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Depraved Deprivation  

justpervin29 50M
266 posts
4/5/2016 10:01 pm
Depraved Deprivation


He sees
the silent tremor
of his muted phone.
Others on the conference call
listens to one of his peers
drone on about
the roadblocks
they have fixed
and new ones they now face
on this project
they have been working on.
Grabbing his phone
and pressing
the work email app,
he pretends to be checking
an important email
before he brings the phone close
into his lap
and switched apps
so he can see her text.
For you Sir
is the caption of the pic.
He fights hard
not to show any reaction
as the pic
of her
pulling her bra and top
to one side
exposing one of her breasts
finishes downloading.
He can’t stop
the automatic response he has
every time
he sees those breasts
and she knows it.
That’s why she sent it.
She knew
beneath his professional demeanor
She was stirring
devilish desires within him.
She knew
he would be trying to quell
that familiar bulge
that grew by the moment.
As discreetly as possible he replied.
“Not fair
wish I was there babygurl.
In mtg 4 next hr n half
gawd you look so good. talk l8r”
He goes back
to listening to updates
until the next text arrives.
He repeats the process
of checking the text.
A sharp inhale
at what he sees,
forces him
to fake a cough
to conceal the gasp.
He takes a drink
from his bottle
hoping to sell the ruse
as a mere tickle in his throat.
Most don’t even notice
his reaction and
continue to listen to the presenter.
He waits a few moments
before he rechecks the phone.
He is greeted with the sight
of her lovely thighs
spread wide
showcasing
just how wet her thong panties are.
Wet and ready for you Sir.
Was all the text said,
but the soaked thong
trumpeted volumes.
Quietly he texts his response.
STOP IT
cant play now in mtg
time and place 4 it!
He knows she is relishing
being the naughty cock tease.
He switches his phone
back over to the work email app
and puts it down
on his notebook.
Now he is distracted.
They both know
what a wanton cumslut she is.
She wants to appease him.
Cook for him.
Clean for him.
Have his cock
use her any way
any time,
every way
all the time.
She want to give him
a place to be
so when she needs
his strong arms
or to lay in his lap
and just be safe
to just be her
That she has that refuge.
That he is always there for her.
She can’t resist.
She want to give him a reason
to claim her
the second he comes home.
He checks his phone again.
There she is
panties down below her knees
as she bends over
a conference room table.
Her pretty pink pussy
wet with desire
swollen with need.
All fully on display,
an offering to her Sir.
Her needing to be filled
Overrules the smart lady
That she is.
The text reads.
Time n place = here n now
please sir please
your fuckdoll needs u
She eagerly awaited his response.
Nothing came back quickly.
She waits until
his meeting was over,
yet still no response.
No word
for the rest of the work day.
It wasn’t until
She hears him pull in
that she knows when
She would hear from him.
Anxiously
She went over to the couch
bent over,
hiked her skirt up
over her waist.
She spread her legs just so,
so as she stood in her heels
she was just at right height for him
and quietly waited.
He was about forty-five minutes later
than normal.
The solitary grocery bag
and brown paper bag
were the explanation
for the missing minutes.
She expected him
to rush in
and fury fuck her
like she so desperately wanted
and needed.
Instead she heard him
set a few thing on the counter
just out of her line of sight.
The rustling of the bags subsided
And his footsteps echoes closer.
Her body felt
a sense of relief and purpose
when his hand
ran up the back of her leg
and across her tight ass cheeks.
He still hadn’t
uttered a single word.
The gentle touch
Of his hand
glides over her exposed butt.
His hand leaves her
just long enough
for him to come alongside her
and take her hand.
She looked at him
and his eyes
asked her to stand up.
She complied.
His eyes held hers
With an intimate grip.
His hand knew her body well.
He didn't have to see
To know where to place his hands.
His eyes
weigh heavy upon her..
He lets her look
but not see
what he is thinking.
This isn’t what
she was expecting.
No bull rush charge
to claim and use her.
She expected
a fury fuck
for all her naughty behavior.
The silence
is what is said.
The back of his hand
softly caresses
her cheek
before sliding down
and gently grazing
back and forth
over her nipple.
Her smile
mirrors his.
As his smile fades
the back of his fingers
fall away from her.
There is something new
or something she hadn’t noticed
within his<b> blues
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The emotion or thought alludes her
as she tries to look deeper.
It’s not good
nor is it bad,
but it is something,
