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Will you Castrate me Daddy?
Posted:Nov 23, 2021 4:24 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:33 am
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I feel strongly that there are girls and gurls, if your born feminine that’s one thing but if you choose to become a gurl
Then you know what to expect you either embrace it or you don’t bother
As a gurl I would expect to be dominated, humiliated and expected to expand my limits
Castration I feel is my commitment to this way of life, the fact there is no going back from there is huge! And a huge turn on
I also feel like all I’ve read makes me just one of just a few gurls that have undergone this and as such very desirable to real men
I know you’re a alpha I think your love a submissive, obedient gurl and will delight in pushing further, I also get the feeling
Your going to enjoy sharing or watching be subjected to all manner of kinky acts
Left to my own devices I’m not sure I will ever archive my full potential, I do accept who I am and what I am but I need a shove so I need
You to take charge remove my desire and have get on with it, the plus for is feminisation is fast tracked and I get to meet the feminine
Me, at what that’s up to you, I choose anal over a normal climax any !! Please make this as easy for as just turning up, then
Take charge get the deed done and please just enjoy as the female I become sure there will be lots of the white stuff flowing I will swallow
I’m excited I love the feel of nylon up my legs dressing sexy is my thing, the thing with a gurl is that your a g-string away from a good time
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Into a Gurl?
Posted:Nov 21, 2021 4:58 pm
Last Updated:Nov 21, 2021 5:01 pm
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There is a clip I've seen of a gurl in chastity she is dressed and tied to a coffee table her legs to the legs of the table
And her arms too, I love this how venerable would I feel being her? A gentleman comes in and gets out his tackle
She uses her mouth to excite him,
Once his excitement is aroused she is no longer a gurl but an object, there is only one way this will end but the getting
There is the exciting bit, being a submissive this appeals to me, maybe he will just do his thing and leave
Maybe he will drip hot wax on my butt before he uses me, maybe spank me, maybe your thing is a red butt
All I know is that I’m there and will remain there till your done, even after penetration happens that’s not the end of it
Maybe your finish in my butt maybe my mouth but there isn’t anything I can do about it
Maybe while you’re enjoying me I will also get some enjoyment maybe I won’t
I’m a victim of myself it I unlock myself I can get hard for a moment but not long enough for penetrative sex and if I even
Get to cum I do so limp and it’s a long drawn out process, my only real chance to climax moving forward is via anal
So yes please use me as your submissive sissy I want to learn what you like I will dress how you enjoy and obey you
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Thanks Guys
Posted:Nov 17, 2021 4:12 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:33 am
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I want to thank everyone of you for your kind words and encouragement but for now at least I’m off the market
I’ve found a guy who respects me and want to use me as female, he is a true gent and gets where I’m coming
From, he also wants to castrate me which is a huge plus for a gurl like me, at some point you have to trust in someone
I now feel like a naughty school gurl waiting for this guy to pop my cherry
It’s a nice feeling to becoming the gurl I seek and the lover he does so happy days
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How am I to serve you?
Posted:Oct 17, 2021 4:35 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:33 am
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I watched a clip today of a guy beings restrained in shackles arms head and legs and then his mistress laid out his tackle
And heated up a nail then drove that nail throw the head of his penis, then went on to nail his sack to the board
I’m not suggesting we do this the thought of being restrained in such a way does appeal me, from I know that
The things I desire aren’t easy accept and painful if I’m be banded I’m not sure this could be achieved without restraint
And the could be said for alcohol injections in my balls, I love the thought of being forced become what I want be
So this is a huge step for me chastity has taught me the way of a sissy, chastity and hormones rendered me all but sissy
But I can’t do this alone so won’t you take from me what I desire the most, I will submit your desire force me become
What I desire, remove my chastity and force me into a submissive lifestyle
So do you desire to pierce my tongue for you enjoyment ? want to remove my desire once and for all? Wish for me to dress
Feminine as you like? Want to take ? I know once this is done isn’t any going back and this excites me
Once I’m sissy you might like drive a nail into my new clit or puffy boobs I don’t know what floats your boat but I can’t wait
To do this, are your kinky?
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Frustrated state
Posted:Oct 16, 2021 4:36 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:33 am
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So dressing has become a thing for me and in later years frustration, Frustration is a mindset it allows me to do the things you desire from me.
Once locked in chastity I desire intercourse more than anything, but chastity and hormones have all but removed my ability to get hard anymore
This don’t stop me dreaming of climaxing so I will do whatever you desire from me to get off, we both know this won’t happen because you want
Me to become your submissive sissy, and to be fair there should be one erect cock in any room
Knowing this would come I’ve used my time to get ready the best I can, so when I do climax I will sallow my own knowing one your expect
to swallow yours, I’ve used toys so that I’m ready for your onslaught, I’ve also dabbled with larger objects so I can gap for you should you wish
This, I wear chastity almost 24/7 and have something inserted also, I love the feeling of feeling something inside me
So I do trust myself in regard to becoming sissy I know there will be challenges and some pain, I’ve banded myself in the past and I know this maybe
