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sex
Posted:Apr 5, 2021 5:27 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 7:24 am
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What is sex and what does sex mean you? So I guess this depends on what side of the fence your on
Guys desire an easy lay but then brand that girl as a slut, Girls desire lovemaking as they desire a mate
Who will give them a baby, males and females have their own take on sex but for the most part sex is just
people enjoying each other and gaining pleasure from each other

Sure I was born but things get complex later in life, for dressing has been a huge thing in my life
Over time dressing wasn’t enough, for me it was chastity that lit that desire. Chastity and dressing goes
Together, you see while dressed I feel feminine and in chastity I get frustrated and better still I have to sit
To pee, don’t under estimate how sitting to pee and the frustration of chastity changes your mindset!

So this is where trans gets confusing normally this would be fine but I don’t seek a mate nor can I provide
You with a . I’m a sissy so can only act as a gurl, my frustration gets the better of I know what you
Desire and I’ve planned for this I’ve used toys, and given the chance I will swallow my own so I’m ready

This said I suspect you want even more you want a gurl you can control a gurl who will see to your every
Need a gurl who is kinky in the bedroom and a gurl who just wants to please you?

So some guys just want to control their gurl. I love chastity but remove my desire once and for all I don’t mind
Anything goes baby.

I know if I do this pain is the norm but no gain without pain right ?
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I need help
Posted:Apr 3, 2021 4:49 pm
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2021 4:59 pm
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So I’m reaching I need help to become who I want to be, I’ve done all I can to become the gurl of your dreams, chastity and hormones have rendered me all but feminine
But once unlocked I still try to act as a guy, for the most part I remain limp this causes problems if I plan to climax as normal it’s not unheard of to cause carpet burns just to
Ejaculate
I love the feeling of frustration I love dressing feminine just need a guy who understands and is willing to help me, i know this process won't be easy nor desirable but take a chance on me and i will take a chance on you
kinky is a real plus so if your kinky please can we talk?
what i become depends on what you desire happy to submit to your desire sure the more feminine the better, do you desire that v between my legs as much as i do then lets do that, want to keep as i am sure, all i know for sure is i want to become a guys play thing, locked up is a plus would love to be locked into heels and a dress but if you desire to find me where you left me consider a lockable butt plug chained to a wall
said i was kinky anything goes !!
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Kinky
Posted:Mar 30, 2021 5:24 pm
Last Updated:Mar 31, 2021 2:16 am
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So what does kinky mean you? As a gurl it takes on a whole new meaning it means what your willing accept in your quest become feminine

So from a male prospective its all about control, bondage, gags, Chastity, spanking, your into submission and humiliation and control

As a sissy I discovered chastity I can’t tell you what a plus this is, once locked up you desire what your no longer able to achieve a climax, before
You were locked this may have been the furthest form your mind but once you can’t you desire it so much, to reduce my desire further I’ve been taking
Hormones, can’t say this has helped much. Other than making it all but impossible climax as male when I’m not locked up, this said one huge plus is
That in chastity I have sit pee, this is so humbling and produces a whole new mindset.

Looking into this there is many things I would like to explore, locked is a huge plus I love being locked into chastity, if I was your gurl I would also love to
Be locked into a dress and heels, what I found the other day blew my mind a lockable butt plug, I would love to be restrained when I’m not being used
And being locked into a dress and heels is a huge plus, if you’re into locking me to a wall via my arse this would be a plus too!!

So right now I’m a budding sissy but if your into turning me into the gurl of your dreams lets talk, I know I have so much to learn I also know that becoming
The gurl of your dreams won’t be easy, but take a chance on me . I’m so into restrictive and kinky I want a guy to take charge I need to feel cock inside me
I want climax as you enjoy ,

I think I’m ready for a guy only time will tell, will I enjoy this encounter I hope not! For me I would like feel like I was forced do what you desire just
Your object to use,

thus far i'm a cock virgin sure i've used toys so i know i can do what i offer take a chance on i will become the gurl of your desire

my choice of climax is anal and when i do climax i swallow my own so i know what to expect when you grace me with your load

Submission, domination and control is my thing you into kinky Daddy?

