Mine is a story of two tales
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Posted:Sep 26, 2021 5:26 pm
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So I guess like most people I just grew up as was expected, as I grew up what we are talking wasn’t main stream, like others before me there was a sigma connected to being different
There has always been two parts of me the provider and the sissy, over the years the two have worked well together, if life ever got to the point is was too much I would turn feminine
I so loved my time as feminine this has always been my go to place I loved feeling feminine, my struggle started at an early age I know I was different
I’ve always loved the feminine form so I would tuck myself and wish I would wake as female
It’s such a shame it’s only now I know what I want and the things I desire, so I knew what I was so I did try to make contact with a guy to further my understanding of the life I was missing
He was concerned I might want more that we agreed so I agreed to wear chastity just to get laid
This meet never happened but chastity remained part of my day to day life in fact it took over, I got to know my feminine side and the longer I wore chastity the more feminine I felt it’s ironic really
The thing that drove me for so long was turned against me, frustration is like a drug the more you enjoy it the more you desire, being my own key holder sucks because once I get to a point I will cheat
When I did as a punishment I would swallow my own, at first I was disgusted I would at first give in and I knew this wasn’t right
But by now frustration and swallowing became the normal in my life, at this time I would dabble in anal at first this also wasn’t pleasant but anal soon became my new climax, in chastity I would rather
Anal climax than climax as normal, my dressing and ability to swallow and the love of anal renders me sissy I can’t help how I feel, my only desire now is to have a guy find me attractive enough to want
To make love to me, so you are what you are right? So right now I’m a sissy ! but I do desire more given my history I would like to take the next step and become your submissive sissy full time I know
and understand this isn’t with its own risks, and there isn’t any going back once castrated I’m trapped as female, to render me sissy you need to be into kinky if your into this then please lets talk as I’m
really into kinky, let’s talk of the terms of my surrender!
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I’m Confused could someone help me understand ?
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Posted:Sep 25, 2021 5:11 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 2:42 am
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Do guys expect penetration both ways when they meet? I would have thought there would be some kind of appeal to a guy who requires being used as feminine
I may want to be your sissy slave and or slut for the afternoon or evening but I’m not a slag nor a bitch just a gurl looking for a guy to use as feminine
Just want a guy who will respect what I am and just use as feminine, not sure it’s much to ask!
Sissy is just an addiction like any other really, it all starts as fun but soon turns into something so much more, guess I’m not unlike many others before me I would dream
Of waking as female, the female form just fascinates me.
Don’t ever underestimate what you are dabbling in, sissy will consume your daily thoughts, my downfall was chastity that added frustration, I was used to frustration before
I suffered an erection when I was aroused. When I encountered Chastity becoming erect would cause pain, but even this wasn’t enough
I wanted more so I purchase an even more extreme chastity device so my clit is restrained even further, so if I got aroused it hurt I knew I was excited because I would dribble
So being my own keyholder wasn’t great, because I could cheat I would knock one as I showered but I would swallow anything I delivered
Its clear being my own keyholder won’t work in the long term I need you to frustrate . And maybe tease further just to raise my frustration, this will enhance your
Enjoyment!!
If your serious in transforming me into your sissy, want me to undergo something more, something I can’t come back from then we should talk please!
Spunky Kissed Sam
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I totally get it
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Posted:Sep 22, 2021 5:56 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 2:42 am
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Most of you guys feel like what I desire is somewhat extreme some of you guys think I’m totally mad to even consider this!