More pain than I can handle alone, but I do feel like if I were to have painkillers and I was restrained this is something we could do together
There isn’t a sissy in the world who hasn’t gone to bed wanting to wake as female but I understand you have to work hard to get to your goals
Loving kinky bondage would be a real plus as is wax and in time maybe fisting!!! I did say I was kinky
I know what you expect from a submissive sissy and I’m up to encounter this I need a guy to take charge I need him to know what he wants and I need
Him to make me deliver this! Moving forward you have to be kinky and have and share my desire to make me the gurl of your dreams
I want to surrender myself to you just use me as the sissy I am, use me yourself or have others use me for your enjoyment or anything else you desire
I’m as ready as I can ever be to transition just need a guy
So if your into CBT or injecting my balls to remove my desire for good or anything between please lets talk because sissy is within my DNA and I need
A guy to take me his wing so I can encounter life as a sissy
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I understand a gurl isn’t for everyone
Posted:Oct 14, 2021 5:05 pm
Last Updated:Oct 16, 2021 3:45 pm
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I found just by chance how good an anal climax feels and ’s somewhat like an addiction once you discover I’m not sure you would go back all that effort for just a moments pleasure
So any guy would want a mate that will do to him, not sure I’m that guy for years I would go bed wishing I would wake female, I love the feel of sexy underwear, love wearing heals even taught myself how walk female
Again by chance I discovered chastity, not kidding this takes sissy a new level totally, frustration drives a guy to desire what he once did because she gets the desire
isn’t much you won’t do just to climax even if you regret it afterwards your going move heaven and earth climax right?
So in chastity the desire but its flipped now I will do anything normally so swallowing your load isn’t so much a problem, afterwards want
use my arse no problem, just because if you get this right I will encounter even more pleasure, get this wrong and you’re a happy guy and I get more frustrated
Which is good for you if you keep frustrated.
I also understand because of my choices the game changes, and the guys I appeal do also being a submissive I will appeal a dominant or female I understand
This changes the whole deal, so I’ve trained myself accept larger objects, I also accept my life will become an obedient sissy role
Life as I know will change from this point, with luck your want feminise me further, for me I just want see what I may become this includes boobs
I won’t object banding nor injections remove my desire once and for all
I would love for this take place before any relationship but a gurl needs do what a gurl needs so we can agree on a time scale when this will take place?
Would love get with an American guy this would give you just 3 months do the deed or send me home, I know I will delight you within this time so cut me or send
Me home ?
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The unknown excites me
Posted:Oct 13, 2021 4:52 pm
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2021 4:23 pm
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So chastity and hormones all but stripped me of the joy of an erection, and I’ve come the conclusion I was meant be female
I’ve always felt feminine always loved dress and in later years I’ve replaced a normal climax for a sissy climax via anal alone
For the most part my anal climax isn’t that great just a pre-cum dampen my knickers
Frustration, humiliation, and submission become my go words, not sure is anything you desire from me I’ve not tried myself
One thing I can’t do myself is a guys desire no toy in the world can even get close
Now I accept that the main event isn’t , before we get this point needs become some kind of suffering! This will consist of some
Kind of pain, your thing is nipple’s or banding or injections
say if you desire remove the function of my balls forever then this is a real plus, I know and understand how this may affect me and
My mental state but will be worth develop puffy boobs at my age and to submit a guys desire just get off myself
I’ve always wanted submit a guys desire while being an obedient sissy slave
Keep me for yourself humiliate me with others, make me join in groups it don’t matter me, just remove my desire here and now and show me the
Sissy way well up for learning what you desire and just pleasing you every day!!!
you need be keen transform me into the gurl of your desire!
so do i tick your boxes?
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So frustration is my thing
Posted:Oct 6, 2021 5:12 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:33 am
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So if you want get with progression is a must, want go down you no problem, want my tongue pierced to better serve you no problem
Frustration is the drug that makes desire what I do humiliation and submission is a real plus is anal but do you desire more? I’m talking fisting
I’m able accept larger objects want gape , want use your puppet? Hand inside ?
I also know and accept some of your best moments may be my least enjoyable moments, no one ever said a transition was easy nor enjoyable but I feel
Like I need this, I’m not the jealous type I know you may want take other lovers or enjoy that I watch or maybe I will be the object of both your desires
Have say a spit roast is high my bucket list, but I would love a guy feminise further, my nipples are pierced already so puffy boobs would be
A real plus, I think I know what you desire can’t wait flash more flesh dressed sexy for you I will become the object of your desire, I hope I can wake
And have swallow your load, or spoon and feel your harness seek my girly hole
At the end of the day I’m sissy use and abuse female I will submit your desire if you want render sissy forever lets talk please
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You can’t help what you become
Posted:Oct 5, 2021 5:26 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:33 am
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I know I’m a victim of myself at an early age I would dress I never really understood why I was different
Once I stole a leotard from school so I could feel feminine