Spunky kisses Baby

Sam
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my life
Posted:Mar 28, 2021 4:10 pm
Last Updated:Mar 30, 2021 5:31 pm
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So here is my life in short form I’ve dressed from an early age year on year it’s just got more extreme, with a promise of a meet with a nervous guy I agreed wear chastity so that
I could only act female, true my word I purchased a chastity devise I loved it so much I purchased another more extreme one and wore that, that meet never happened but I grew
love chastity also grew love frustration in my life, so I started use dildo’s on myself and I thought long and hard what I guy might expect of a gurl, think the number one thing
Would be a BJ so when I was able climax as a guy I swallow my own, so I looked into this lifestyle and I’m not sure I made the best choices but here I am
I wear chastity it’s cumbersome and unconfutable so I now seek something more permanent, so I know what’s on offer none are really desirable but my desire to become feminine means
I will suffer whatever I have to reach my goal, so I’m talking castration I know how this will happen banding, cutter, clamping or injections none are desirable
But what is desirable is to be the object of a guys desire! Can’t double guess how I might feel with my boys removed sure I will be more feminine look forward to this, for my sins I’m very
Much into kinky, love feeling restricted lock me in heels, lock me into a dress, lock me to a wall via an expandable butt plug I really don’t care just feel like I’ve missed out on so much I just
Want to become the gurl of a guys desire pierce my tongue for better oral,
Thus far I’ve not been used by a guy I think I understand what is needed, nor do I know what to expect once you remove my frustration, but I’m excited to become the object of a guys desire
Sure I might not like what I turn into but I’m committed to become the best sissy you could ever desire, I’m not the jealous type so sure take other lovers with luck your include me, just feel like everything i've done makes me a little closer to making this move, sure it might be a mistake but it's my mistake to take right?
once you discover an anal climax not sure anyone can come back from that not intact anyway !!
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Restrictions suck right?
Posted:Mar 27, 2021 6:02 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 7:24 am
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Well not all of us feel the same way for years I’ve struggled with my sexuality I loved feminine things yet I desired sex my goal was to get off
Many years ago I purchased a pencil skirt and wore it with heels and I absolutely loved being restricted it felt so strange but so desirable also
Over the years my love of dressing hasn’t changed nor has my desire to be retrained, its almost chalk and cheese what I’m used to and what
I desire, Chastity has changed my life for the better no longer do I seek normal climax being in chastity has the effect of frustrating yourself
To the point of distinction, I need distraction and I need frustration
Need to be restricted in any form how I dress how I life and during sex, I need to become the object of your desire, I will do whatever it takes
To enjoy your attention! I wear chastity so I’m able to act as female, thinking ahead maybe you would like to pierce my tongue to further
Your oral enjoyment? I don’t mind chastity but a huge plus would to have this removed, I’m talking for good castration !!
So restrictions is my thing so you into locking me up? Talking locking me into heels, and a dress use me as female, want to insert a lockable butt
Plug inside me and chain me to a wall? Want to inject my balls with alcohol to render them spent ?
I know what I am but also desire what I could become want to enjoy my journey with me then we should talk !!
I know I was put on this earth to serve a guys desire let me know what I need too become the object of your desire
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Knowing how you feel
Posted:Mar 25, 2021 6:23 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 7:24 am
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I just can’t start describe my feelings sometimes my own mind plays tricks on me, in a frustrated state I will move heaven and earth achieve a climax
Once I lock myself in chastity I desire a climax but clearly I can’t but my frustration makes me want do things I wouldn’t normally do you see as male there
Isn’t just a standard climax you can also climax via anal stimulation. With my first option removed I need a guy do this for me! Sure toys are fun but I’m sure
The real thing would be so much better, when I use toys I only tend to climax a few times, an anal climax just keeps giving once you’re in that state so I do feel
Like if I’m lucky enough to climax during play then this feeling won’t stop till your spent!!

