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Poems post #2 ~ Sweet Death, Come Quickly ~ I just want to curl up on my bed and wait to die I just want to curl up into a ball and cry away my life This pain is more than I can bear And it feels like no one cares I just want to quit breathin' Quit believin' Quit wishin' And start missin' Anything and everything Stop feelin' the pain life always brings I relive every fear I want to cry every tear Until I can't cry no more I wonder what my life is for I seem to have no purpose And for this I want to slip into a deep sleep Where the pain that I keep Goes away Go back to the little girl that's most serious problem is what game to play See these scars? They're from countless cutting sprees on my arms Trying to to feel anything but this emotional hurt To feel anything else first I was so tough The only thing that could hurt me was love And it did that very well Now I'm in a living hell Under a spell There's nothing more to tell I just want to curl up into a ball and float away my life I just want to sit alone here and die "copyright 2002" ~ Look Back On Tomorrow ~ Look back on tomorrow Throw away the dreams of sorrow Start a new yesterday So you can move on to today Make peace with the ghosts of time And continue down the road of life Walk on the clouds of emotion Slide down a rainbow into the ocean Mend your broken wings and fly Don't be afraid to cry Tears help the seeds of your soul to grow To build yourself up to be whole Concentrate on your blessings, so you'll be okay Looking at your misfortunes will just throw shadows on your day Don't hate someone without a good reason to Stick by your true friends through and through Smile at everyone you see It'll brighten up their day, guaranteed Open your heart to love Listen to the answers from above Look back on tomorrow Get rid of your sorrow Start a new yesterday Journey through today copyright 2003 ~ * ~ ~ Bleed ~ Bleed, bleed, bleed Won't someone save me? Reach out and take me into their arms? Tell me everything will be alright? Even though that's a lie. Make me believe for a little while. Bleed, bleed, bleed Won't someone love me for real? Actually mean it when they say they care? Hold me tight and say they're there? Keep me safe from my problems? Love me with all they are? Bleed, bleed, bleed No one cares about me. If I'd die, they'd throw a party. Floating in a pool of my blood. They'd dance around me. No one loves me, it's all just a claim of lies. Bleed, bleed, bleed The blood running out of my arms. I float away, watching my body die. Goodbye to life and all that never really loved me. I've always been alone, no one notices me. Now I am gone, and it's like I never existed. copyright 2005 ~ * ~ ~ I See It In Your Eyes ~ I see it in your eyes. When you say you care. I see it in your eyes. When you say you'll be there. I see it in your eyes. When you say the ways you love me are too many to count. I see it in your eyes. When you say me, you couldn't live without. I see it in your eyes. All the truth you try to hide. I see it in your eyes. What you really mean deep inside. I see it in your eyes. The lies all disintegrate there. I see it in your eyes. It's in your searching stare. I see it in your eyes. That you don't love me to your core. I see it in your eyes. It's all a game and nothing more. copyright 2005 ~ Only Fools Fall In Love ~ You said you'd always love me You said you'd always care You promised you'd never hurt me You promised you'd always be there So why is your back turned to me? Why are you walking away? We were supposed to be together For forever and a day Now the tears are falling Sliding from my eyes Now my soul is dying Though it comes as no surprise Now my heart is breaking again But it wasn't healed before The little pieces shatter smaller Crashing to the floor "Only fools fall in love" Is what they say I said that they were wrong I thought we'd be okay But the saying is very true Everything feels so unreal Another nightmare added to the pile That with, I'll have to deal So I curl up on my bed Cry until my eyes are dry Get back up Try to get on with my life *copyright 2004* I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless! |
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