Whenever I was stressed feminine was my go to place, and I guess as life went on feminine became my
Go to place

So my life so far isn’t very eventful I guess I just did the normal whatever the normal is, but bubbling away
Was my feminine side, wasn’t until I discovered chastity everything changed.

Chastity makes me sit pee also makes me frustrated enough do the things you want me too, when
I cheated I would force myself to swallow my own seed, before long this became the norm not saying this
Was the best choice but I’ve learned to accept this even enjoy

I’m claiming I’m a cock virgin and I am that’s not say I’ve not encounter many miles on a dildo

Chastity has taught me the joy of frustration so keep me locked in chastity, or you desire more?
I know I would love develop pert boobs with puffy nipples so hormones would be a huge plus

This said I know this isn’t as easy as shaving all over I’m willing submit your desire please remove
My desire once and for all and brand me as your own, I love everything feminine and I’m keen learn
Render me sissy and lets enjoy me together
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Dabbling no longer works
Posted:Oct 3, 2021 5:10 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:33 am
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I have grown love chastity but this has limits because I’m my own key holder and I do feel like if I was further frustrated then the feeling I feel now would be so much better
I punish myself if I cheat by swallowing my own but the desire is gone
While I’m locked I do practice anal and I so enjoy the feelings I encounter but I do feel like I stop to early, I tend to ride my dildo for a while and really enjoy it but I do feel like
With you inside me I would have to accept so much more
I won’t lie what I do I enjoy so much but if you keep me locked up longer and use me longer then the sky is the limit, I hate myself for cheating but I’m human at first my
Punishment was swallow my own but this happens weekly so has just become a part of everyday

I know what you desire is so much more keep me locked up longer my frustration is your enjoyment. I can’t wait kneel before you with my hands tied my thighs and go
Down on you, I’m going lick, suck and slobber all over your cock and you will climax and I will swallow as any good gurl would

So next comes the main event I’m not sure I’m ready handle a guys desire so I would love be e restrained, this would be a huge plus for me as I would like feel like I was
Forced,
Kinky is my thing so if you want me suffer for being a sissy that’s fine with me within reason want spank me? BDSM is a huge turn on so want rings are a plus I can wear
Nipple rings but add a tongue ring or even a prince albert to lock me into chastity I’m in

Want more then sure I won’t stop you from injecting my balls or clamping them and total removal rendering me sissy forever. Can’t help I am or what I desire I know what
I want and ’s a guy inside me enjoying my inner folds

I’m going do whatever you please dress as you like and accept whatever is needed become the gurl of your desire take a chance on me I won’t disappoint you!!!
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please remove my Erection
Posted:Oct 1, 2021 4:21 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:33 am
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Soone once said an erection is very much one sided, in any relationship there is male and female or male and submissive
I would consider myself the latter, I’ve dabbled in chastity and I know and understand the joy of frustration, this is like a drug
The first ti its sowhat daunting, but before long you understand how powerful it is, once you’re hooked there isn’t any going
Back.

