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Thoughts So for awhile now I've made the decision not to meet anyone from this site anymore, I am more so here to read profile, check out pics and more or less just thumb around in here! Sometimes I will chat with ppl, or email back and forth, its usually with the guys that come off original, just talk about normal stuff, nothing sexual to begin with............................until the other day! so I had been emailing back in forth for a few weeks now, and Wednesday night I was heading out with some friends and I had mentioned this to him and he said cool, I will meet you down there, not sure it was really and invite, it might have been, but I'm like well ok cool, I will meet him. I'm down there with friends and don't see him after about an hour of being there so I check my email to see if he had messaged me or not, low and behold he had and I messaged him back to let him know exactly where I was in that place. A few minutes later there he was. We chatted for awhile an then moved into the bar with my friends had some beer and listened to some karaoke. We were having a really good time. He walked me to my car after the bar was closing, we stood there and bs'd for awhile, kissed a few times, I thought to myself....hmmmmmmmm oh heck why not, I invited him over to my place...things were going well.....or so I thought!!!!! After all was said in done, we were laying there, he folds his arms across his chest, I asked what was wrong...he goes I can't stay the night, living with my parents (he just moved back into the area) and she wouldn't like that I'm gone all night without telling her. I'm like well thats cool, I have to get up early anyway since I was heading out of town. Well he just lays there, I'm like huh...why isn't he leaving......all of sudden he goes, out of nowhere!!!!! I'm in love with another woman...............WTF!?!?! I'm like whaaaaaat? He goes yeah, I'm sorry, she's married and all though, but I'm sorry to say. I'm like why in the fuck would you tell me that? You were in the the clear....you could have left and never contacted me ever again!!!!!!! I'm not some<b> stalker </font></b>bitch, that is gonna hunt you down every chance I get!!! If you had never contacted me again I would have just figured you werent into me...thats it...no fuckin worries!!! I was floored...I'm like you need to leave! He goes I know....I go NO NOW!!!! YOU NEED TO GET THE FUCK OUT! That morning I got up to start getting ready for my trip and I was getting ready to pack my laptop and I thought I would send a message to my sister on facebook to let her know that I was about to head out and I thought hmmmm I will check my email while I was at it I had a new message on here....so I logged in to see who it was from and when I went into my inbox I ready the email (some random guy) and I happened to look further in my inbox and that bastard deleted his profile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now what in the hell did I do to deserve that? You know I clearly state everything in my profile of who I am an what you would expect from meeting me............I EVEN said to him in the email when he decided to invite himself to the bar that night that I'm not that much to look at...................................it didnt seem to bother him, he never said anything or excused himself to leave that night.............so why in the hell did he do that....can anyone enlighten me on this? Did I do something wrong? Hell I guess I'm bad in bed and he told me he was in love with someone to get out of ever having to contact me again! who knows!!! I will say this though...it will be a long time before I ever agree to meet someone again! I don't think too highly of myself as it is...but that just put my self esteem in the crapper! I never EVER could do that to someone....I can take rejection! but not like that............at least be fucking honest about it! Some men can be very very cruel.....so I will have to say, if you send me a message on here through email or on IM (which hardly ever works for me) I am probly not going to answer you...especially if its about hooking up or meeting!  All time new low for me!
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he deleted his profile the morning after...
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7/2/2011 5:54 am |
love to chat with you sometime
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Trevor, I'm sorry! I don't remember chatting with you? refresh my memory?
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chatting on here and Polyamory Date are the same thing......how long ago was this?
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ok I get what you're saying Trevor....but we have never met....because we chatted for , I dunno how long....is A LOT different than actually meeting someone, sleeping with them and never having them talk to you again and deleting their profile! I'm sorry for being harsh about this....but I can't even count how many times I was chatting with someone and all of a sudden they disappeared.....or just stopped talking.....no worries...oh well, maybe it was something I said...I dunno...but to actually meet a person and sleep with them........UGGHH I do have to say, there was a time last year that I actually left the site...I was here, but I never logged in here...just going through a phase I guess....and for that I TRULY APOLOGIZE! not sure if it was the same time frame..but I apologize for whatever I did!
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KissLMM, You shouldn't let what that guy did reflect on yourself. Sounds like that guy is one first class turd.
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He sounds like a real azzhole.
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8/14/2015 3:28 pm |
So no wonder why you never respond when I try and chat with you... and like someone else said, has nothing to do with you, it was all him...
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