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WHEN YOU LEAVE ME
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WHEN YOU LEAVE ME WHEN YOU LEAVE ME When I go to the place on my blog that reads: "Recent Visitors", and then push the button to" View All", I count 54 people who used to read my posts and now have "turned black"--left Polyamory Date for good. People like Sky Lily, and Lady Casilda. Cafsexnic, and Date for you. NO WAIT, Sky Lily still has her blog. She just hasn't written or visited in a long time! I wonder about these people. Many, like Lady Casilda, and Cafsexnic, were daily visitors. Cafsexnic was hard to keep up with because she sometimes wrote nine posts in a day. I hope you're doing well in Mobile, sweet Debbie! Lady Casilda lives in Puerto Rico, and sometimes wrote beautiful love<b> poems </font></b>in Spanish. She always made me think of a beautiful, delicate flower. Then there was GoGoGeneva. Geneva was only on this site for a short time, but we shared many comments, and I was only starting to get to know her well enough to be able to with her when she suddenly was gone. Rick, or Rusty, of Date for you, actually offered to give M. and me a large truck that he had no more use for, when we were having problems getting our water here on the desert. Then he was gone. Sometimes when I come to my blog, I feel I write my posts in a graveyard. But I have fine memories of all these people who've come and gone. One of those who was first to read my drivel and then depart, was Gina. I think often of Bob, who has kept his blog, but hasn't written anything in a long time. He was such a nice straight man, that I'm afraid he wrote himself into a corner by being so nice and clean on a sex site like this one. Sky Lily was a wonderful friend who gave me compliments I really didn't deserve. Like Bob, she's kept her blog, but hasn't written or visited in a long, long time. I don't make any effort to lead people to my blog, and as you see only a few watchers care to visit routinely... Very occasionally a person staggers in off the Site street, and decides to read a post or two, and likes what I've written well enough to return on another day. OR, more frequently, the new visitor thinks of me as a filthy, old worthless man, and leaves the blog to never return. This blog has become a comfortable writing home for me. In past years I've left the site during the Fall, and closed my blog by deleting everything written, deleting all pictures, and turning all the colors black. I plan to stay on this year.... M. and I will stay here working on this desert home now that the weather is becoming more ageeable for outside work. You few wonderful "Watchers" who for some reason come back again and again to read my posts, are all dear to my heart. THANK YOU for being like a class of wonderful graduate students cheerfully watching the perverted written THOUGHTS, of a happy old sexual deviant..may the FORCE be with you all always... lol. davidstardust, Saturday night, 9-24-11   |
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You almost always impress me with your keen insight, Layla. The same thing goes for me about THIS blog. I can write things here that I wanted to write on walls as a kid, but never quite dared to. xxxxdavid
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Marisol makes sure I take 5 mg of Lithium Aspartate each day...Lithium in the amount of around 300 mg daily, was prescribed for patients who had bilateral disorders.. I've always had Cycle-Thymia, which is the reason for my very high sexual proclivities. Cycle-Thymia is a very minimum end of the bilateral disorder, and other than going to a few psychiatrists years ago, and making me pretty bizarre and quite creative, the disorder never landed me in the "nut house," or in trouble with the law. Even I know how bizarre I can be.LOL ... You are SUCH a wonderful friend, Charmaine. During the summer of 2010 when I went off my rocker with G. and the friends on her blog, you stayed with me, and I think of you as one of the most loyal and affectionate persons, I've ever known... Thank you sweet darling, you are indeed a wonderful diamond, and this site is so, so fortunate to have you on. xxxxdavid
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I can relate to how you feel.
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I noticed Bob's name on my Visitor's list a few days ago, but he didn't leave any comment..not strange of course, with the filthy posts I've been writing recently... The last posts of his mentioned how badly he felt about having to lay off workers in his office.. Poor Guy! I would HATE having to do that. Thank you Layla for reading my posts even the deranged ones I sometimes feel a compulsion to write. lol. love, David
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...And you for me too, Smarty. The world DOES seem more crazy than normal. I imagine you and Bubbles, living in the New York area, probably are living in a world that pays intense attention to every strange noise, and notices the lagging economy much more than M. and I do out here in "no man's land." Be safe, sweet lady! xxxxdavid
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It's a coincidence you write this now, as just the other day I was thinking of how usually in august you close shop until the following summer and that you were still here at the end of september and wondered if you were going to hang around through out the winter....... Thanks again for you comment, dear Silk Petal..
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It's a coincidence you write this now, as just the other day I was thinking of how usually in august you close shop until the following summer and that you were still here at the end of september and wondered if you were going to hang around through out the winter....... silky... 
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I can relate to how you feel.
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