Road to discovery
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Posted:May 17, 2022 4:34 pm
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This is a huge step but a welcome one, with luck I can no longer control my lust and desire with another being a keyholder you control my frustration
Chastity isnâÂÂt enough alone to become the true submissive you desire think the way forward is chastity and a PA piercing to lock me into chastity further
Chastity over time will change you mind on how you get off, back in the day it was all about a male climax, but now itâÂÂs the joy of anal pleasure and the
Chance of a sissygasm thus far I have only achieved this via anal
So sure it is scary and I am apprehensive to do this but just like a sticking plaster you just need to rip it of short sharp shock before I settle into the sissy
You desire, I love chastity and the longer I am locked up the more I desire my anal option.
I can become your submissive hell I want to be owned by a alpha male and used as sissy for me what makes this so much more desirable is to be locked
Up more and for longer, if you also want to keep me locked into feminine attire, I will embrace this even more, so if your into a sissy who is locked into
Chastity and you wish to keep me locked into dresses and heels then we should really talk
I feel like I am a victim of my own desire I taught myself to swallow my own seed when I cheated can not wait to swallow the seed of an alpha male time
And time again and have the chance to climax as female during anal
We do not choice who we are and what we like but life is short so we have to go with what works I am submissive I can not help myself chastity ripped
Me of being male so all that is left is a sissygasm
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The general consensus
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Posted:May 12, 2022 4:56 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 3:26 am
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So, the general consensus is that I should stick with chastity over a more permanent option, I favour a more permanent option showing my commitment
But I concede this is not so much about me but your wants and desires
I love the fact chastity forces me to sit to pee, anything that controls your desire and forces you to sit on a toilet has the affect of feminising you somewhat
I did read a chastity device can be removed with just a little pain my device is somewhat extreme so right now I do not see me removing or even trying to remove it but frustration is a strong drug
Maybe I could get to that point, I accept this is the real thing I am no longer my own keyholder and this does change everything. so I agree the best option moving
Forward is that I get a PA piercing there are chastity devices that can be worn with a PA piercing which makes cheating impossible and that is what I also desire so much
Not going to lie because I will be caught out I am a victim of chastity, chastity has ripped me of what I knew and replaced this with a more desirable scenario, I was my own keyholder
I was able to cheat to punish myself I would swallow my own, over time I have learned the joy of toys and even expanded my limits quite a lot
I have dabbled in feminising hormones but apart from ripping me of what I had and making me desire more with no real affect, so I am a blank sheet for you to form into the gurl of your desire
Some guys want to brand or tattoo me thatâÂÂs fine with me not sure there is any going back to my previous life my way forward is feminine and whatever this takes
I have no right to demand anything, but this is huge for me so I would choose anyone who would like to keep me dressed full time, also a huge plus would be if I were locked into dresses and heels
Puffy boobs are also a real plus, The plus for you is that I am keen to please a guy and thus far I am a blank canvas you can form me into the gurl I want to be IâÂÂm also very into kinky anything goes
So all I ask is that anything desired is stated from the start so I know what I am agreeing too, I only wish to feel frustration and humiliation want for you to enjoy my body as feminine and work
With me to serve your every need!
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Ready to take the plunge
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Posted:May 7, 2022 4:55 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 3:26 am
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Sure, I am scared and apprehensive but just like a sticking plaster you just need to rip it off
Chastity has taught me so much about myself, I know I like to feel frustrated and my whole
Outlook has changed, I enjoy the taste of my own seed, and my new sexual organ is my pussy
It delivers so much more than a normal climax, it is like a head rush that just gets better the
Longer your subjected to it
So what does this mean in real terms I would like at very least to be kept in chastity full time
YouâÂÂre the key holder so you control my desire but the longer I am locked the more I desire
This new way of life.
Guess what IâÂÂm saying is that any guy willing to keep me locked and dressed and female full time
and keep Me frustrated will enjoy my full attention, but I would consider chemical castration
or more we could explore any type of castration, I know this is not the norm but others have
undergone this and seem happy with their lot, fancy doing something different?
