This is a business deal only
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Posted:Jul 4, 2021 5:31 pm
Last Updated:Jul 5, 2021 4:32 pm
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I’m not asking you to date me nor buy me flowers for my Birthday, as grown up’s I hope we both know what our roles are I hope
So as a sissy my modification to do the things you desire is frustration, chastity makes me desire things I can’t do, it’s funny before
I lock myself up I may have no desire what so ever, but once locked I desire to climax, my motivation is that if I deliver what you desire
Your unlock me and I get to climax, even though I desire this my hope is even after giving you the night of your life you won’t unlock me
And so it goes.
Think it’s fair to say that I wear a micro chastity devise that makes and pleasure I may encounter painful to say the least as if I get hard or
Aroused everything is forced inwards, so desire isn’t something I desire much
So I do think that I’m as ready as I can be for this next step these days I only desire intercourse as female, so with frustration and the joy of
Toys I know what I desire, chastity will only get me so far if I’m to move forwards I need more, I need to be castrated I will accept this any
Way it comes, I know that this won’t be without pain or surgery want more sure! You see one thing that really counts in chastity is that I’m
Forced to sit to pee, so if your into removing everything sure let’s talk
Think I know what you want you want me in sexy underwear and heels, your enter the room and undo your fly and expect me to suck you!
As you get harder we would retreat to the bed your lay down and I will continue to lick suck and slobber all over your cock, if you’re lucky my
Earrings will rub against your balls as I go down on you!
So I know what you might expect I know I would enjoy kinky bondage would be a huge plus, you see as yet I’ve not encountered cock nor the
Lust behind your desire but I desire anal and oral
Seems to me someone has to give a little and I’m willing to give a lot. If your willing to remove my desire then I will do what ever you desire
If this includes looking me into a sissy dress and heels all the better! Want to keep me locked up including an expandable butt plug then please
Lets talk, this isn’t dating because you know what you will get it more like a business transaction you remove my desire forever and I will become
Your kinky sissy slave and take care of your every need!!
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Damage me further !!
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Posted:Jul 3, 2021 5:11 pm
Last Updated:Jul 3, 2021 5:31 pm
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So years of Chastity and hormones have rendered for the most part limp, the next step is a huge one but one I’m ready undergo
Think so far I’ve done a good job of rendering my bits useless, but like any gurl I seek more!!
Will you consider rendering sissy permanent?
There are a number of ways this can be done I’m not sure any are desirable, and none can be self-administered so I’m looking for a guy who
Would enjoy removing my desire for his enjoyment
You may say this is a step into the unknown and I would agree, but my love of chastity and frustrating brings me to this point
Will I regret this sure maybe will I embrace my new feminine body hell yes and I hope your enjoy it too because I’m doing this for my guy
Once my boys are removed I will be in a state of constant frustration, with my body ripped of testosterone I will develop boobs and a more look forward to a
feminine body. I know you will enjoy exploring
don't know what more to say would love to sleep and wake as female but if you desire me to suffer then tell me my fate!!
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Totally mad or just focused?
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Posted:Jul 2, 2021 5:16 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:52 am
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So that’s a question you have to ask yourself, I would like to think I know what is expected of , I know and understand any surgery has its risks and what I desire isn’t mainstream at all
But I still thing an older guy will desire what I’m overing, this for is the I’ve wished for all my life, I so admire the female form I really want that neat profile down
During play I’ve developed as a first it was just about and my feelings but before long I understood it not about , chastity has a way of playing with your mind in a way I don’t yet
Understand, I do know I’vto e desired being sissy for so long, so this is a huge thing for and a commitment from you, know you guys aren’t into commitment !!
So what I ask of you is to remove my desire once and for all. I know my choice isn’t for everyone as the surgery will keep me untouchable for at least 6 weeks so oral while I heal
Once I heal then I’m yours as you please over time I will develop a more feminine form, if your into a sissy who desires to become more feminine and wants to take care of her man
Lets talk the more feminine I feel the more I desire to serve a guy
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Wasn’t expecting that much negativity
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Posted:Jul 1, 2021 4:56 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:52 am
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Wow guys you surprise me in way’s I never thought possible
During my life I’ve found being honest and up front helps in any negotiation, I may not offer all you desire
But there is a starting point, so I say what I would like to happen and you tell me what you want and then
We find common ground.