But for me I think I’ve always know that this is what I’ve desired but I’ve put this to the back of my mind but my feelings haven’t
Changed, I’ve always felt at home in sexy female underwear, I also love the fact that as a gurl you get to flash so much more flesh
A few years back I decided to explore my feminine side and even made contact with a guy I guess he was keen to meet but was nervous
Hell he wasn’t as nervous as me for sure
He wanted to know that I wasn’t desiring anything from him so I offered for him to be the key holder, I did this so I could encounter the
Real thing, so I purchased a chastity device to wear, at first this seemed strange, but depriving yourself of something makes you desire
It more, when I wore chastity I desired something I hadn’t before, the desire to get hard is huge and being locked stops this and the frustration
Drives you to distraction, this meet never happened as the guy backed out
But Chastity and frustration remained the longer I would wear the chastity device the more I became frustrated and the more frustrated the more
I desired what I couldn’t do
So this is the point I thought this is what I desire more than anything else, so I stopped and thought not what I could get from this but what a guy
Would desire from me, so that’s the route I took, so play took on a whole new meaning, I wasn’t doing this for me but to enhance what I guy would
Desire
Over time frustration and chastity has taken over I no longer want to act as male for me it’s feminine all the way, while being locked up I would cheat
To punish myself anything I delivered was swallowed and my anal play got more extreme, but now I feel I’m ready for the next step
Right now with chastity and anal play if I’m even able to masturbate I do so limp gone are the days of an erection ! right now I’m happy with my lot
My age and hormones and chastity have ripped me of my desire, so this change isn’t just phicical it’s also mental
I’ve resigned myself to this way of life a life of a submissive, and a life of being an object of a males desire I’ve trained myself to be that gurl and know
You may want to feminise me further, I know I can offer you what you desire I do this to myself almost daily
But in return for the submissive sissy you desire I would like to further evelop I would love to develop puffy boobs and nipples I would also like another
To become my key holder and expand my limits, I love the feminine form so much I would consider that perfict V between my legs that’s right I said I was
Kinky remove my chastity and my balls to render me your sissy
I know and understand transformation MTF won’t be easy nor pain free I enter this with my eyes open I know once the deed is done there is no going back
My choices are permanent, but all things considered I’m excited to meet the feminine me
The little things excite me a smooth body, nail varnish, large earrings, sexy underwear, tender boobs and the lust of a guy using me as female!! What if this
Isn’t for me? Then that’s something I need to deal with, by now I’m your submissive sissy and will serve you as the gurl I desire to be
i'm not a prude want to share me or have me watch no problem, group hell yes i'm as kinky as they get, spanking, hot wax, spanking and even fisting is on the cards i will become your sex doll
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No Gain without pain right?
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Posted:Sep 18, 2021 5:01 pm
Last Updated:Sep 18, 2021 5:11 pm
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From a really early age I’ve enjoyed dressing for how it made feel in later life this has become even more true
I accept MTF transformation isn’t for everyone and I’m not even sure I want to go the whole way
You see I accept who I was and want to remember this as part of my transformation so I’m happy just to have my
Balls removed, I feel like looking down I will constantly be reminded of what I have become a sissy
I accept there is no easy way to do this and any route has its own challenges.
A few years ago I discovered chastity and my life changed forever the feeling of frustration and the anal joy I encounter
Pushed me towards becoming a submissive sissy for a guys enjoyment
Can't wait to flash my flesh in sexy underwear, or dressed as you like or even naked
So the easiest way is just having them removed this is fine with me I will accept my fate, however I suspect it won’t be
That easy, so there are other options none are great, there is banding, I’ve tried banding and it’s not desirable if you
Desire me to suffer this way dose me up with painkillers and restrain me please, or injections these I’m sure aren’t pleasant
Either and are administered over a of weeks, maybe something you would enjoy more that me
There is also clamping of the cords, can’t say any way is desirable but the end result is very desirable I can’t wait to develop boobs
For your enjoyment !!
So I’ve trained myself to accept what you expect, but I accept being castrated is just the start you want to inflict pain to me, that’s
Fine I’m into kinky, what is desired is up to you
Right now I have both nipples pierced my navel too, would accept my tongue being pieced for your oral enjoyment
Things that turn me on as feminine is bondage, wax play, fisting, and sex my fate is very much in your hands I just
Desire to be rendered sissy
Sex isn’t the main event so much goes on before your excited enough to pernitrate , lets agree the terms of my submission
I accept i can never be a true female but you have the power to render a sissy and i will settle for this cut my urine tract to force to sit to and i will delight you daily!
Spunky kisses Sam
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Road to discovery
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Posted:Sep 16, 2021 5:13 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 2:42 am
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From an early age I was dabbling into feminine, I’ve always admired the feminine form, love the shape and complexity of it all
Feminine was the complete opposite of what I was, once I discovered sexy there wasn’t any turning back really I just wanted more
The first time I dressed I knew I wanted to become feminine, over the years my desire to become feminine has just got stronger
The words to the song walk on the wild side isn’t true, you can’t just shave your legs, feminine is so much more it’s about your
Mindset, it’s about wanting to become an object of sexual desire, it’s about submitting to this persons desire and pleasing him
So over the years I’ve trained myself to be feminine from dressing sexy to play and of late denial, I discovered chastity this stops
Me acting as male, and makes me feel ultra-feminine, you see in chastity I get frustrated the moment I’m locked I desire the one
Thing I can’t have, but I’ve discovered better so much better during play if I hit the right spot it’s like an orgasm. It’s a head rush
That is very desirable and goes on and on, if I’ve been locked up enough I can even climax hands free,
Chastity is a real game changer it makes you reconsider what is normal, plus the fact wearing it makes me sit to pee that’s a huge
Plus
So this got me thinking how I could be changed to become as feminine as I could sure there is MTF transformation I wouldn’t say no
But seems very expensive and out of reach for most, so castration is a strong contender and rather quick and easy to do, but leaves
The fact of having to sit to pee which is also a huge part of who I wish to become, but looking into this I’ve found a simple operation
Where the urinary tract is cut behind where my balls were, forcing me to sit to pee, removal of my balls will not only render me sissy
Forever and help in development of boobs but also reliant on intercourse to climax
So do you desire a sissy to form into your gurl? Do you want a lady around town but a slut in the bedroom? Very much into kinky
Bondage, spanking, hot wax, fisting you name what you desire!!
