Past the point of no return
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Posted:Jan 9, 2022 5:19 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 9:34 pm
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Chastity has not ripped me of any meaningful erections, but frustration has taught me another way, âÂÂs a vicious circle I got involved in
Chastity makes you desire the one thing you cant do in chastity, if I unlock myself I still cant get erect nor retain one for any amount of time
This just makes me more frustrated, but toys provide me with something better it must be better as I dribble pre-cum during prostrate simulation
Prostrate stimulation provides me a very desirable head rush once I get to this point it just keeps giving, ive not yet explored many of these as I tend
To give up after a short while, what chastity has taught me is now its time to accept my fate, I need to accept I am and what ive become and
any chance ever climax again I need accept anal
This isnt just a fantasy dreamed up Ive done a lot of work up this point sure I had a normal life but ive dressed from an early age and enjoyed this so
Much, later I played with anal and enjoyed that, think thatâÂÂs when I knew for sure, this made me think what I could do be desirable for a guy
So I knew what I would wanted so I dabbled ie n swallowing my own at first didnâÂÂt seem right or normal but I kept doing and now I canâÂÂt wait
do this for real, ive learned enjoy the taste
So I love dress I like the taste of cum and I really enjoy anal pleasure and I love frustration and how this makes me feel, but I desire more so much
More ive seen the clips of gurls penetrating others I truly feel like should be one erect cock in the room and this cant be me
DonâÂÂt know what say but every step has been thought about I say the next step for me is huge im not sure I can do this myself this said
I so desire remove the restrains so chastity, I know the advantages of going the all the way, ive always felt submissive I love anal and I love dress
So what im asking will you do the one thing I cant do for myself sure I dabbled but I cant im talking taking my desire once and for all!
So I accept my fate I know the lack of hormones will affect how I and I will develop boobs even at my age donâÂÂt love puffy boobs?
So my question you is do you desire your lover be kinky? Do you wish take in the bedroom? Want render me your gurl?
I wont lie this is my next step im very excited and very fearful in the breath but if im transform I need you rip me of anything
And just render me sissy and I will thank you for this and serve you as sissy, im very much into being locked so lock me into dresses and heels
I know what I am and I accept this make me your gurl and I will your desire cant do this alone spunky kisses Sam
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Accept Chastity accept your fate!
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Posted:Jan 6, 2022 5:11 pm
Last Updated:Jan 9, 2022 3:56 pm
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Dressing for me has always been a thing but quite by chance I discovered chastity and this changed the way I feel about everything
Chastity makes you desire what you canâÃÂÃÂt have sex, at first this is quite hard as regardless you still get hard but instead of your penis
Extending outwards itâÃÂÃÂs forced inwards, this is very undesirable even painful at times, but you get used to it and over time your excitement
Is contained, and frustration sets in, Frustration changes your mindset and chastity keeps your feelings at bay
Before long your unable to become erect, masturbation as limp is all but impossible and it becomes a vicious circle.
What you desire has been removed but you still desire a climax, so all that is left for me is anal penetration the feelings I encounter are so much
Better than anything IâÃÂÃÂve ever encountered before and are very desirable, added to this I can no longer encounter an erection even if I wanted too
So I totally understand this wasnâÃÂÃÂt fate I did this to myself knowingly IâÃÂÃÂm not innocent IâÃÂÃÂve used toys and given the chance I did swallow my own just
To see if I could, so I guess what IâÃÂÃÂm saying is that now IâÃÂÃÂm ready I need to accept my fate I know I can no longer act as a guy so if I ever want to climax
Again I need a guy, I canâÃÂÃÂt wait to kneel before you and enjoy your harness in my mouth and swallow what you deliver as a good gurl would
Then comes penetration I feel like your go much longer than ive ever done for myself, so this takes me to uncharted territory this excites me so much!
After Chastity comes permanent will you consider removing my desire for good for your enjoyment?