So I’m into BDSM and I know how guys love oral and have their gurl swallow, I’m happy to swallow your load if and when I do climax as a guy I swallow my own seed
I also feel quite strongly that if you accept feminine then shouldn’t expect normal sex again, if you accept to become feminine then as a sissy you should only climax
With a guy inside you!

A good gurl will swallow what the male has to offer and be grateful he’s given his seed for you to swallow, she should only climax via anal penetration and should be
Glad she is seen as female

So right now I have my nipples pierced would welcome my tongue being pierced also for your oral enjoyment, for me chastity is restrictive so I would like a daddy to
Help me remove this once and foe all I’m talking castration, I don’t know how I will feel after castration I can only guess, from what I have read I will become more
Submissive I also understand once done there is no going back this excites me,

My future excites me but fills me with dread also I know as you excitement grows your going to force you cock deeper into my mouth I won’t be able to stop you as I
Desire to be restrained so my hand will be tied behind my back or strapped to my thigh , you’re in charge baby

Now comes the main event my hope by now my desire is removed castration so I’m feeling feminine my hormones are developing me into the sissy slut you desire !

What’s next for me Daddy I know what I know is nothing compare to your lust a desire Please shape me into the object of your desire I only desire to act fem

Into kinky yes please would love to be locked into an expandable butt plug and being locked to a point so you know where I’m at anything goes baby as long as we agree
Before hand said I wanted to become feminine and sad I was into kinky, feminine isn’t just a state Ii’s a life style

Baby expand my limits an I will become the gurl of your dreams !!!
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Knowing how you feel
Posted:Mar 25, 2021 6:23 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 7:24 am
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I just can’t start describe my feelings sometimes my own mind plays tricks on me, in a frustrated state I will move heaven and earth achieve a climax
Once I lock myself in chastity I desire a climax but clearly I can’t but my frustration makes me want do things I wouldn’t normally do you see as male there
Isn’t just a standard climax you can also climax via anal stimulation. With my first option removed I need a guy do this for me! Sure toys are fun but I’m sure
The real thing would be so much better, when I use toys I only tend to climax a few times, an anal climax just keeps giving once you’re in that state so I do feel
Like if I’m lucky enough to climax during play then this feeling won’t stop till your spent!!

So I’m into BDSM and I know how guys love oral and have their gurl swallow, I’m happy to swallow your load if and when I do climax as a guy I swallow my own seed
I also feel quite strongly that if you accept feminine then shouldn’t expect normal sex again, if you accept to become feminine then as a sissy you should only climax
With a guy inside you!

A good gurl will swallow what the male has to offer and be grateful he’s given his seed for you to swallow, she should only climax via anal penetration and should be
Glad she is seen as female

So right now I have my nipples pierced would welcome my tongue being pierced also for your oral enjoyment, for me chastity is restrictive so I would like a daddy to
Help me remove this once and foe all I’m talking castration, I don’t know how I will feel after castration I can only guess, from what I have read I will become more
Submissive I also understand once done there is no going back this excites me,

My future excites me but fills me with dread also I know as you excitement grows your going to force you cock deeper into my mouth I won’t be able to stop you as I
Desire to be restrained so my hand will be tied behind my back or strapped to my thigh , you’re in charge baby

Now comes the main event my hope by now my desire is removed castration so I’m feeling feminine my hormones are developing me into the sissy slut you desire !

What’s next for me Daddy I know what I know is nothing compare to your lust a desire Please shape me into the object of your desire I only desire to act fem

Into kinky yes please would love to be locked into an expandable butt plug and being locked to a point so you know where I’m at anything goes baby as long as we agree
Before hand said I wanted to become feminine and sad I was into kinky, feminine isn’t just a state Ii’s a life style