I’m not short on offers but for me I’m saving myself for the guy who is willing to invest a little into my development so I’ve saved myself
For you, remove my desire and render me having to sit to pee then you deserve the right to pop my cherry I can’t wait to kneel before you
With your hardness in my mouth, feeling your lust I will look into your eyes I need to see your cum face!!
I know 90% of you will feel like I’m totally mad. I understand this is permanent and life changing and not for all but for me it’s just another
Step towards becoming an feminine object of your desire, render me sissy and enjoy my development into the gurl of your desire
Use me as you like I was born to be feminine use me as such! And as kinky as you like !
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We seek much the same thing but from other angles
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Posted:Sep 12, 2021 4:50 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 2:42 am
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So for me dressing and feeling sexy is a real plus, but don’t think for one moment this is a 50/50 split
Just because I’ve learned to enjoy what comes natural to you. Don’t mean we are alike !
For you penetration won’t be much difference, for a sissy I need to accept that desire and your want and
Lust, in fact I’m counting on you to provide me with this, as a sissy I learned from the start that the basic
Included going down on a guy and pleasing him to the point of climax. For me any real gurl will swallow her
Guys seed without question!! Once you recover comes the real challenge. As a submissive I want to feel your
Hardness within me, don’t hold back baby your enjoyment and thrusting will at very least make me pre-cum
So for me chastity is a real plus, want to be the dominate guy? Use and abuse me and stop me acting as male
If your kinky and I so hope you are we could talk fisting or even castration, that’s right Baby I need you to remove
My desire and have me become the object of your desire, kinky is a real plus just ask I;m keen Baby are you?
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What kind of gurl you looking for?
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Posted:Sep 7, 2021 4:33 pm
Last Updated:Sep 7, 2021 4:58 pm
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I’m not looking for a guy to wine and dine me, nor buy me flowers swap flowers for a toy we can
Both enjoy?
I’m looking for an old school guy, a guy who knows what he wants and will take his enjoyment
I know my place and that’s of a sissy submissive, chastity has taught me what I like and dressing
Makes me feel sexy. I would like a little help with my transmission, keep me locked up for your
Enjoyment and my frustration, I know we both will desire puffy boobs so hormones would be a
Plus, or something more permanent? I know and understand a transition won’t be easy!
There is no gurl or earth that hasn’t gone to bed wishing to become feminine when morning comes
But we live in the real world most of the time, not saying I wouldn’t agree to be castrated under
A local, just not sure anyone seeking what I desire would act so direct, so maybe you like to play
Banding? This is so painful I know I’ve tried and it’s not something I could do myself maybe we could
Play banding then one day while in bondage you leave it on for too long rendering me sissy forever?
Maybe your thing is injecting my balls with alcohol over a number of weeks to achieve the same result?
What’s in it for me? Glad you asked! Chastity and frustration now forms me, I love the thought of flashing
A whole lot more flesh, sexy and kinky underwear is a huge plus! So we all make choices during our lives
My choice is to serve a guy or guys as feminine. I know the road ahead won’t be easy and that some suffering
May happen, for you guys it’s not just about the act itself it’s more about getting to that point you desire intercourse
This might include bondage, spanking, CBT or something I have yet to understand but I’m open to offers kinky is a real plus!!
i end most days with an object inside me, i know you expect a lot but my lust drives to to do this to myself will you do this to me? use me yourself or share me i'm sure there is a huge market for a castrated sissy
Into transforming me into the sissy you desire let’s talk
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So what is sex?
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Posted:Sep 5, 2021 5:19 pm
Last Updated:Sep 5, 2021 5:20 pm
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So what is sex ?
