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Life and everything after
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Life and everything after So it is tuesday , also known as toony tuesday at least here in Canada cause we have that sort of currency , loonies an toonies  Titty tuesday as well , well i dunno i seem to have missed a memo somewhere and found myself in a reflective mood today. The weather outside is not frightful , it is falling , or Autumnal to be more precise. Which would be perfect as that tends to make titty tuesday kind of nipply out and that is never a bad thing , unless you find yourself alone with too much time on your hands. Having just returned from a potential job interview , I am perhaps influenced by the impact of that , combined with a reflective mood and i find myself thinking perhaps even over thinking the most recent changes , not just seasonal changes , but big picture kind of changes that have impacted my life most recently. I am curious and some what anxious collectively at what this all means in terms of final out comes . If you have ever<b> traveled </font></b>to the great white north and seen ice , I mean large tracks of land covered with the stuff and been there to see large portions drop off into the ocean silently disappearing into their final oblivious state of being. I think about how long it took that to happen , how much of evolution has transpired to being that large piece of landscape to its final stage? How many small steps did that journey comprise itself of ? And I think about my own journey and the evolution, and wonder if at the end I will with all honestly state the inevitable , " well , that didn't go as planned". Life it seems can be like that , and other times ( the ones most celebrated ) are the ones that go exactly as planned. This it seems are the black and white portions of life and then there is the grey , the everything between the blacks and whites of a journey. Those brief moments you spend pulled over to the side of the road , for whatever reason. Today and specifically the job interview , which was not actually something I required as I already have several jobs that occupy much of my free time and a few business ventures that take up even more free time and a few other hobbies that pretty much cover the remaining time I have , but I was compelled for some reason to respond to a request , as I believe in what this company does and what they hope to accomplish and feel that I would be a value added to this , but the problem I have is the why ? Why is it that I applied to this , to put myself out there when I would otherwise be considered busier than a one legged man in a butt kicking contest ? And even in my most reflective moment I find myself hard pressed to come up with an explanation, so I leave it up to fate , destiny or the gods whose twisted sense of humor in the most recent of time have come to be a bit of an annoyance more than anything , and take comfort in knowing that things will be as they should be and accept that they are what they are because they should be as such. Thank you and blessings to those who took the time to read this and hope you have continued prosperity and happiness in your world , where ever that is and what ever that looks like 
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