Monday night football for me at home. Shelling out for satelite is absurd since I'm so often gone and rarely watch TV when I AM home. Anyway, enough about my problems!

This week I was in the Philadelphia/Wilmington/North New Jersey areas. On two nights I had two different visitors eager to please a hung stud (me). One came to blow me. The other wanted (and got) a good fucking. As far as looks and physicality go, I will generously say that both were in my league. Both jacked their cocks during the action. Both shot their loads relatively quickly AND GOT UP AND PROMPTLY LEFT, leaving me hangin. What self-respecting bottom does that? Maybe that's the issue...

Ugh. Family anguish. At what point is it time to introduce your to your married polyamorous girlfriend? Holly and I have been "together" for six months now, and I can't imagine not having her in my life. I CAN imagine another love taking center stage, and I really do hope to have a primary relationship some day. Some one to come home to. Some one to grow old with. SO, here's my struggle. How honest do I be with my with regard to my sexuality & relationships?

Daddy is bisexual. This came out during counseling with my 12 year old after my ex informed her I was gay.
Daddy is in love with a married woman in Toronto and is friends with her husband, and he knows. That one feels like too much. But the question Holly asks me is, "Assuming we are together for the long haul, at what point will it be OK to tell them? Never?"
Daddy is dating multiple people, men and women. Yeah, that also feels like a lot for a to handle. But here's the deal. While out with the shopping, dining, etc., I'm going to run into someone I am or have been dating. Then what? I guess it will be something short & simple like, ", this is my friend ______."

Well, the night is flying by. I need to get the house straightened up for the ' arrival tomorrow, plus I need to get an hour or two of work done. Oh, and I had a throat culture done this morning because I've had a screaming sore throat the past two days, so I should actually try to get 8 hours of sleep tonight.

I must also add: I can't get Gumby out of my mind. He's the first man I've ever considered "dating." Then again, in the poly world, I'm not quite sure what "dating" even looks like. Anyway, I'm going to strive to be a really good FWB for starters.
- Geminimikey

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