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Kind of an up and down day today...
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Kind of an up and down day today... Well, day one of trying to feel better didn't work out as planned. I got up early, got some rest, and decided to take a hour long hot bath to soak to deal with the pain. The bath really did help, but after the bath, I noticed the shower/bath area was a bit dirty, so I drained the tub after, and got to scrubbing and cleaning the tub and shower area. So I ran the shower while cleaning, got it nice and sparkly, and felt better as I got something small accomplished. I then took care of some cleaning around the house, and I did a phone interview for a job today. While I think it went well, I later got a call back from the recruiter which said the guy felt that I didn't have quite enough experience for the job working as a Data Center Engineer. Plus the questions the interviewer had were fairly difficult and I tried to explain that if you give me enough time, I can be taught, but I guess he wanted someone with more experience so he wouldn't have to waste time training someone. I felt a bit bummed about it, but afterwards, I realized that the amount of experience he was asking for was a bit of a stretch as he wanted someone with multiple years of experience with Linux and Windows Servers systems, and I only have a small smattering of experience when it comes to that. I'm more of a technicial/mechanical type of guy, not a network type of guy. Which doesn't mean I don't know how, but just that it's my weaker side of things, and I was honest about it, and I guess he wanted someone more stronger with networking. The problem is for the money that he was offering, it should have been a LOT more if that's what he wanted. So....I guess it wasn't a total loss. Least I got the opportunity to interview out of 250 people which isn't bad. Anyway, I tried to pick myself up from the loss of the job, and continued on. I got outside, walked the dog, which was nice to get out of the house for a change and I felt better getting out of the house. And after I got back, I washed the dishes and took out the trash and got some laundry done. So I felt like I got stuff accomplished today. I think the little things of me focusing on things to do today helped me feel a bit better about myself, and sometimes little goals can help move you along the way. Finally, even though I wasn't supposed to be looking at porn today, ( I wanted to follow Heathen's advice and give myself 30 days without porn, which meant not being here to look at pictures ) I did feel some stirrings, which meant a bit of my<b> libido </font></b>has returned a bit. But I'm going to stick with it as much as possible so I can give myself a porn break. Gonna stay strong if I can. Other than that...I'm burnt out, so I am planning on hitting the sack and getting to bed earlier tonight. Hopefully getting back to a routine will help. Alright, that's all I got. Peace. Who can you call on to save the day? Why none other than... Agent  |
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Sooooo sleepy.... Who can you call on to save the day? Why none other than... Agent
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