This is true in any business situation this is just like a business transaction I offer you services and you accept
Or decline my offer, so I know at 55 I don’t offer what a younger gurl could
So if you’ve taken the time to read my blogs you know what I’m willing to offer, in return I can become your
Obedient sissy slave and take care of your desires
Sure there is a flip side I know what I will have to suffer to reach my goal but within weeks I can start to enjoy
My new life as a gurl, I can’t wait to meet the new me and to enjoy the little things like painting my nails
Not sure I will miss much of like as a male this got removed when I could no longer get erect. But sissy excites me
As I develop into the gurl of your dreams my body will transform I can’t stop it, the lack of testosterone alone seals
My fate! The weeks of recovery is a small price to pay
For me I would lean towards kinky, would love to be locked into dresses and heels and being retrained would be a huge
Plus, I don’t mind if you take other lovers or if you expect me to join in
Just think with the right investment I can become all the gurl I can be and the kinky lover you desire!!!
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How did I arrive at this place?
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Posted:Jun 30, 2021 5:43 pm
Last Updated:Jul 1, 2021 9:13 am
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Frustration is a drug the more you consume the more you desire, so dressing has taught me I desire to dress sexy and flash more flesh than ever before
I would also like time to get ready for you, I so know what to expect but a gurl likes to look he best!
Chastity has been my drug of desire for so long, I’ve grown to love the feeling of frustration now I want to expand my womanhood,
Right now I’m a mess I’m drawn between staying the same or committing 100% my heart says stay as you are but desire drives me forward
At first I thought I would be happy to be castrated but now I’m thinking everything should go! You see there shouldn’t be anyway back either your male
Or female, remove my desire and castrate me for your enjoyment and once my clit isn’t needed remove this also. I need to be to be in bondage to accept
This, Banding isn’t pain free and I will need painkillers it accept it, but after the deed is done you can explore me as female and we can consider my clit removal
Recovery is just six week so you need to accept just oral during this time, your in charge baby what ever you desire is good for me
want your sissy with puffy boobs and ripped of any desire i'm your sissy!
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Frustration is a drug
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Posted:Jun 29, 2021 5:10 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:52 am
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So there is a saying “be careful what you wish for” Ho boy this is so true, at first there was dressing I was happy with that, I liked the way it felt on !
Then things got complex once I introduced chastity, you see frustration is like a drug the more you do the more you desire it
My first chastity device was a CB600 I enjoyed it so much I purchased a more extreme model that forces my pathetic limp clit into a small place
If I do get aroused it becomes painful as everything is forced inwards so I don’t tend to get hard anymore
One thing I love about chastity is the fact I have to sit to pee, please don’t underestimate what this does to a sissy, frustration and feeling feminine
Makes me desire things I would normally wouldn’t so now I desire what I used to desire from a girl
The fact that chastity is uncomfortable and causes problems staying clean I have considered castration as a better option.
So castration fixes one problem but causes another, castrated makes me more submissive and obedient for your enjoyment but removes one of the best
Advantage of chastity having to sit to pee, for my sins I discovered penectomy this seems to fix everything
So I understand this is a huge moment for me, it not something I’ve dreamt of many times,
So here is the deal are you into rendering me sissy? Locking me into a dress and heels? Do you want to lock me to a wall when your out with an expandable butt plug?
Most of all I want a understanding guy I’m offering so much, I need to know you desire what I do and are willing to wait till I’m ready?
So these operations takes 6 weeks to heal would you accept only blow jobs as I recover?
For me this is a life changing moment, without testosterone my body will adapt I will develop puffy boobs I so want to become your gurl if you want to become my master
Or lover let’s talk more please
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So a little more about me
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Posted:Jun 27, 2021 3:44 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:52 am
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I have both nipples pierced and would consider a tongue piercing also, and maybe a prince Albert
Right now I’m able to accept larger objects so fisting could be on the cards so you desire this we could
Work on that
So I wear chastity a lot, getting erect isn’t desirable as it can become painful this and hormones have made
It almost impossible to climax as normal, at best I climax limp
Chastity well frustration is my thing, it’s what drives me to do the tings you desire of me,
So I would like to remain in chastity for longer your be the key holder, this said I would consider something
More permanent such as chemical castration, banding or alcohol injections, and hormones to develop breasts
My interests are bondage, light BDSM, nipple , piercings.
