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Late Nite Rider.
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Late Nite Rider. I realised something. I have this tendency to blog in the middle of the night. Probably related to the fact that I often sleep very late. Also related to the fact that I enjoy the chill night which is often quiet, keeps me calm, relaxed and sober. Whch probaby also explains why I like to chat with people late in the night. But recently things seem to have taken a turn.. Often I find myself tired due to work, entertainment life and such.. And I just figured when I blog at night these days, I just transform myself into a blur fish or its related species.. Club. Sometimes there's a urge to.. Flirt. But most of the time (ok, if not all) I don't. Besides the fact that I'll probably be enjoying lovely musics, watching performances or even dancing.. You just won't really know how people would react to you yeah? I mean I seriously can understand.. How a person (especially a woman) can feel when someone she's totally not interested in just keep sticking his stupid dick face into her (no dick) face... So say I would rather just chat and have fun.. I mean why get life wasted when you know you can enjoy it one way or the other yeah..?  Come to think of it, I'm seriously weird. Sometimes I'm like real quiet... Other times I like to mingle with people.. Yet other times I can be even more noisy and crazy...Flirt. I hardly do that these days. Just like I do not like people to irritate to me, the last thing I want to be would be a bug in someone else's life. Like they've said, it takes 2 hands to clap. I can instantly transform into a DeviL sometimes when I really flirt.. I hate that control I have to put in when I flirt. That is.. If I bother to flirt, I don't like to impose restrictions on myself. I hate it when I don't impose restrictions on myself...  I remember what a lady friend of mine used to tell me. Harmless flirtings are not uncommon in countries out of Asia. But then again, you might be leading people on and in. How do you know how people might be thinking..? Harmless fun or a whole string of thoughts....? Seriously. I think I like attachment to the things and people I like, but I dread commitment. Sometimes it's just so hard to be playing chess on both sides of the board... Hmm, been feeling like singing these days..
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lol .. that last sentence was totally unexpected .. !! to me .. flirting is a means of 'testing' if the person i am interested in is interested in me ... likewise .. if someone i don't really like flirts with me ... i just kinda 'ignore' him ...       
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lol .. that last sentence was totally unexpected .. !! to me .. flirting is a means of 'testing' if the person i am interested in is interested in me ... likewise .. if someone i don't really like flirts with me ... i just kinda 'ignore' him ... That's why... Sometimes I flirt because I'm interested in someone, other times I just flirt for the fun of it... It might be hard to tell which is which sometimes, so don't wanna lead people into having the wrong idea ya know..??
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