For me I can not wait to develop puffy boobs for your enjoyment and I know with you inside me
You can take what I enjoy to a whole new level, can not wait to become your gurl and have to
Serve you as female, my real plus would be locked into dresses and heels bondage would be a real
Plus also so dress me sexy remove my desire and lets work this out
I am into bondage, hot wax, piercing, fisting, it is true the smaller the chastity device the larger the dildo
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Ready to take the plunge
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Posted:May 7, 2022 4:54 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 3:26 am
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Sure, I am scared and apprehensive but just like a sticking plaster you just need to rip it off
Chastity has taught me so much about myself, I know I like to feel frustrated and my whole
Outlook has changed, I enjoy the taste of my own seed, and my new sexual organ is my pussy
It delivers so much more than a normal climax, it is like a head rush that just gets better the
Longer your subjected to it
So what does this mean in real terms I would like at very least to be kept in chastity full time
YouâÂÂre the key holder so you control my desire but the longer I am locked the more I desire
This new way of life.
Guess what IâÂÂm saying is that any guy willing to keep me locked and dressed and female full time
and keep Me frustrated will enjoy my full attention, but I would consider chemical castration
or more we could explore any type of castration, I know this is not the norm but others have
undergone this and seem happy with their lot, fancy doing something different?
For me I can not wait to develop puffy boobs for your enjoyment and I know with you inside me
You can take what I enjoy to a whole new level, can not wait to become your gurl and have to
Serve you as female, my real plus would be locked into dresses and heels bondage would be a real
Plus also so dress me sexy remove my desire and lets work this out
I am into bondage, hot wax, piercing, fisting, it is true the smaller the chastity device the larger the dildo
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Castrated Gurls are few and far between
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Posted:May 4, 2022 4:52 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 3:26 am
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your card right and I will allow you chemically castrate me, treat me like a lady and then we can talk about making these changes permanent
Feel like everything IâÂÂve done so far leads my fate, I know what my fate is and I accept this
I would like turn up and be restrained then dress me up in a wedding dress in fact lock me into and force me into feminisation you can just get me
Cut or inject my balls with neat spirit till my balls die, or band me and tie me up not sure I can handle the pain without help
I just so want to become you sissy gurl I knoggk=led w it wonâÂÂt be easy and I understand things will never be or feel the but IâÂÂm up for swapping a normal
Climax for a sissy climax and I understand I canâÂÂt get this without an alpha inside me
Over the years I struggled know where I fit in but chastity has taught me that my main sexual organ is my butt I choose anal over a normal climax so can
You make me your sissy gurl, I limits but almost anything goes for the right guy, not sure this will be easy but I chosen this way of life so please let
Me know what you desire
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Do you have the balls?
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Posted:May 2, 2022 4:51 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 3:26 am
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I have spent most of my life dressing and not really knowing my path, but quite by chance I got into chastity and my life changed forever
So do you have the balls to remove mine? I love frustration chastity has shown me this but I always desire more so would you consider removing
My desire via chemical castration? From play I know banding is really painful but if I was restrained this may be an option
My dream would be to arrive at the airport and be restrained then dressed and locked into a wedding dress and wake and the deed be done
Or locked into the wedding dress and banded spending the next few hours in so much pain but not able to do anything about it
Not sure what chemical castration means do you desire a submissive gurl? I know if you dress me and remove my desire I can serve you as
Female, is the grass greener on the other side? Who knows but I am willing to take that chance
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Looking back
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Posted:Apr 28, 2022 4:23 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2022 4:32 pm
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Just today I read a story than reminded me of the journey I've undertaken for instance I forgot the time was painful accept anal
Now anal is just a part of my day day routine, my sissy pussy is now my main organ I would pick an anal climax over a normal
Climax anytime, Dressing has always been my escape for me âÃÂÃÂs been my go place for as long as I remember I am really excited
Explore a new way of life, we one chance of happiness and I know my place I want serve a guy as female
Not sure even I knew how much chastity would change my life I now know the joy of frustration and IâÃÂÃÂm tired of trying wank a limp
Cock, even if I am able climax is not enjoyable anymore, so moving on just feel like for me the removal of my desire is something
I would enjoy, here is the problem are a few ways none are very desirable, is banding and yes I did try and somewhat painful
I know if I was able suffer this a longer this could worked, then is injections not sure I could inject myself this needs be
done a of times, but I feel like I need suffer enjoy the real me so what you choose is up you,
not sure is my choice but if you were ask how I loose my old life I would choose castration, knowing how painful this may be I would like
be locked into a wedding dress and retrained then after this is up to you, keep me locked into sissy wear for weeks and inject my balls with alcohol or just band my balls for the night not sure this will be the best night of my life but I need to become sissy once sissy
I know my place I know what you desire and I can't wait to feel cock inside me thus far I am a cock virgin
As a sissy I leak while enjoying anal make my panties wet and provide me with mouthfuls of creamy cum
love the though of being dressed as a virgin in a wedding dress i will be loosing my desire i want become your submissive kinky gurl i will treat you so good and swallow your load and welcome my guy inside me
spunky kisses !!