I would really like dress in sexy underwear of your liking, and would love be locked into a dress and heels
At all other times, I’m the stay at home gurl.
While I’m in your care I will remain as female full time, and will service your needs as and when you desire !
I don’t mind if you take others for your enjoyment male or female, all I ask is that I can at least watch, this said
I’m more than willing to join in or be object, or forced to watch, I’m happy to wear a strap on if required.
I would like to say that I’m very much into this way of life, and I’m open to new things and expanding limits
I’m not experienced thus far only toys and I do swallow my own when I’m able, would like to think I’m as ready
As I ever will be, and will embrace the feminine form for your enjoyment
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Frustration is like a drug
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Posted:Jun 26, 2021 5:08 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:52 am
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I would say if you’re not 0% committed don’t dabble with chastity, first It seems like a kinky thing to do to restrict yourself
But don’t dabble you may regret it, for a guy and a posable meet I agreed to chastity, he wanted to serve as female
first it was just a thing then it got real!, the more you do it the more your desire too
I’ve dressed forever so this is natural for , but frustration has turned into something else, so I guess I’ve learned to like
What you may desire, during play I’ve grown to enjoy anal, and during the times I’m unlocked I do manage to knock one
But a , because of chastity the best I can do is climax limp .
So this is where I’m right now I’m unable to act as a and I like dressing as female and also enjoy play as a female so if
Your into your gurl serving you as female can we talk?
Like I said frustration is like a drug now I desire more, chastity is great to a point but I can be unlocked. So I seek a guy who wants
To remove my desire once and for all
Yes I’m talking castration in any form you like! There are many ways most aren’t desirable but I need to suffer for the cause I know
What I desire isn’t reversable but if I can serve a guy as female that’s a price I’m willing to accept
My ideal partner will want to serve as female, so keep in chastity or if you require more lets talk castration is just a move
Away, my ideal partner will lock into dresses and heels
I won’t lie if you’re the lucky one your be my first guy, instead of play I want to feel a guys desire inside !! I’m happy to swallow
What you deliver, I’m also keen to see how I develop as a female for boobs are a must, early days but I’m excited are you?
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Bilateral Orchiectomy
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Posted:Jun 22, 2021 5:12 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:52 am
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So why? because testosterone levels drop dramatically and its irreversible and it removes physical masculinisation
The procedure is relatively simple and cheap, has few risks
lower dosage of feminising hormones and more rapid feminisation to transform into your ideal gurl
and a real bonus shrinkage of the scrotal tissue
rapid feminisation than is normally achievable with antiandrogens.
Chastity has taught the joy of frustration, in chastity the same thing happens but my clit is forced inwards this
Becomes very uncomfortable and even painful, so I learned even at high arousal not become erect
This does mean if I’m unlocked I have a problem in getting erect and for the most part and if I have the need I climax limp
This renders my clit obsolete so remove my chastity for castration
Castration makes me more submissive and more obedient and renders me limp, sure my desire is removed but I still desire
climax, that’s where you cum in!!! you see during chastity I discovered I love anal climax
Sure I can do this myself and will when I can. But I think I would have more enjoyment with a guy using my ass,
During I’ve not reached my goal, I really do think a horny guy will give more than I ever have felt before I know I’m you
Gurl till your done and this excites !!
I just can’t be sure how I will feel after castration but that’s for worry about I know I want this, I understand there isn’t
No going back if I don’t like the feeling, but this is my commitment you!!
For I can’t wait become the object of your desire, in sexy underwear is where I want be! If your into kinky would love to
Be locked into a dress and heels and used
During I know what expect when I can I swallow my own, and I use toys to anal climax, right now I’m a cock virgin because I
Want to save myself for the one!!
So my question is will you remove my desire once and for all to enjoy as feminine with puffy boobs?
I live in hope into kinky?
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If chastity has taught me anything
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Posted:Jun 20, 2021 4:44 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:52 am
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Frustration is like any other drug once your deprived of something you desire it more, at first frustration was a gimmick a way climax
But has time has gone on I need this in my life, but I’ve found another way a way where I’m taken out of the equation
Don’t get me wrong I love and respect the feminine form and how this affects a males desire, Frustration makes me respect this even more
I want become the object of a guys desire! I know after castration I will become even more submissive and obedient and I love the fact that
For once it’s not about my want’s and desires, and more about yours you see I will need arouse you if I have any chance climax
Intercourse isn’t just the act of sex it’s about getting that point, I know what I need do excite you I need you aroused get a little of what
I want and desire so anything goes baby!