Sex is something that happens between two people but isn’t exclusive either sex, its just a thing that is shared
Not going lie I felt like for years a was an object of a guys desire! I love the feminine form in many ways and
I’ve gone bed wishing I would wake as feminine, in my minds eye a female has be submissive she has put
Her guys needs and lust before hers, it came as quite a shock that I desire become feminine
Quite by chance I discovered anal and the feeling of prostrate stimulation is out of this So what is sext?
Sex is something that happens between two people but isn’t exclusive either sex, its just a thing that is shared
Not going lie I felt like for years a was an object of a guys desire! I love the feminine form in many ways and
I’ve gone bed wishing I would wake as feminine, in my minds eye a female has be submissive she has put
Her guys needs and lust before hers, it came as quite a shock that I desire become feminine
Quite by chance I discovered anal and the feeling of prostrate stimulation is out of this world ! so knowing this
The next step is finding a guy who desires me dressed and seeks a submissive sissy, you see my love of feminine
Makes me want lock up my goods, I’m talking chastity, in chastity I’m forced sit pee this for me is a huge
Plus, dressing for me has been a huge plus over the years but frustration has been my friend for the past year
And has made play so much more desirable, now I feel its time take the leap from male female time
So have me dress feminine time. Allow me submit your desire, I know and understand MTF don’t come
Easy. Also know that I desire a kinky male and that I may have suffer, how much I suffer is up you
My thoughts are try me for 3 months and if I deliver what you desire then please consider making me female
Forever ! yes I’m talking castration. Remove my boys and make me the sissy you desire, no going back is a huge
Turn on for me, prostrate stimulation is such I will swap sex enjoy this
world ! so knowing this
The next step is finding a guy who desires me dressed and seeks a submissive sissy, you see my love of feminine
Makes me want lock up my goods, I’m talking chastity, in chastity I’m forced sit pee this for me is a huge
Plus, dressing for me has been a huge plus over the years but frustration has been my friend for the past year
And has made play so much more desirable, now I feel its time take the leap from male female time
So have me dress feminine time. Allow me submit your desire, I know and understand MTF don’t come
Easy. Also know that I desire a kinky male and that I may have suffer, how much I suffer is up you
My thoughts are try me for 3 months and if I deliver what you desire then please consider making me female
Forever ! yes I’m talking castration. Remove my boys and make me the sissy you desire, no going back is a huge
Turn on for me, prostrate stimulation is such I will swap sex enjoy this
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It’s a lifestyle change for sure
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Posted:Sep 4, 2021 5:06 pm
Last Updated:Sep 5, 2021 3:47 pm
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So if lockdown has taught me anything it’s taught me that I enjoy manual play
I love chastity and I crave the sissygasm in fact I enjoy the whole experience
If your in the know it starts like a headrush that just feels better and better you
Encounter it, and if your lucky you get to cum hands free
Chastity makes me sit to pee this is also a huge plus for me and chastity makes
Me frustrated and this drives me to do the things you desire from me, I love dressing
And feeling sexy in kinky underwear, if you like you pick the outfits I’m to wear!
I’m naive somewhat as to how it will feel to replace toys for the real thing but really
Excited also, I understand that once your motor is running then I have to accept the
Outcome.
I’m so excited to flash so much more flesh than ever before and dressed real sexy to
Tease, I need to cover up just a little to excite you
I also understand that it’s not just the pump and grind it’s how you get to that point
As a sissy I would love to be retrained, I would like to feel like I was forced into anal
Also feel like any Daddy would like me to suffer somewhat for the cause, so some light
Spanking, wax pay, nipple play, fingering or even fisting
I can’t double guess what turns you on I know I need a man to complete me, I choose
Chastity over a normal climax. I would be very into injections into my balls to further
My transformation, or even castration right from the start, my focus from day one should
Be to become desirable to you, I want to be venerable and feel helpless and feminine !
Distance isn’t a problem try me out for up to 3 months if I don’t delight then send me home
If I delight you. Then keep me locked up sure I will overstay but this adds to your control
No going back from castration right?
Spunky kisses baby
Sam
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My ideal Gentleman
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Posted:Sep 1, 2021 5:03 pm
Last Updated:Sep 1, 2021 5:17 pm
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So I’m a sissy I have no desire to act as a male for me chastity is a real plus, so you should desire the same
Question: where do you find your chastity sissy gurl? Where ever you leave me !!
