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Poems post #23
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Poems post #23 ~Shut Up~ Shut up with your lies Shut up with your negativity Shut up with your lectures Shut up with your lack of faith in me I don't want to hear I'll never be anything I don't want to hear my life will never go anywhere I don't want to hear your jealous words I don't want to hear the silent accusations in your hateful stare You just can't stand I have my whole life While yours dwindles away That I can and will be more than what you are My ears are deaf to the horrible things you say I will make something of myself More than you could ever be I will become what I dream Just watch and see Copyright 5/27/07 ~~~~~ ~Happy Memories of Pain~ I miss the smiles I miss the laughter I miss the silly jokes What happened to sisters ever after? I'm not your best friend anymore I suppose you're not mine in return It wasn't my decision to choose You made it for me, I had to learn We kept drifting further and further apart You found someone else to be close to I got left in the dust of our broken friendship But I just can't quite let go of you I miss the late nights of girlish giggles When everything was set in stone I'd never dreamed you'd walk away from me one day Leaving me standing here all alone You say we can remain friends But the closeness we had is gone I've been replaced by another I have to tell my sister 'so long' The happy memories cause pain The smiles are replaced by tears I feel so helpless and desolate I don't recognize the girl in the mirror I spent so much of my life with you always there Now I stumble without you by my side Our paths have separated They're no longer tied How do you live without your best friend? I've had to figure it out so fast Never take anything for granted Nothing in this life will last Copyright 5/27/07 ~~~~ "Stolen Happiness" You can't stand to see me happy You hate seeing a smile on my face Every time you glimpse hope in my eyes You put me in my place When I'm having fun and life's going right You topple me down from cloud nine When there is no rain spilling down my cheeks You say spiteful things to block out the sunshine You tear my hopes and dreams apart Saying I'm a fool for thinking they'd come true Ripping my soul apart piece by piece For awhile there, you were succeeding too I was starting to believe happiness wasn't for me But I realized you wanted me to be down You had me convinced I was a lost cause That I'd never get out of this town You built me a hole that was deep and dark You erected it with no way out My fingers scrambling for purchase on the slippery dirt My voice grew too hoarse to shout I sank back down in my tears My hope of getting away long gone Giving myself up to the darkness of pain I had no more happy songs But the sun touched me deep down Shining its rays of warmth Dried the tears and dirt keeping me there Bundled me up in its arms Lifted me into its loving light Pieced back together my dreams Showed me happiness was within my reach Made me understand life isn't as bad as it seems Copyright 5/15/07 ~~~~ "Dead Inside" Lonely and hated Depressed and jaded Love is belated She is faded Always crying Inside she's dying Everyone's lying Broken dreams sighing Sell her soul Never be whole Always so cold No one to hold Time slips by like sand No one holds out a hand Pain grips her heart like a steel band Make someone understand! copyright 1/24/07 ~~~~~ "The Weight Of 'Friendship'" Keep my silence Hold inside Problems building Bury deep to hide Anger flares Exploding bright No matter what I do It's never right Always in the wrong According to them Always my fault According to my "friend" Maybe our friendship Just wasn't meant to be Maybe these big fights Was meant to make me see That our personalities Just wouldn't work out Each clash of wills Grows more doubt I'm sick of trying When she doesn't too I'm sick of being the "bad friend" When I'm the one that's true My shoulders grow heavy With each thing I don't say Sick of carrying the weight So she can have her way Anger has replaced the hurt I no longer care Goodbye to another "friend" That was too selfish to be there copyright 1/24/07 I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless! |
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I can identify with a lot of the writing! Very well done ...
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I'm enjoying your writing, thanks!
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I'm enjoying your writing, thanks! I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless!
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