Curling his fingers
under her top,
the top is slowly lifted
and pulled over her head.
She instinctively knows
silence needs to remain.
The familiar sensation
of his hand
cradling her face,
reassures her
what a great fucktoy
She is
and to acknowledge
She is doing exactly
what she should be doing.
There is sense a sadness
that she feels
as his attentive hand
leaves her beautiful face.
Her bra is removed
and falls on top of your shirt.
She watches him
kneel down before her
to help her out of her heels.
The feeling of his thumbs
forcing their way
between her and her skirt
is the first step
for him
to slide the skirt
over her hips
and onto the floor.
He runs his hands
up the length of her legs.
He doesn’t have to say
how beautiful she is
or how good she feels
because she knows
exactly how he feels
about every inch of her.
He removed her skirt
and then her panties.
She enjoy
how his hands
run and flow
over every curve.
He seems happy,
enjoying the feel of her skin
for several minutes.
He can smell her scent
and see your puckered nipples.
He sees the flow and sway
Of her body response.
Her breathing tells him
She is ready.
Taking her hand
in his,
he leads her to the kitchen.
He pulls a box
From the paper bag.
He opens up the case
And pulls out
A pair of black lace panties
And a remote.
Taking the panties
He kneels down
Allowing her to step into them.
He pulls them up
The length of her legs
Until the thin straps
Rest upon her hips.
His hand
Slides between her thigh
As she feels to curved bulge
Tucked into the panties
Press against her.
His devilish smile
Let her know
Her pleasure
Her torturous teasing pleasure
Is all literally
At his whim
With the simple
Press of a button.
He motioned to the floor.
From there she knelt
And silently watched.
She was naked,
Except for the panties.
The thoughts
Of the delicious fury fuck
Have long disappeared.
Here she waitted
Watched
Obeyed.
He pulled out a pan
And turned on the stove top.
He pulled out several items
From the grocery bag.
She watched him
Effortlessly navigate
The kitchen
A drop of butter in the pan
The distinct sound
Of peppercorns
Being ground
accented the faint aroma
Of the seasoning he used.
The delicious sizzle,
as the steak
hitting the hot pan,
broke the silence of the house.
Grabbing a few vegetables
He proceeded
To wash and cut the them
Into bite size pieces
As the steak seared
It's juices within.
He pulls out the pre packaged salad
Dumps into in a bowl.
Next in go the veggies,
And gives it all a few tosses
By simply flicking his wrist.
The salad tries to escape the bowl
Only to be caught.
Bottom to top
With each churning toss.
Placing the salad on the table
He looks down
And gives her
A gentle smile.
He flips the steak
And spoons
The drippings
Over the top of the steak.
Walking past her
He sets the table for one.
She lets out a sharp moan
When he unexpectedly
Pressed the button
On the remote
Getting the sudden pulsing
Of the vibrator
In her new panties.
The vibe strummed against her
As he turned off the stovetop
And let the steak rest.
She felt the vibrations
Roll through her.
He upped the intensity
As she breathed in sharply
As her body adjusted to the sensation.
In a moment
It was all gone.
He set the remote down,
motioned her
To beside the table.
She kneels beside his chair.
The smell of steak
Fills the air.
He fills his bowl
With salad
And adds dressing.
He turns on the vibe
On its lowest setting
Just enough
To get
And keep her wet.
A long slow massage
And tease.
She watches him eat
And enjoy the meal he cooked.
A meal she should have cooked.
She hadn’t put the pieces together yet.
He was going to show her
He didn’t need her to do
All that she does.
He just needs her.
He wants her.
This is the role
She needs him to be.
Her service
Is her desire.
He cut a piece of steak,
Set down the knife and fork
And picked it up
With his fingers.
He didnt look down
He simply held it out
Towards her
Like he was sneaking
Table scraps
To the beloved family pet.
She took the steak
And ate it
As she was kneeling
Naked on the floor
Beside him.
He took a few more bites
Of steak
Before he pushed
His salad around
And ate the last bite of it.
He cut her
Another bite of steak.
This time she wrapped her mouth
Around his fingers
As she took the steak.
The constant buzz
Of her panties
Was like a growing itch
That needed to be scratch.
She sucked
On his fingers.
He immediately
Pulled his hand away.
Normal
This is where he would fulfill her desires
And call her an eager wanton slut.
But no rebuke
Or any words came.
He didn’t even look at her.
He picked up the remote
And turned off the vibe.
He pointed to the kitchen
As to tell her
To go wait over there.
She had just lost her right
To be near him.
She made her way
Over to the kitchen.
She knelt there
And watched him
Till he finished his meal.
For some reason
She felt a small rush