Baby expand my limits an I will become the gurl of your dreams !!!
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So this is complex
Posted:Mar 24, 2021 6:15 pm
Last Updated:Mar 24, 2021 6:29 pm
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So firstly please can we agree M Female isn’t easy I have the desire undergo this but accept this won’t be easy, love chastity and love frustration but what happens
When you remove both, I’ve never encountered feeling aroused I just don’t know how I might feel when my arousal is removed, this said I can’t wait become feminine
So I accept M F isn’t easy and I will suffer during this process, but no gain without pain right? Seems there is just a few ways get where I desire be my first
Choice would be via s cutter, I so wish have normal removed and embrace feminine
Just today I watched a gurl have her tongue pierced with a nail and I thought this was so kinky we could replace the nail with a piercing to further your oral enjoyment
I’m into suffering to become the object of your desire, I accept whatever I need to do to become your sissy slut
can't guess what you desire but if you desire a sissy maid lets talk
spunky kisses Sam
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What I would accept
Posted:Mar 21, 2021 6:49 pm
Last Updated:Mar 22, 2021 4:59 pm
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Please excuse I’m very new this in fact never been with a guy before, for I’ve been dressing and have loved how I felt dressed but this has been mostly for .
A few years ago I got into anal and about the same time chastity, I love being frustrated in fact frustration drives me! You see you always desire something you can’t have
So what’s next after chastity? Well castration seems like the next step not only will It fast track my feminisation it will change my mindset forever
I want to be emasculated I love sissy, I’m sure you know how this can happen, for me the best way is a cutter just get them done! Or Burdizzo, or banding or injections
For me my first choice would be a cutter, but if you would like to extend my suffering maybe injections would please you more?
Right now I find it really hard to climax as a male. maybe it’s the chastity I wear? Or maybe the hormones I take remove my desire, I watch clips of gurls who have everything, Boobs and a tight are who just won’t swallow! When I’m able to climax as a guy I swallow my own, can’t wait to swallow yours or maybe you would like swallow mine before i can't no longer?
You want to climax in my mouth?
So once you remove my desire once and for all maybe you would like have my tongue pierced to enhance your oral experience? Once emasculated it’s all about you and your desires
My nipples are pierced, lucky for you I’m into kinky. Tie up I’m into bondage, pierce my tongue,
I can’t double guess what your desire but humiliation is my thing, want to piss on me or in my mouth sure I won’t swallow a gurl has her limits !!!
very much into bondage, hot wax
Once I’m yours as castrated, use as female, kinky is a real plus, once you remove my desire the sky is the limit,
I only desire is to be the best gurl I can be brand my arse with your brand to make me yours !! share me if you like
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Emasculated
Posted:Mar 9, 2021 5:07 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 7:24 am
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So what does being emasculated means to me. So I love dressing and love toys since I discovered an anal climax this has been my goal seems like I’ve been doing this for ages
With my enjoyment of both and a desire to be female for years now seems like a good time
I’ve been wearing chastity for a while now and I really enjoy being frustrated of late I’ve been taking hormones without much success but they do make me impotent which is
Very desirable and welcome, this is just added to my frustration, even when aroused at best I’m limp, if I manage to climax I do so in a limp state, feel like for most guys this
Would be a huge deal, not for me it’s a welcome development!!
So I know what I’m suggesting is radical and somewhat extreme but looking at it from a gurls point of view a guys climax comes after a lot of work where as a gurls comes after
A short time, and as a once you achieve a climax it just keeps giving, you see the longer you preform the more I receive and it’s very desirable
So for it’s a no brainer I need to be kept as female and used and dressed as female, for I like the thought of being locked into heels, an a dress, for submission is everything
Sure I do understand what I’m giving up, but I also know how much more I can encounter, I really would like to enjoy the feminine can’t wait to develop boobs feel like puffy boobs
Would be most desirable to you also, we could also enjoy hair removal and enjoying as I develop into the gurl you desire.
So I do understand this takes a whole new mindset a whole new so what I would like is you are into kinky your need to expand my limits, most of all you need to invest in as your
Gurl, so now I’m ready for the next step frustration isn’t enough I need to have my desire removed, my desire is so much I would like to submit to your desire totally
So if your kinky and want to remove my desire once and for all then we should talk more, I want to serve as feminine will you be my guy? Will you humiliate daily humble with
Your manhood, remove my desire once and for all and I will be all the woman you desire
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Role play just got real
Posted:Mar 8, 2021 5:35 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 7:24 am
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Only a fool would underestimate what such a huge change will affect , so I think I’ve always been submissive and I do so enjoy dressing, this said
Such a transformation is daunting, it going change the whole way I feel about sex, gone are my desires of penetration now all I desire is being penetrated
Chastity and hormones have ripped of my desire, now I’m ready for the next step, want remove my desire and make your gurl? As female I’m
Venerable, submissive, if you had asked a couple of ago what I desired then my answer wouldn’t be what it is now
Since then I discovered anal and I started learn what I needed become feminine it’s not easy now but once in a while is do climax as and when I do
I swallow what I deliver, I know you guys desire oral and you want your sissy swallow, right now anal has taken the place of normal sex with toys I’m able
To climax and it feels good, so can you use a sissy do you want to remove my desire for your enjoyment? Are you into kinky? I’m so excited but so out of control
I accept what I desire isn’t the norm as is my desire to be castrated but I feel like if I can find the right guy all my dreams could come true
Are you Mr right want to remove my boys and render me sissy?
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not Mainstream
Posted:Mar 2, 2021 4:50 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 7:24 am
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Mainstream