So I understand who I am I know I need a to complete my transformation question is what do you desire from me? What can I do to make you
Submit to your desire? I cant wait to encounter your desire in my mouth and afterwards my pussy I know you will excite me more than ever so I ask you
Please take my desire once and for all and just castrate me to make me your submissive sissy
as your feminine sissy i desire to be retrained lock me into dresses and heels for me bondage for me is a real plus so can we play?
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Erectile dysfunction
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Posted:Jan 5, 2022 4:38 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 9:34 pm
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My guess is that for most guys this signals the end of a way of life, but for me itâÂÂs the hope of a realisation of something better
I understand my own actions have driven me to this point, IâÂÂve always deseed and recently discovered the joy of frustration via
A chastity device, regardless of how you felt before chastity you desire this so much more, in chastity IâÂÂve leaned to become
More submissive, what I desire the most has been removed, so I desire climax so much more as a chastity sissy I can only get
What I desire via anal, so IâÂÂve dabbled in chastity and hormones which makes Erectile dysfunction a real thing so I need to become
A sissy. A , your object of your desire to climax, I need penetration to feel good playing I just cant get the feeling of
A guys desire, play just donâÂÂt do this I need to feel an alpha male inside me, for me this is so exciting cant wait for all the firsts
Ive never cheated my desire and if I able to climax I would swallow my own, I cant wait to become the gurl you desire and
Become your sissy slave, lock me in chastity or better sill remove my desire once and for all . not sure how you might like to do
This but Im open to knowing how you wish to use me, I cant wait to develop boobs soft an puffy boobs to excite you
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my Transition
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Posted:Jan 4, 2022 4:54 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 9:34 pm
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Thus far my trip has been very rewarding, feel like I was drawn chastity but I havenâÂÂt looked back its taught me so much about myself
I learned that I enjoy penetration much more than penetrating , which is a good job really as chastity has rendered me limp for the most
Part, at first playing with toys felt strange but after a while I felt things feelings unlike anything before during anal play I get a feeling I canâÂÂt
Describe its like a climax but once I get just keeps giving and is very desirable so much so I desire this more than a normal climax
Ive seen clips of so called gurls spit and I just feel like if you go all the work become a gurl you need accept the whole deal or
Just donâÂÂt bother, wanting become female means accepting everything that means swallowing too
I love to dress sexy I love frustration I love kinky including bondage and restraints, but I need a Alpha to complete me
So here I am ive done a lot to become the submissive you desire IâÂÂve rendered my cock a limp clit and I know what to accept during penetration
I really like I am now but im ready take this forward I understand this is just the start of a fantastic journey but I cant do this alone
I want become more submissive and obedient I want serve an Alpha , what I offer is a willing subject but I need for you take
Remove my desire once and for all, I need feel violated I need feel trapped would welcome being dressed in lockable dresses and heels
And I would like my remove my desire for good, my choice would be a cutter but I can see that other ways would make me suffer
For my cause so im open your thoughts after all your will take so I leave my destiny your sadistic desire
So I feel like ive missed out on so much so once im the sissy you desire use me as your own or share me, once the deed is done feel like a castrated
Sissy is very desirable and I cant wait explore my feminine side so count me in whatever take castrate me and make me your gurl
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Down that Rabbit hole
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Posted:Jan 3, 2022 5:06 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 9:34 pm
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Not sure anyone is in control of their fate. I accepted chastity willingly and got enjoy frustration, frustration is a wonderful thing but does change your mindset somewhat
So from an early age I knew I was different I would dress feminine any chance I got, but feminine got the better of me, right now I canâÂÂt preform as a , the best I can do
Is climax limp, I so need climax but the way I can is via anal, this is a life changing event for me, but long are the days I was able get erect and penetrate get off
So I know what I am and I know what I need be able climax I accept this is life changing and is no going back once I agree
I donâÂÂt deserve be called a I need an alpha use me as sissy, back in the day a pencil skirt and heels excited me being restrained and learning walk in heels
do that wiggle you guys love, so chastity has served me well but I desire more, I know I no right know how you desire this but IâÂÂm happy accept my fate
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I accept my fate willingly
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Posted:Jan 1, 2022 5:12 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 9:34 pm
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I accept me life changes forever my hope is that you desire me in sexy underwear time your enjoyment, a real plus would be being locked into dresses and heels
I never knew that dabbling in chastity would bring me to this point but it has, chastity has ripped me of my desire and this got me into frustration and frustration is a drug you
ShouldnâÂÂt dabble in, in my frustrated state I can offer you what your desire! During play IâÂÂve experimented in swallowing my own seed and anal play to extremes
So now what I lack is becoming a gurl the lust of a guy!