Of excitement
As she watch him
Take his napkin
From his lap
And pick up his dishes.
He turned on the remote
On the second lowest setting.
As he filled the sink
With hot water.
He made a few more trips between
The table and kitchen
As he brought all the items back.
Turning off the hot water.
He turned to look at her.
His face was stoic
No anger no joy.
His ran over her
As he merely observed
How her body
Was responding.
He had cooked
And now he cleaned.
He turned the vibe up
One setting more
As he started consolidating the leftovers
And filling the sink with dishes.
The subtle seismic quakes
That rattled against her
Made her heart rate
Pick up.
She watched
As he rolled up his sleeves
And sunk his hands
Into the hot water
When they should have been
All over her.
Dish by dish
He cleaned and rinsed.
The little clink
Of the dishes
Settling into the strainer
Only hieghtend
Her bodies senses.
Her panties
Were becoming soaked.
It felt so good
But it wasnt enough
It was a delicious sample
Of pleasure
Yet only being able to look
At the decadent dessert
That was them together
As one.
She could feel her lungs
Try to keep pace
With her desire..
Clink.
As the bowl
Settled against the glass.
Her skin felt electric
As she knelt watching him.
Clink
As the plate
Settled against the glass.
She could feel the wetness
Start to escape
From her panties.
Plink
As all the cutlery
Fell into place.
She could feel
The tightness of her skin
As her nipples pucked
And yearned for attention.
Clank
As the salad bowl
Made space for itself
In the strainer.
He could hear her breathing hard
Trying not to pant
Or moan
As the vibe
Reverberate the pleasure
Deep into her core.
In an instant
With a simple click
Of his finger
On the remote
The sensation was gone.
Her skin was flush
And felt like the heat
Fri her desire
Hissed like steam
Against the air,
He looked over at her
As he wiped the bowl dry.
A self satisfied smirk
Curled his lips
As he watched her breasts
Exaggerate
The heave of lungs
Trying to refill with air.
He knew she was close
To need a release.
He also knew
All the pleasure she enjoyed
With any toy
Was a mere surrogate
For the feeling
Of feeling him
Stretch and fill her so.
He knew the cool down
Would be not what her body wanted
It now no longer want
A release
But it needed one.
He dropped the pan
In the hot water
Then put the bowl in the cupboard
He didn't have to look
To know she was biting her lip
Like she did
When she wanted to say something
When she wanted to just let go and cum
She watched him wash the pan
But her clit still throbbed
She was wet
She was ready
She need to feel
That pleasure
To course through her again.
She slowly shifted
Her weight from leg to leg
So her pussy
Could massage itself.
The denial
Was to much to endure
And she needed more.
Without provocation
He turned and glared at her
The venom in his eyes
Said the words he didn't have to say.
Without looking
He had known
What she was trying to do.
She hung her head
As the shame
Of disappointing him
Was to much to bear.
She couldn't bear
To look at him.
She kept her head down
As he walked back and forth
Cleaning off
The rest of the table.
He had made a plate for her
As well as a bowl of salad.
He wrapped it all up
And placed it in the fridge
Along with the rest of the meal.
She heard him finish cleaning up.
Then snapped her fingers
To call to her
As he walked out to the living room
There he motioned her
To lay
In the corner of the couch.
She laid back
And was facing
The big comfy chair.
He adjusted her into place.
He leaned in close
As if going for a kiss
And then to lay on top of her,
When he pulled away.
He peeled the
Saturated panties
Off of her.
He positioned her
For his optimal viewing.
At this point
Any touch from him
Is what she craved.
He spread her legs
And backed away.
He picked up the clothes
He had removed from her earlier
And folded them all
Into a neat pile.
He left the room for a moment
Bringing back a towel
And some lube.
She watch him
Lay the towel out
In front of the chair.
Piece by piece
He removed
Every single piece of clothing
He was wearing.
He settled into the big comfy chair.
She doesn’t yet know
He was just going teach her
just how much
she is his fucktoy
and he is the one
that dictates her pleasure.
Little does she know
how much it eviscerates his heart
to watch her suffer so.
You could see the passion
And the lust
Just seething from her.
She didnt know
How he has to withhold
His attention and adoration
that she now
so desperately seeks.
He can see her mind
running throughout the day.
How she wanted to excite him
how she wanted him to crave her.
How she needed
to be his fucktoy
so she could shed
Her real world self
and be part of us.
But without this emptiness and need
how else will she learn
how complete
He makes her know
how he makes both of them
whole.

