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Poems post #7
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Poems post #7 His Voice (Senryu) The sound of his voice full of melody and peace chases me always Copyright 2002 ~ * ~ A Sea of Uncertainty I sink inside of myself deep Drowning in all the feelings that I keep Deep inside of my soul I've never felt completely whole When I let my emotions out People tell me not to pout So I pull back in Afraid to reach out again Each time is harder than the last I don't want to think about my past My future is unknown And in the present I'm all alone So what is left for me A sea of uncertainty Afraid to reach out But I am afraid of myself Copyright 2000 ~ * ~ If I Had The Choice Sometimes we win Sometimes we lose Sometimes we choose Our paths through life Many people pass us by Of all the things I've suffered and endured I know I'd never go back and give up my love for him if I had the choice And I wouldn't trade how I feel about him for anything To truly love him is an honor and I will cherish it always Even though he will never know So even though my heart will never allow me to say goodbye to him And right now I can't bring myself to move on I know the way I feel about him will never be gone Copyright 2002 ~ * ~ Designs of Death Mascara runs down my cheeks I feel so weak From the blood flowing from my wrists All I can tell you is this I carved a pretty design One that is mine Red slices float to the top Keeps flowing, it won't stop It mixes with my tears As it combines with my mascara and smears It runs down my cheeks and to my wrists I now carve some twists New red flows out of my skin Releasing all my pain, hurt, and everything that's been Now I feel so dizzy My mind is very busy Thinking of my life and friends I can't concentrate on them I've lost too much blood; my life comes to an end Copyright 2002 ~ * ~ Within These Four Walls Within these four walls is my safeplace, but also my fears. Within these four walls I've shed many tears. Within these four walls I sing until my voice is gone. Within these four walls I write countless stories, poems, songs. Within these four walls I cry out that I want to die. Within these four walls I try desparately to grasp onto life. Within these four walls is where I am night and day. Within these four walls I can make everything be okay. These walls harbor my dreams. And no matter how bad it seems. All I have to do is draw into my own little world. Where I am a beautiful, talented girl. My own little slice of privacy. When I escape inside of me. These four walls protect me from harsh reality. My hurt is deeper than you'd ever think it'd be. Within these four walls are my fears, thoughts, and dreams. Within these four walls, nothing is quite what it seems. copyright 2002 I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless! |
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