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Poems post #5 I Cared Enough To Know Blond hair, blue eyes The perfect looking guy Muscles and money But that's no reason to call him honey Have you looked into those deep blue eyes? Have you seen what's inside? Have you found his soul? Have you looked at him as a whole? Have you found what he's made of? His heart, dreams, what he loves? He's more than just money and looking good. Are you looking at him the way you should? I know his thoughts get so deep. And they cause him to lose sleep. I know he is searching for things that he doesn't know how to find. His sadness has turned into chains that bind. He wants to live life from day to day. Although, he can't find his way. He lost it long ago. Because people stopped caring enough to know. I long to hug away all the hurt. To chase away the memories of dirt. Full of pain. That makes him want to go insane. But he doesn't show this side to anyone. He longs to feel the warmth of the sun. His blood ran cold. When his soul was sold. He may not say anything. But in those eyes is everything. I cared enough to look inside. I see him as a real guy. I took the time to know him through and through. Can you say the same thing about you? copyright 2002 ~ * ~ Goodbye No one is listening So who will hear my last breath? It's like a tree falling in the forest with no one around Nobody will know Until it's too late Then they will mourn Or perhaps say good riddance Another person not needed will be gone One less mouth to feed One less back to clothe One less person to shelter I will decay beneath the ground Food for the things in the dirt I feel as though I'm dead already No longer wondering what will become of me and my pathetic existance A calm is over me No nervousness Will anyone miss me when they can't talk to me anymore? When they can't see me smile and hear me laugh? When there are no more stories, poems, and songs of mine? Am I leaving my soul mate, whoever he may be, behind? With no one else to fill his life So he will be lonely just like I've been for so long I can't be saved My life can't be fixed I'm too far gone Goodbye to anyone that cares Goodbye to this cruel world that never wanted me Goodbye to the never-ending pain copyright 2002 ~ * ~ Shadows Shadows lurk around me But just out of sight Shifting into what I can see As shadows of my life They tell of my future and of my past Saying happiness is nowhere to be found No sign of love that will last As I lay on the cold ground I reach out to touch them Hoping to make them disappear It's like a rare gem That has lead me here So as I stand in the here and now Struggling to survive I will always wonder how I've come through this and am still alive copyright 2004 - Loneliness - It slowly wells around you. So softly, so carefully. You don't take notice. It slides up your legs. Hindering movement. But still you don't see what's happening. It eases up your hips. Climbing up your stomach. But still you remain ignorant to it. It slithers over your chest to your neck. Pinning your arms to your sides. You subconciously know something's taking over. You deny it though. Only when it slips up over your head. Clogging your mouth and nose. Only when it blinds your eyes do you realize. That you've been drowning in loneliness. Copyright 2005 ~ * ~ - I Stopped Living - I'm dying inside Wasting away I don't feel like me anymore I don't recognize myself and what I have become If I could die through crying, I'd be dead by now I don't know what to do I can't forget you I can't move on I've tried so hard to tell myself we'll never be together But something keeps insisting And that only hurts more Believing in something that has no certainty I'll always feel like this Until the day everything is set right Although it probably never will be And I can't believe it's over before it's begun And what can I do but cry? I feel so helpless and depressed And no one understands People say to take their hand and talk to them But when I do, they say forget you But they don't feel what I feel They don't know what I'm going through And it hurts so much not to be with you My dear, sweet, caring guy Who I need so much What I'd give just to feel your touch My heart will never stop breaking And I will never be able to stop crying So I have to live in a world of torment A world of dreams destined to never come true So while I'll never fit in your world and you don't know how bad I'm hurting Keep having your perfect life Live for both you and me even though you don't know I exist Because I stopped living that fateful day Goodbye my love I'll always be with you even though you don't care Copyright 2003 I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless! |
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