So I understand what I offer isn’t mainstream in fact it’s discouraged maybe you can explain why? During a vasectomy the tubes are cut so what is the difference?
I so love feeling frustrated I love the fact for the most part I can’t act as , if and when I can I swallow what I deliver
I see gurls castrated all the time so I don’t really see the problem. And to be fair this is very much my problem, sure I don’t know what it feels like to desire nothing
But for me I can’t wait, frustration has served me well, I love I can’t jerk off I love how bad I feel when I can’t I feel blessed to feel bad about this but feel like I need
To encounter the next level, I dream of waking up feminine maybe you can make my dream a reality? I have no clue to what I will feel like after this event
But I know after I will feel feminine I know my lust will be removed and I expect to become so much more feminine
I know without my boys I will become more submissive and my body will change I will develop breasts and have less body hair, can’t double guess what your into
For me it’s bondage, wax and spanking, I know I need to be your everything ! so I’m up for this change are you?
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So some times you just have to accept your destiny
Posted:Mar 1, 2021 5:14 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 7:24 am
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So I guess I never thought I would become who I am now, this all started as a kinky way of getting off just fun really
Over the years this turned into all but normal to stuff, I discovered chastity years ago I wear it because I love
The feeling of being frustrated, I also discovered anal once you discover the joy of anal not sure there is any going back
I wouldn’t ever describe myself as passable so I’ve enjoyed dressing and anal in plain view, you see I do this normal
Wear, my chastity is somewhat extreme locks my clit into around an inch, it’s easy to wear normal guys wear
As I discovered anal I also wear a expandable butt plug, getting it inserted is a challenge but once in it won’t fall this
Can also be worn normal wear. So I go in chastity and with a butt plug inserted
Feel like I wish I would be discovered in stockings suspenders and in my frustrated self and have a guy take advantage of
I’m sure the stocking elastic has given away my deepest darkest desire many times, in winter its easy in summer so much harder
So what do I want? Much the same as I do now but to be able to flash a whole lot more flesh!
There are many words for what I have become but I choose gurl. I know I will never be a I so love the feminine form I want
Just to become the gurl of a guys desire, I know what gets you going and I know what you desire I want to become more feminine
And most of all I want to use my body to serve a guy!!
I’ve pierced my own nipples would welcome you piecing my tongue to further your oral experience, happy to kneel before you and
Accept anything you deliver and forward to seeing your as you climax in my mouth
I also forward to feeling your hardness seeking my bio pussy as a gurl I desire this so much, I just want for you desire as
Female can’t wait to flash more skin, in sexy underwear, do you desire as female? Will you help remove my desire?
I can’t help who I am but I’m sure I can please you, I want to submit to your desire please remove my lust yes i’m talking castration
Render sissy and allow to serve you
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