Chastity ans frustration getting excited isn’t rey an option because in extre chastity excitent ans painful so slowly you
I accept that what you love has limits and your no longer in control, then as you push forward with chastity you encounter what is
Described as a sissy climax, this is where your joy of anal takes a turn and you climax as male

For the joy of anal is enough and If I’m that frustrated then sure a climax via anal won’t go a miss

But for I know my place and where I fit in and I know for sure I’m a botm, I want feel the joy of frustration daily and the madness
That is an anal climax, and I want dress sexy full ti, remove my guy gear and have wear the outfits that turn you on

I ty understand I’m no longer in control of this, what I desire is for a guy take charge from now on, you can’t help who you are right
Chastity and frustration has ripped of my desire, at best I can only climax limp but this isn’t what I desire

Moving forward I would like my ability climax removed further I want transition further, now I just want dress sexy as you would like
Can’t wait develop boobs and beco your submissive sex slave, wear what you desire and flash more flesh for you enjoynt

So if your in transforming in your sissy slave then lets talk for kinky is a real plus so if your in kinky even better
If your in further transforming in a sissy I’m up for this

I feel like I need a guy who knows what he likes and isn’t afraid take what he likes, I know becoming sissy isn’t easy nor pain free but
For the right guy I’m willing suffer!!

Well up for kinky however this is maybe hot wax, maybe group, or even fisting almost anything goes however bizarre just ask this isn’t
Just a fad this is the way forward from chastity, undergoing this won’t be easy, transformation never is

I’ve taught myself enjoy a man’s juice and my enjoynt of anal is better than any climax I’ve encountered ever
I need a guy or a Daddy use and abuse . Not ever been with a guy so you’re the first show a good ti and I will be the gurl
You desire !!
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Wanking
Posted:Sep 30, 2021 5:07 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2024 8:33 am
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So I guess most of you would consider what I desire extreme say the least, for me this started years ago and in fact most of this
Just seems like natural progression, I got into chastity years ago I would wear it every waking moment at first this excited me but
Over the years it’s taught me frustration, being my own key holder has given me the chance to cheat I hate cheating but whenever
I did the best I could would me climaxing at best limp and often in the shower on toes and with an object in my arse
So for my MTF transmission isn’t a huge deal, I know and understand isn’t any going back from what you plan for me this
Said I’m excited become the object of your desire and finally I can forget about me and just serve a as the object of your
Desire, I know what is required but that isn’t a huge step from here and now
I’m very much into kinky and expanding my limits so I hope you are also? I forward discovering the feminine me, can’t wait
transform into feminine and all the things I enjoy, if you want to become my master then your require me to act and dress feminine
You will remind me of I was while enjoying me as I am now, you will humiliate me daily, push my limits and just enjoy me as the
Woman I desire be, do this for me and I will be your gurl use and abuse as you like bondage is a plus !!
need feel a guy inside me my mouth and arse are yours explore as you like but i'm no slut i'm saving myself for Mr Right
want render me sissy for your enjoyment lets talk
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i'm as ready as i can be
Posted:Sep 29, 2021 4:57 pm
Last Updated:Sep 29, 2021 5:03 pm
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If you don’t mind my comfort for your enjoyment and feel like my Pride is an obstruction
To you feeling good, if you feel like my dignity is a distraction, if you feel like I should be
ready for my superiors and want me as a receptable for your desire, and want me to embrace your
superiority and become your submissive and obedient slave, then we should talk
I’m very much into kinky and very much into serving a guy as female,
I fully understand that any pride, dignity and self-worth will be removed during training and I will
Have to accept new limits whatever these may be! If I truly wish to become feminine I need to accept
Things can never be the same.
I realise my own actions have rendered me the way I am now, and I understand if I’m to develop further
This isn’t something I can do myself, for me the next step to chastity is to transform permanently
This can be done in many ways and this would depend on how you desire to strip my manhood from
Me, I’m not sure anyway is more desirable than any other, sure waking up feminine is my first choice
But I also feel like injections over weeks or months do the same thing as does banding having tried this
Myself not sure I could cope with this unless restrained and with painkillers but my fate lays in your hands
This isn’t a fetish this has become my life so for me it’s a life choice, frustration is my companion and my
Friend, and kinky underwear developing boobs my destiny, can’t wait to flash so much more flesh to excite
You and enjoy you enjoying me!!! sure i've been tempted but i'm saving myself for the guy who desires me full time feminine and embrace my woman scars
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