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I am a blank canvas
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Posted:Apr 25, 2022 4:18 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 3:26 am
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So right now, I am a sissy in chastity, I have both nipples pierced and my navel I would welcome more
I have dabbled in hormones and I do wear chastity that has all but rendered me limp full time
I love the feeling of frustration and want to explore this more so you will want me to stay in chastity more
I know my place and I am so ready to become your gurl, would love to be handcuffed on my knees and have
To please you orally and swallow, I will admit I am a cock virgin but at my choice I want to say pure for my man
This isnâÂÂt my first time I have abused myself with toys so I know what to expect
So I am new to this I would like to be filled with hormones and at least kept in chastity full time but wonâÂÂt say no
To banding play and maybe your leave this on too long and remove my desire once and for all
I fully accept what I am and fully accept what you may desire of me can we agree on the terms of my submission?
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Botton all the way Please
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Posted:Apr 22, 2022 5:13 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 3:26 am
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So I get that some gurls like to switch but for my the choice of becoming a gurl means being able to act as female
For me it means long term chastity or if you want me to prove my commitment have me castrated either is good
I have always enjoyed dressing and I think I knew at some point my curiosity would get the better of me so you might say I started
To learn my trade, I knew what was expected so I started to get ready for this moment in time
Thought this was a way off but wanted to get ready at first it was not great at all but I persevered and before long anal became my
Normal, now I felt I was ready I went on line, if I were honest I thought guys would be queuing to use me, this was my first mistake
But this did make me feel less disgusted with myself knowing others felt like me
So to cut a long story short I met a guy on-line he wanted to use me as female so I offered to wear chastity during our meet
My first chastity device was a CB600 before long I purchased a more extreme chastity device even shorter I loved getting hard in this
As my hardness was driven inside me and in chastity I was forced to sit to pee that was also a huge plus
But let me tell you chastity is a slippery slope before long you desire frustration over normal if you add the feeling of prostrate stimulation
To the mix then before long this is all you desire, sure I cheated but when I did I would swallow my own, my meet never happened
But frustration and anal remain to this day frustration is like a drug the more frustrated you get and the joy of anal left me limp for the most
Part, so now I seek a guy who will further my development
In chastity I can act as female chastity makes me sit to pee, if this isnâÂÂt enough my clit leaks during excitement making my panties damp
During anal, it is true I can do all this myself but what I can not do is recreate your lust and that is what I desire
So here is the deal want a chastity gurl? Will you keep me dressed as female full time? My wish list would be to be locked into dresses and heels
And become your captive sissy slave, kinky is a huge plus so humiliation would be a huge plus as would or even fisting
In return all I ask is to lock me into and chastity full time,
So what would be my deam date? Arriving at the airport you would meet me with my name on a card, we would walk to your car once inside hen
You will restrain me and take me home, then you would either lock me into chastity full time or have me castrated to show my commitment to a gurls life
While in I will be locked into dresses and heels and remain your captive sissy for your use, if you require me to others then sure but please can we agree
To anything else before we meet I know what I am and I will be happy to accept my fate pump me full of hormones to further my development and grow boobs
you could also brand me as your own via a tattoo on my back if you like
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How obvious should a gurl be?
