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Poems post #12
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Poems post #12 What Holds Me Back Look around. Listen to the sounds. Pay attention to details. You'll see and hear people being killed. What happened to goodwill? What happened to the great nation our ancestors built? Murders happen everyday. The dead bodies are layed in the ground to decay. What has happened to everyone? Why can't we all just get along? Sing a happy song. Depression rules my emotions. I'm just going through the motions. Not even realizing what I'm doing. Not even tasting the food that I'm chewing. I should be an actress. I act out a part all the time. I never forget my lines. No one would ever guess the thoughts that run through my head. I cry myself to sleep while lying in my bed. I wish one night I would go to sleep and never wake. I'd praise God if my life he would take. I love a guy who will never love me. How can it be? I don't deserve all this misery. Sure I've been bad. But not enough to be this sad. Almost everyday people push me closer to the edge. Only two things hold me back. My love and my dear, sweet best friend. copyright 2002 ~ * ~ Sadness Look at me. Can't any one see? All the sadness in my eyes. That has accumulated over time. Sadness from my childhood. I've been fairly good. I did nothing to deserve all this pain. I feel like I'm going insane. Although I am not that many years old. There is a lot of sadness that could be told. I am mature beyond my years. I have cried way too many tears. I had to grow up faster than I wanted to. Why is life so cruel? I hate my life. I always cry. People wouldn't believe all I've been through. They'd say it isn't true. They'd say I'm happy. But that's only to look at me. If they'd dig deep. They'd find terrible secrets I've had to keep. I want to die, but yet I want to live. There's so much love that I want to give. The guy I want to give my love to. Doesn't even know I exist, I wish it wasn't true. But I will keep pushing on. Until I am gone. copyright 2002 ~ * ~ Why? I've never cried real tears until now And I don't know how I'll be able to live without you You were my reason for being alive With you around, I knew I'd be able to survive Now that she's got you, I'll never be the same Maybe up until now everything was a game I feel like my heart is shattered Nothing matters anymore Just the sight of you makes my eyes well up with tears All my worst fears have come true In my eyes life isn't worth living anymore Because you're not there like you were before I have to say goodbye to the only guy I'll ever love Now everyday I'll ask the Lord above Why? copyright 2002 ~ * ~ With You and Me I will love you forever Even though we'll never be together I will cry myself to sleep every night Wishing you were here to hold me tight But I guess things weren't meant to be With you and me Copyright 2003 ~ * ~ Tears Fall From My Eyes Tears fall from eyes. Down my cheeks and to the sky. Where Angels gather them and take them to God's castle. Where he has been watching my battle. Depression, hurt, and pain. Then he sends them down to earth as rain. He doesn't care about what I go through. He doesn't care that my skies are never blue. I pray for help, but it doesn't come. Everyone is God's , but he doesn't care about this one. copyright 2000 I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless! |
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Really liking the stuff you are posting I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless!
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