After months of chastity I remain limp the most part IâÂÂm no longer able maintain an erection any amount of time so me itâÂÂs time hang up my gloves and accept
Who I have become, so IâÂÂve encountered the head rush that is anal now I need a guy provide this me I know as my frustration grows I may even encounter a sissygasum
One thing I know sure that during anal my clit will dribble pre-cum so not unlike a woman I will get damp panties
I know I have so much learn and I will so willingly IâÂÂm so into kinky and learning how to become the gurl of your desire not looking an easy ride I know pleasure and pain go
Hand in hand, I want become the object of your desire, I accept what this takes, this said at my I canâÂÂt wait develop pert puffy boobs your enjoyment
Your firm hand and your lust, show my commitment IâÂÂm willing be castrated however you please, my choice would be meet a cutter right from the start but itâÂÂs not my choice
So maybe banding? Clamping? injections? Are you willing take me on as your gurl I wonâÂÂt disappoint
I canâÂÂt wait take a walk on the while side want hold my hand? Make me yours!!!
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i need a Daddy
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Posted:Dec 28, 2021 4:55 pm
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2022 3:49 pm
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so frustration is my life the more i get frustrated the more i can do for you
i cant help how i feel and i know what this means for me but i don't mind im into firsts
my first suck and climax in my mouth, the first time i feel the warm seed inside me
feel like only when i do i can call myself a gurl afterwards and frustrated i will need to offer so much more, but for now remove my desire and just use me as feminine
teach me to become your gurl im keen to learn what you desire if your kinky you have my ear just ask
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My clit is next to useless
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Posted:Dec 27, 2021 4:33 pm
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2022 3:49 pm
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So if your not into castration you would consider keeping me in chastity? is a new device out therettps://www.bbc.co.uk/news/technology-54436575
âÂÂs a chastity device that removes any contact with my clit but unlocks via an app on your phone, I love chastity for the frustration it taught me
Frustration is by far my driving force that fact I sit pee is also a real plus
If you expect a gurl can interact with you sorry that boat has sailed at best I can maintain erect for a few moments not long enough make any difference
From an early age ive dressed this point where I love being dressed, not saying this wont be a whole world of first and this excites me
Ive not been seen by a guy naked, thus far ive swallowed my own, and ive not been with a guy
This said I need a guy will expand my limits, you will need desire me as a female and lock me into sexy underwear, dresses and heals
Guys ive misses so much so I donâÂÂt mind watching you having fun with others sure I would like to be involved, if Im honest I would love to be the object of your desire
Very into kinky and group action should you enjoy this, right now Im a cock virgin but if I find the right guy Im sure I will encounter many firsts
Keep me frustrated and I know this is a ever decreasing spiral into more deprived acts but this is my fate and I accept this totally
So if your not into castration you would consider keeping me in chastity? is a new device out Cellmate Chastity Cages App Controlled Devices | House of Denial
ItâÂÂs a chastity device that removes any contact with my clit but unlocks via an app on your phone, I love chastity for the frustration it taught me
Frustration is by far my driving force that fact I sit pee is also a real plus
If you expect a gurl can interact with you sorry that boat has sailed at best I can maintain erect for a few moments not long enough make any difference
From an early age ive dressed this point where I love being dressed, not saying this wont be a whole world of first and this excites me
Ive not been seen by a guy naked, thus far ive swallowed my own, and ive not been with a guy
This said I need a guy will expand my limits, you will need desire me as a female and lock me into sexy underwear, dresses and heals
Guys ive misses so much so I donâÂÂt mind watching you having fun with others sure I would like to be involved, if Im honest I would love to be the object of your desire
Very into kinky and group action should you enjoy this, right now Im a cock virgin but if I find the right guy Im sure I will encounter many firsts
Keep me frustrated and I know this is a ever decreasing spiral into more deprived acts but this is my fate and I accept this totally
