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Blogs > rm_loveslilies > a Garden of Temptation

Blogalimic  

rm_loveslilies 57F
27092 posts
5/1/2008 10:33 am
Blogalimic

I awoke this morning finally to the smell of spring.
You know that freshly scented spring breeze.
That special scent right after a springtime morning rain.
The one that feels so crisp and cool that it refreshes the skin, the lungs.. What a blessing it is.

I opened all the windows in the house to let the breeze flow through and cleanse out the dry stale air of winter.
It isn't the first time I've opened the windows but, this was the first time it had that energetic life giving scent to it.

To bad this breeze can't sweep through my body and dry out the dry stale creeks I have from winter.

I am not feeling so good today, we are adjusting my hormones, the last dose was to much so we backed off and wow the difference it makes is horrible.
I may of been over the top on the old dose but it has to be better than feeling all rickety and run down..
Maybe in a few days it'll all straighten out.
I have to tell you though mentally well I haven't felt this level in a long time, I guess I was alittle depressed after all.

Yesterday, I may of come off depressed or whatever but actually that was just for the moments I wrote that thing.
You will come to see that I blog about what I am feeling at a moment in time and usually by the next day I'm over it already

This place, at times is not only my escape but, my place to vent, purge. I feel so blessed that most of the time I can write out my feelings or struggles and feel purged from them. I just came up with a new term to describe myself a blogalimic.

I, in no way, am poking fun or making light of bulimics, it is a very serious problems but as I see it, I sit and eat all this crap mostly it forced feed to me, it comes in my life from the world, my family etc.
I take in mostly negative things and I have to purge it all, get rid of it somewhere, somehow to help keep my life manageable.

I know, I'm getting deep again. But it's true.
So if I am a blogalimic than this place is my toilet. hum what can I call it.. got any ideas ? I'm out of creativeness and time for today.

I'm gonna put me on a skirt, go pantiless of course, and head outside to feel, to breathe in deeply this wonderful Spring breeze.
It may not be able to cleanse my body of sickness but being the Libra I am, an air sign, it will help sooth and cleanse my soul.
Not to mention how wonderful the cool breeze feels when it blows up my skirt, it makes me feel like Marilyn Monroe



Be safe, Be Happy
LL

I wanted to use more spring like colors to brighten this post but they were just to hard on the eyes. so close yours and just imagen bright blues, vibrant yellows and oranges, lush greens.
sorry bout edits too, my mind is not as sharp on this dose either.

If Love Is Not The Answer,
Then I Misunderstood The Question
bodyandsoulforu 73M

5/2/2008 5:33 am

 So I'm your toilet water friend? I wondered what that brown thing was floating around my head. Like your new illness, blogalimic? I thought you were going to start writing limericks!

I hope they can figure you out ASAP and get you back close to normal. If I had known you liked a breeze up your skirt, I would have bought yo a fan a long time ago. Take care of yourself, Marilyn.


citizen4722 66M  
74582 posts
5/2/2008 7:28 am

 I woke up to the smell of fairground lorries arriving in the park just down the road from me. It may be Spring, but it always seems to rain when the fair is in full flight?


rm_loveslilies 57F
36204 posts
5/2/2008 8:48 am
    Quoting  :
Wow now if I lived there it wouldn't of surprised me but if yesterday I would of awoken to snow here I would of been heartbroke, I need spring, summer...
If Love Is Not The Answer,
Then I Misunderstood The Question


rm_loveslilies 57F
36204 posts
5/2/2008 8:57 am
    Quoting bodyandsoulforu:
    So I'm your toilet water friend? I wondered what that brown thing was floating around my head. Like your new illness, blogalimic? I thought you were going to start writing limericks!

    I hope they can figure you out ASAP and get you back close to normal. If I had known you liked a breeze up your skirt, I would have bought yo a fan a long time ago. Take care of yourself, Marilyn.
twf (thats short for toilet water friend)
limericks naw not my style, I like freestylin.
We are getting closer to the right dose I hope..
If Love Is Not The Answer,
Then I Misunderstood The Question


rm_loveslilies 57F
36204 posts
5/2/2008 9:00 am
    Quoting citizen4722:
    I woke up to the smell of fairground lorries arriving in the park just down the road from me. It may be Spring, but it always seems to rain when the fair is in full flight?
Alright educate me, what are lorries ?

I know it's either way to hot or we get awful weather during our state fair maybe this year you will get lucky and the sun will be shining and you can yours enjoy for a change
If Love Is Not The Answer,
Then I Misunderstood The Question


rm_loveslilies 57F
36204 posts
5/2/2008 9:43 am
    Quoting  :
Sounds like you are enjoying your time there, when I was a kid even then I hated clothes I can still hear her dang it Loves put some pants on
If Love Is Not The Answer,
Then I Misunderstood The Question


citizen4722 66M  
74582 posts
5/2/2008 11:57 am
    Quoting rm_loveslilies:
    Alright educate me, what are lorries ?

    I know it's either way to hot or we get awful weather during our state fair maybe this year you will get lucky and the sun will be shining and you can yours enjoy for a change
Lorries are what we sometimes call trucks, big, small, wide or tall


rm_loveslilies 57F
36204 posts
5/2/2008 12:07 pm
    Quoting citizen4722:
    Lorries are what we sometimes call trucks, big, small, wide or tall
yuck, sorry you have to smell that ever. I use to live where it smelt like that all the time, glad I escaped..
If Love Is Not The Answer,
Then I Misunderstood The Question


rm_loveslilies 57F
36204 posts
5/2/2008 4:05 pm
    Quoting  :
believe it or not your comment just showed up, thanks for your words.. I am starting to wonder why some people are no longer commenting on my blog at least I know what happened to you well the rest they come look but say nothing.... really starting to wonder why??
If Love Is Not The Answer,
Then I Misunderstood The Question


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