You watch me
Pull out a bottle of lube.
I look at you
Holding your gaze
As I drizzle the lube
With the flair a mixologist
Pouring a drink.
You watch the lube
Slowly run down
The length
Of my erect rigid shaft
Like fresh maple syrup
Down the side
Of a steaming hot stack
Of pancakes.
You watch me
start the journey
to get lost in your world,
without you.
I take myself
Into my hand
and look you in the eye.
My hand
slowly slides up and down
the slick veiny shaft.
My eyes
tell you the tale
That I
don’t need you to cum
and that this time
I am going to without you.
Tonight is about teaching you
punishment
isn’t all spanks and fury fucks.
Wanton cumsluts
don’t get to decide when and where.
You are a fucktoy
I use you anywhere
anytime I want.
Disobedience has a price
and tonight
is a painful lesson
You will learn.
I had asked you
To stop teasing me
Because I cant think
When I think of you.
So now you have to watch me
Find my release
When all you can do is watch.
Thats the pain I felt
The rest of the day
Because I could have you
When you wanted me.
I start pumping my hand
Faster and faster
Up and down my shaft
As I use the image
Of your naked body before me
As the template
Of the fantasy
I am creating.
My eyes
thrusting hard
and fast into
that beautiful pink flower.
Fucking you hard
And deep
Without ever touching you.
My beautiful hand
sliding up and down
My swollen shaft.
My mind
listens to the echos
of the memories
of your moans,
the pleadings
of “Fuck me harder Sir”.
You are helpless
to help me find the release
as you watch
the tension build up within me.
Stroking more and more.
You can see
There are images
And sensations
Twirling around in my head.
My eyes grow heavy
Slowly glazing over
As I covet
The naked body before me.
My lust drunken gaze
latches on
to your breasts.
You can feel my thoughts
tugging at your nipple
as you become mesmerized
watching the rhythmic cadence
of me stroking.
Your pussy is weeping
With the need to feel me
Inside you now.
I murmur your name.
My moans grow louder.
You strain to listen
So you can hear
The very sound of my stroking
As it mimics the sound
We make
When I invade
That wet wanton pussy
Over and over again.
My head has no support
As it falls back.
I am there
on the cusp.
It’s not fair
You are so close to me
but you aren’t
the instrument
of my pleasure.
You watch
As my muscles tighten
My groan
Trumpets your name
Instead of your title.
The memory of you
And the vision of you there watching
Is an outsourcing.
A replacement of you
Right now
You are a spectator
Not my fucktoy.
With this you watch
This Vulcan display
As I erupt.
With the spewing magma
Of my desire and pleasure.
My release
Nearly defying gravity
As it shoots
Toward the heavens
Then flows
Down the length of me.
The cum meant for you,
that should be in
and on you
is now wasted.
Wasted without you.
You witness
Hephaestus mold
That once hardened obelisk
Back into a mailable state.
As the eruptions
And surges slow.
I sit back in the chair,
let's my heart rate slow
And my breathing
To normalize.
This is normally
Where you
clean up your Sir.
Instead
you watch several drops
of my cum
defiantly hang
from the tip of me.
Those drops of cum
are mocking you,
taunting you
with the vision
of what you should have
But don't.
You feel your lips swollen
and your desire drip
as you crave to feel this man.
You want to cry out
to beg and plead
wanting to do anything
to feel me inside you
in this very moment.
You didnt stop teasing
When you should have
