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What a day..some thoughts.
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What a day..some thoughts. I ran out for some groceries earlier, mostly fresh fruit for the next few days, and while driving home I had one of those urges to just want to keep driving and see where I end up. The weather was gorgeous today and this evening, windows down, breathing in the fresh air...heavenly. I came straight home of course knowing I have to work 13 hours tomorrow. But soon enough I will be on vacation and looking forward to it. My favorite part of my ride home is always driving along the Wisconsin River. It is so very beautiful, I wonder how many others think the same thing every day? Anyway, all in all a really great day. I reconnected via email, text and a phone call with someone I met on this site 4 or 5 years ago. We have never met, just have a nice friendship. I posted on Greeneyes blog the other day about my several year dry spell. But today I realized I am just craving human contact more then sex. We all need human contact of some sort and for those of us that are single, if you don't date, you are likely to go very long periods without even the basic of touch. We humans are a strange breed. Anyway, I worked 6 hours of overtime this morning, then came home, and eventually received a call from my friend. He lives several states away, so no chance in ever meeting, but somehow we remain friends anyway. I love the gentle way he gets me to have phone sex with him. He is so patient, I love that about him. I hate guys that pressure you into things, it really turns me off. When they do that, I never see them again. Anyway, I am on some medication that has interfered with my sex drive. Although I have never tested it with a real person. Unless you count the phone sex today. He sounded so amazing I could immediately feel it to my core. I even took out a toy to aid me, with no success. But I was also pretty tired from no sleep and work. After we hung up, I took a brief nap. I felt great even though the phone sex didn't have complete positive results. I felt wanted again, even if I know I will never see him. Isn't it great to feel wanted? But, then on my drive home this evening...I suddenly felt sad. I guess I came down from the days high. I need some lingering hugs, passionate kissing and touching. I'm not getting any younger and the thought I will grow old alone worries me. Anyway, that was my day. I haven't posted in almost a year. Not sure I even have any followers anymore. Mostly, I think I just needed to think out loud so to speak. Ok, off to bed I go...I gotta be up in 4 hours for a 13 hour work day. Be happy... Hugs... I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR MY OWN HAPPINESS!! (MY LIFE'S PHILOSOPHY) |
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You still have at least one follower. I can relate to most of what you've written here, long dry spell, a friend who I've never met in person, the need for intimate companionship and the desire to be wanted. I have a feeling what you have described is quite common.
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Thanks for taking the time to comment. I read it today and think I was silly for posting it. But, you are correct about me, clearly I am not just looking for sex. I think I am long overdo for a complete overhaul to my profile. I have some vacation time coming up soon, think I might just need to add that to my TO DO list. Best Wishes, I hope you find what you are looking for also. I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR MY OWN HAPPINESS!! (MY LIFE'S PHILOSOPHY)
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You still have at least one follower. I can relate to most of what you've written here, long dry spell, a friend who I've never met in person, the need for intimate companionship and the desire to be wanted. I have a feeling what you have described is quite common. Have a great summer, and keep on the look out, ya never know when I might pop in again. I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR MY OWN HAPPINESS!! (MY LIFE'S PHILOSOPHY)
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That was a very nice post, and I think you're simply feeling what we all feel once in a while. Maybe you don't always have everything you want, but you learn to appreciate the little things, and that's more than a lot of people can do.
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