Over the I’ve worried about lots of things but this don’t worry ! Sure it won’t be pleasant and I could suffer for a while but I can’t wait
Become the butterfly I wish become.
You will love me as an obedient sissy slave, love the fact with less hormone I will start develop as a female and develop puffy boobs I know
Your will desire, then I will have all the junk in all the right places
I know what expect and I know I desire these changes that’s why I’ve kept myself cock free till I find a guy who thinks like I do because I need
Save myself for a guy who feels like I do !!
So if you desire a sissy who is obedient and submissive and craves your desire and is as kinky as you like please lets talk
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How it goes down
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Posted:Jun 18, 2021 5:45 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:52 am
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So we meet I retire the bathroom and dress real sexy for you, you undress and think sexy thoughts I will enter the room
Dressed and with my hands tied my thighs, hands free blow job,
While I’m on my knees you insert a toy inside me so as I go down on you I also ride a dildo, baby once I reach that spot I so
Desire more, once you climax in my mouth my arse will be gaping and I will desire penetration so much more you might say
I will be ready, while in chastity a climax is nothing more than a dribble of precum
My question to you is want to make my panties wet? Once I get to the point of no return and after I have swallowed what
You deliver will you desire to take over where my toy took me too and take me to another level?
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Sausage for breakfast?
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Posted:Jun 16, 2021 5:26 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:52 am
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So do you wake up with wood? Do you need someone take care of it? Like my sausage anyway you like because I will learn what you enjoy
Can’t provide you with and references, because I don’t have any experience other than toys!!
But throw I know I can accept your seed in my mouth, this said if you would rather start your day deep inside then that would work too.
I’m a gurl in chastity who only wishes to serve as feminine, I feel like I’m as ready as I can be to take this huge step,
So I would love to trade chastity for something more permanent, sure we both know what I’m talking, this could be your choice either chemical
Or banding or a cutter, I’m in minds a cutter is just done and dusted, but this said chemical is a slow process as is injections over a number of
Weeks, just feel like may enjoy seeing suffer become his gurl
Whatever your choice I’m good with it, during and chastity and hormones I do have a problem in getting erect, I would like for this continue
Moving forward I would like more if I may ask? I would love be locked into dresses and heels so I feel feminine all the time
So as a gurl I’m yours to enjoy as you like, but I would like to share a dream I have if I may. I see myself head down arse up. With a machine behind me
So I’m accepting anal while your cock is in my mouth, as you get close sure your force me further down on your erect cock something we could work on?
I totally understand once started there is no going back my fate is sealed, but this excites me even more for me sissy has been a long time coming so if your
Into turning me into the sexy, kinky submissive you desire lets talk
Anything goes baby!!!
Spunky kisses Sam
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Say yes to the dress!
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Posted:Jun 14, 2021 5:20 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:52 am
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Sure I will say yes the dress if you plan lock into it, I will also say yes to the heels if you lock into these also!
Can’t wait to flash more skin and cover this in sexy undergarments for your enjoyment, love stockings and suspenders
Skimpy knickers, dress me like this every day I’m not passable so I won’t venture far and say within the confines of the house
And garden, so I’m self-taught feel like everything I’ve done comes to this point in time!!!
While experimenting I discovered anal this is very desirable and even more so in a frustrated state, so a dream date for me would
Be me dressing real sexy for you, having my arms tied to my thighs and in chastity, kneeling before you and riding a dildo as I go
down on you
Baby or does this get you going can you deliver the load I desire? You deliver I will swallow your load won’t be my first but
Will be my first load delivered by a guy!!
In my frustrated state I’m as kinky as you like, but I plan become feminine even at my age just want feel lust from the other side
For the most start I struggle get erect this don’t bother much as I desire become feminine full time, also welcome the affects
Of having my desire removed
Not a guy I know who is into a sissy who won’t enjoy my puffy boobs I will develop once you remove my balls, that’s right as your gurl
I have no need to ever get hard again, you will provide me during anal all I desire so remove my boys and let me serve you as feminine !!
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