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Looking to love..... Again......
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Looking to love..... Again...... So..... She and I.... we've parted.... I'd been with her for the last ten years, and she decided to break herself off from us coz she wanted to have a and I just couldn't see it in her destiny..... I know, strange words to say, but believe me when I say I have weighed and measured each word carefully before penning it. Is there such a thing as being able to divine/see destiny? Do I believe in palmistry? Yes on both counts for me. Do I trust my readings? To answer that: I remember Dune, about how the protagonist became able to foretell the future and see his destiny, but chose not to see it or divine it. He had done it before, and experience told him that he would rather let things happen as they would otherwise life would become too predictable and boring; not the kind of life he wanted to lead. So, he could if he wanted to, but didn't. In a way, my thinking is like that too. I can't be sure I'll be any accurate, so I'd rather not. But on the occasions that I have, I have not been wrong yet. Hence my apprehensions about her having . Not saying she would be a bad mother, but the risks involved in pregnancy made me feel she would be risking her life and not just that of the . Crazy for me to think that way, right? Enough of that for now; there is so much that can be said - ten years worth... lol.... She might return, who knows? Perhaps one day she'll feel confidence (in her, in me) and communicate again.... Till then.... Good stuff - I will cherish and remember every moment.... I'm the romantic sort after all.... ha ha.... SO.... alone again.... and some may say it's a tribute to her when I say that I would like once again to have that which I have been missing for the last couple of months... Someone to cuddle up to under the sheets.... Someone to have our skins and flesh pressed together with.... Someone to have conversations with to discover a beautiful mind... Someone to fly to heaven with every night... Someone..... |
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