Now you cant start
When you want to.
As I recover
I slowly clean up the mess
That I have made.
Clean up myself
And take care of the towel.
Returning to the room
After I sit
In the chair.
I motion you
To come to me.
I can see the loss
In your eyes
But I hide my pain
As I welcome you
Onto my lap
And into my arms.
I hold you close.
The comfort of us
Enables you
To let all the emotions
And reservations
Simply drain from you.
Here you are safe.
Here you can be the you
That you are,
Not the one everyone else sees.
My arms are the shield
That protects you.
Theses shoulder
On which you lay your head on
Carry the load
Of any burden you may bear.
The chest
You rest upon
I the foundation
To which you can forge
anything you desire.
I have shown you
I don't need you for pleasure.
I have shown you
I don't need you for cleaning.
I has shown you
I don't need you for cooking.
Those are simply roles.
Tonight I have shown you
what I want from you
is simply the trust of your
Surrender to me
As I surrender to you.
This predictable man
is trying to be
unpredictable for you.
Right here
On my lap
Or in my arms
Is a spot in this world
You will always have.
These shoulders
Will provide you
A forever safe haven.
Here you are free
Here you just have to be.
Here is where I am.
Time stands still
As I simply hold you.
Our bodies say
All the words
That need to be spoken.
My arms have you
My heart holds you.
The pain of being denied
Has subsided
And you turn your head
To look up at me.
“I’m sorry Sir”
I smile and touch your face
With my fingertips.
You’ve learnt your lesson.
I can feel
The wetness you leave on my lap.
The peace and sanctuary
Of my arms
Has only delayed your need
For release.
Our eyes meet
And adoration and desire
Burns from your eyes now.
A slow smirk
Crawls across my lips.
Seems like you have learnt your lessons
And that behavior should be rewarded.
I push you onto the floor
then yank your head back
By your hair
As I slide myself
Into that tight sweet hole.
“Fucking cumslut cocktease”
Seems like,
You will get that fury fuck
You’ve been wanting all day long.

Will add some author notes later...

Smile - you never know who may need one
justpervin29 - comments are most welcomed.


Sapiogurl 61F
3997 posts
4/6/2016 2:05 pm

OMG Sir, I am hanging on every word. EVERY word. You write the thoughts I feel when I am naked, without the benefit of my wardrobe disguise. I feel the thoughts just before I read the words. The shame of the clink the dishes make that held the meal I should have cooked for you. Then the ultimate punishment made double. Denying me your hard cock THEN making me watch you stroke knowing how wet I get watching your strong man hands grip your hard on. The moans, licking my lips, denied the delicious thick cream.

Damn, I don't deserve you but will accept your rabid hate fuck as my exquisite penance.
Your Fucktoy


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justpervin29 replies on 4/6/2016 3:16 pm:
Makes me overjoyed to know you enjoyed it. I was afraid it may have been to slow in my attempt to build a distance and painfully quiet scene to accentuate the withholding of attention etc.. The thought of an aggressively passive-aggressive mode of punishment was a thought that made me think and thought it would be almost harsh but effective. You are always so wonderful in your kind words.

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xoxoxo

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