My ideal man would be someone who understands me and wants to work with me to further expand my limits
During this whole process I’ve been excited, frustration is a huge plus and a must for me
The wonder of chastity is that even if you wasn’t desiring anything before once I’m locked I desire penetration
Mouth or arse. I understand becoming feminine isn’t easy nor pain free but I accept this
Want to remove my desire for good? I would be up for this providing we agree on my development
like a teenage gurl i've dabbled and enjoyed what i discovered but i feel like toys are not the real thing sex is a normal act so the the normal is offered but i desire so much more
lets talk kinky. bondage would be a huge plus feeling like i was forced is a desire
if your into a sissy and kinky please can we talk?
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so here is what I expect
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Posted:Aug 26, 2021 5:40 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 2:42 am
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so at very least your require me in skimpy underwear sex underwear talking anything feminise but stockings and suspenders would be a plus
I know what you expect and this is very desirable I can’t wait to swallow your load for the first time!
without the restraints of hormones before long I will develop puffy boobs, once I flash my boobs and you get to suck them the deal is done
only one real outcome, I welcome your hardness seeking my girly hole, I can’t wait to encounter a guy within my zone, please don’t hold back
I so need to feel a guys lust within me, if I’m lucky I will encounter a anal climax at least at best a normal climax but a clear climax
Because my hope is that you will desire to remove my desire anyway you please!
can't wait to become your sissy slave are you keen ?
spunky kisses Baby
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Please stop me cheating
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Posted:Aug 25, 2021 5:24 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 2:42 am
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I love chastity and how it makes me feel the more frustrated I get the better it feels, but every once in a while I have to unlock myself just to clean myself
And this is when I cheat, at first I would punish myself by swallowing my own! when I cheated but I feel bad I can’t progress further
Chastity is working for me because chastity makes getting erect painful I tend not to get erect anymore, if and when I cheat I now climax limp
With my love of dressing and frustration I now need a key holder to take me further on my journey to feminine
In fact chastity could become a thing of the past if your willing to feminise me further?
So I’ve accepted who I am and after reading up I know the next step is somewhat extreme regardless of how this takes place but I do feel I’m ready for it
So if you’re a Master or mistress that desires a submissive, obedient subject can we please talk castration?
If I’m honest I would like just to turn up and be cut, I know there isn’t any going back but this is the final step so sure lets just get this done, no more cheating
Would enhance my enjoyment, maybe you would like to share this with me less desirable but same outcome so maybe burdizzo a bloodless option
Or if your kinky would you consider banding me? I would need pain meds but sure if this gets you going, also restrain me somewhat dabbled with this myself
And I know the banding is fine but before long the pain kicks in, release is as painful so if your into this please just lets do this another hour and your desire is done!
The other option is injections over a number of weeks that slowly turns my balls into mush, either way turns me into the sissy you desire. Right now I’m at the point
Of no return. I can’t go back because I just can’t moving forward is daunting but hold my hand and tell me it will be OK
For me developing puffy boobs makes anything worth it, so my love of kinky underwear and wanting to become the object of your desire turns you on then remove my
Desire and use me as female, don’t mind what your into just make me your gurl!!
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So strange
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Posted:Aug 24, 2021 5:29 pm
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2021 5:39 pm
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So frustration seems like natural progress Chastity changes your outlook about sex and pleasures of the flesh
I would trade a normal climax for an anal climax any day, once you encounter anal there isn’t any going back
In fact you just desire more and more!
Some things feel strange like flashing more flesh than ever before, mascara feels strange, I’m sure painting my
Nail is an art I need to practice more.
Body hair is something I love to remove it makes me desire a guy so much, dressing in sexy underwear is a joy
You piecing my tongue for your oral enjoyment, right now chastity and hormones have ripped me of my male
Desire, what’s next is very much up to you, at very least keep me in chastity maybe glue the lock so I have no
Point of return, maybe lets play castration play it’s very erotic to have your balls banded! Hurts like hell doing
It and even more if you release me! Bondage for me is a huge plus so maybe just maybe your keep the band on
Me too long and remove my desire once and for all? Without my boys there is only one way forward and that’s
Feminine, for me developing puffy boobs and erect nipples is a real plus
I just feel like once you remove my outer wrapping and I remove my bra there is only one outcome, I can wait
To kneel before you, feel your hardness in my mouth and do what’s needed to have you climax in my mouth!
As a good sissy I’m happy to swallow anything you deliver !!!
So right now I’m a blank page form me into the gurl you desire and lets do this I’m as ready as I can be being
Honest there are parts of this that fill me with dread but also delight me !
The move from sissy to feminine excites me I know I can handle the void once the deed is done can’t wait to
Become your sissy and after your gurl. Transform me and I will do whatever to reward your effort !!
I'm excited to become your gurl of your dreams are you willing to take a chance on me? i sure hope so lets make love together?
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