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Posted:Apr 19, 2022 4:47 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 3:26 am
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Chastity for me is the thing that makes me desire what you expect from me, when I get excited, I dribble from my clit making my panties damp
Add a gag and make my dribble from both ends, lock me into dresses and heels to keep me feminine full time, into kinky then restrain me further
Would love to be restrained further maybe via a lockable butt plug locked to a wall. If you want to make me take hormones all the better
My choices have rendered me limp I canâÂÂt help this moving forward there are things I canâÂÂt do alone for instance castration is a huge plus not sure I can do this alone, lock me then just do the deed not sure I will enjoy this but I will thank you for this in the long term
Inject me with hormones to further my development canâÂÂt wait to develop boobs what guy donâÂÂt like puffy nipples I want to submit to a guys desire I want to feel you inside me so anything goes just ask
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How did I get this so wrong?
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Posted:Apr 18, 2022 3:49 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 3:26 am
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So, my choices havenâÂÂt been the best, I have every followed my heart on the life changing decisions IâÂÂve made
Feminine has always been a huge part of my play, itâÂÂs been a huge part of my normal life you may say my escape from
Normal day to day stuff
I accept I have made wrong decisions along the way but I donâÂÂt have any regrets but I understand itâÂÂs not what everyone
Wants, with my love of dressing I dabbled in chastity I now understand this was a huge mistake because most guys donâÂÂt
Desire a chastity sissy, chastity renders me sissy and frustrated my tackle just donâÂÂt work as it should anyway so just use
Me as your submissive, I believe that a gurl is a gurl she should accept an alpha
Being locked into chastity makes me so submissive and frustrated now IâÂÂm looking for a guy I can serve as feminine
So the guy I seek wants to expand my limits your want to keep me feminine full time and ever desire to lock me into feminine attire
Lockable dresses and even heels, keeping me dressed real and in chastity has the affect of desiring the things I never thought of
But for my sins I was a guy once so I know what you desire so the normal is just normal, but I desire more a statement
This statement could be hormones to develop boobs or even castration or anything in between
I want to act as feminine and I love that I pre-cum during anal makes my panties damp IâÂÂve kept myself pure for my guy not done this before but my frustration makes me desire so much use me as your own or share me I just want to feel feminine and be used as such
Kinky is my thing so once you accept me as a gurl then everything is a plus lock me , gag me, fist me, share me, anything goes
Please donâÂÂt say I was wrong IâÂÂve put so much into me to say I was wrong. I will relocate for a guy so are you my guy ?
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Facing facts
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Posted:Apr 16, 2022 5:16 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 3:26 am
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So I need to accept my bits donâÂÂt work anymore some people would be devastated but I feel like in a way Chastity helped out
Either way I just canâÂÂt use my bits there is little or no pleasure in knocking one out as a limp sissy
So I know the way forward and itâÂÂs a new route but one IâÂÂve got used to with toys and that in penetration
Chastity makes you desire the one thing you can do and that is climax while IâÂÂm frustrated I will do almost anything to climax
We both know this isnâÂÂt going to happen in chastity but the desire is still there so humiliate me for my limp cock and just enjoy
My frustration you know in this state I will do almost anything to climax I know the only chance of climax is via anal so I accept
My fate I will do all I can to excite you and please you all I ask is that this ends with you inside me if everything lines up then I could
Maybe climax but if your good you could use me and keep me frustrated
I know you desire more so inject me with estrogen to enhance my boobs who donâÂÂt love puffy boobs? My nipples are pierced so
This should excite you, in chastity I leak pre-cum when excited so my panties will become wet
Castration has always been a dream of mine but IâÂÂve found out its too pain full to do myself but if this is something you would like
Then please lets chat about the terms of my submission
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as feminine i need to please you
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Posted:Apr 13, 2022 5:00 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 3:26 am
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as a chastity gurl i only desire you as feminine i wait to accept you climax in my mouth
when you recover suffer your lust inside me. not sure this is what i signed up for but now this is where i find myself kinky is a real plus eastrogen is a real plus nothing says feminine like puffy boobs i need to be used as female if your into keeping me locked into chastity and want to keep me locked into dresses and heels then please can we talk i know what i am and i'm keen to explore anal and be locked up as a gurl and used as one so how can i serve you?
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