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Poems post #24 - last one
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Poems post #24 - last one This is the last one with more than one poem, I'm all caught up until I write more! This Is What It's Like This is what it's like to lose your soul mate This is what it's like for them to walk away This is what it's like to be rejected by THE ONE Even though there's so many words left to say Two people so perfect for each other We were complete halves of a whole No one could fit me any better I swear he was my twin soul Talking about marriage and a family Our future was all but set Until he rejected our love How easy it was for him to forget The memories are always there Floating around in my head Everything reminds me of him All the sweet things he did and said I feel so numb, yet so much pain I feel like half of me is torn apart I really thought he was my future Instead he crushed my heart This is what it's like to find your other half Then have them ripped away while you cry This is what it's like to feel complete Then to have that part of you die copyright June 5, 2009 ~~~ I Fake A Smile I fake a smile So no one will see All the hurt built up Deep inside of me I fake a smile To hide all the pain To mask the tears That fall like rain I fake a smile So no one will know That my hope gets crushed But it continues to grow I fake a smile As I play make believe To show my false happiness I always deceive I fake a smile To make my face a lie My real thoughts never show How much I want to die I fake a smile Maybe one day it'll freeze It will never be real There's too much hurt in me 6/16/08 ~~~~~~~~~ ~You Say Smile~ You say smile, but why should I? For me, happiness is not to be found Hope always brushes my fingertips Then disappears into the ground. You say smile, but what for? Sadness keeps me company Depression is my constant friend Tears blind me to see. You say smile, but how can I? An easy expression, so alien to my face Feeling lost is what I'm used to Always searching for my place. You say smile, but that will never happen. It's too late to do that anymore. Smiling is to believe in hope and happiness I've already been hurt to the core. copyright 2/20/08 ~~~~~~~~~~ ~How Does It Feel~ How does it feel to rip my heart out? How does it feel to cause me pain? How does it feel to make the tears fall? How does it feel to drive me insane? You knew what it would do. You knew how it would break me. You knew how to play your game. You knew I wouldn't want to see. You are just like all the others. You just wanted to crush me too. You get a kick out of leading me on. Choking me with your lies so my feelings grew. You knew exactly what touch, what kiss To use to lure me in. You knew exactly what gesture, what line To ensure I couldn't win. You carefully broke down my barriers. Drawing me deeper into your snare. Your lying eyes promising me the world. Reassuring me that you did care. You've added to the scars on my wrist. Feel proud of what you've wrought. A permanent reminder of what I fell for. All your pretty lies that I bought. You've added to the emotional scars. That get deeper everyday. More weight to carry on my shoulders. Congratulations for getting your way. How does it feel to have succeeded In hurting me more than ever? How does it feel to have made me believe That we could be something together? copyright 2/17/08 ~~~~~~~~~~ ~New Year~ It's just another day Just another misery Just another thought Just another sad turning point for me It's just another desolate year Just another scar on my wrist Just another tear falling away Just another memory to miss It's just another piece of my soul Just a chance for another heart break Just another scream no one hears Just another shattered heart left in the wake It's just another path diverted Just another wound opened Just another hopeless beginning Just another cut in my soul to mend copyright 1/1/08 ~~~~~~~~~ ~Lessons~ I'm meant to be by myself I'm meant to be alone I'm meant to be hurt constantly My heart will never find a home Happiness is something for others It's never meant for me My heart is always broken No one has the key Tears are an outlet for the pain As they keep a steady flow down my cheeks A release for the struggle I am in Though they make me feel so very weak Once my tears run dry Once my head is clear I see it all with different eyes Head on, I face the fear You have to prick your finger on thorns Before you can pick the rose From the pain comes a lesson To know who loves you the most The memories of the hurt will always be there A reminder of what made my heart bleed The other half of my soul is somewhere My treasure in the vastness of the sea Copyright 5/23/07 I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless! |
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I like your work. There is a lyrical, musical quality to it and it conveys pain in a personal, but at the same time, universal way.
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I like your work. There is a lyrical, musical quality to it and it conveys pain in a personal, but at the same time, universal way. I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless!
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