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So many gurls
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Posted:Dec 26, 2021 5:34 pm
Last Updated:Dec 27, 2021 3:20 pm
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So why choose me? I dont know I can offer anything more than any other gurl out , Im sure all will after your needs well and do a good job doing
I wont claim be a page three model in fact will take a lot make me even passable
I also feel like any gurl shouldnt the ability become erect a relies on her man be able climax, and any true sissy should expect any more than that
Chastity taught me the joy of frustration and this is a drug the more you encounter the more you desire
I accept becoming a gurl isnt all that and not glamorous you need know how clean yourself no one wants a dirty gurl, unless its between the sheets
I accept Im very late the table but Im here now and Im frustrated as hell and very kinky boot
Im so committed becoming the sissy of your dreams Im willing you remove my desire once and for all, you choose how this happens but once you
Remove my desire once and for all I will need you more than ever provide me with what I want, I accept that this is just the start from now on its a downwards
Spiral of frustration and doing more and more just get that fix
Like a naughty school gurl I think I know what expect but Im sure you more plans for me, right now with chastity and hormones I struggle I can masturbate
For hours with no outcome so Im willing take the next step
Meet me at the airport restrain me and take me a cutter, or take me home and band me or inject my balls I dont care how this happens but remove my desire once
and for all, Cant wait be an older gurl with puffy boobs and a guy may be able get me off via prostrate stimulation
Im kinky so Im sure I can offer you anything you desire, use me as your own or share me with others in your group I dont a say as how Im used but kinky
Would be a huge plus
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DonâÂÂt know what to tell you
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Posted:Dec 25, 2021 5:17 pm
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2022 3:50 pm
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I love to dress as feminine and I wear chastity which has all but rendered me limp, and IâÂÂve dabbled in hormones, if IâÂÂm very lucky and unlocked I may climax limp
Penetration gives me so much joy, the pleasure I encounter during anal play exceeds anything I encountered before
During your time in me I will get damp so much like a gurl my clit leaks pre-cum when IâÂÂm aroused
So for me a sissygasum is my best chance to climax as close to normal as I can, chastity and hormones ripped me of any chance to get hard even if IâÂÂm lucky enough
To get hard I just canâÂÂt maintain being hard long enough to penetrate anything to completion
So I know what I am do I regret what IâÂÂve done, no not one bit IâÂÂve always felt like I born into the wrong body, this is my chance to taste the over side am I sure
Hell no but chastity and the love of anal has forced my hand, so I seek a to take I accept anything you desire if your into kinky all the better
I need to suffer for what I am and what I desire
Not sure I can do this alone I need for you to take what I desire isnâÂÂt something I can do to myself take remove my desire and just use me as sissy!
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DonâÂÂt dabble with chastity!!
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Posted:Dec 23, 2021 5:28 pm
Last Updated:Dec 27, 2021 3:14 pm
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Since an early IâÂÂve been dressing I guess I was fascinated by the female form and I just did this because it made me feel sexy but only ever for my own gratification
But over the years IâÂÂve got more curious, the point I tried toys and I found I liked this, before long I enjoyed this a too much
Even at this point I would say I was only bi-curious at , but my own efforts were at were only the tip of the iceberg, I then know what I liked and looked find
Someone like minded show me what it would feel like have encounter a guys lust
So I joined a few sites just explore this possibility at first without much luck then found undesirable guys who were disrespectful. I guess there is a fine line between what
Is desirable and what isnâÂÂt, anyway cut a long story short I met a guy on line he wasnâÂÂt experienced but was keen to dabble so we spoke a while and agreed we both wanted
The opposite of the other which would work out just dandy, we were both nervous of a meeting but everything was looking good meet and just see how things panned out
This was NSA anal me just see if I enjoyed it as much as I thought I would just a one off and at the time was so exciting
But there was a problem he was nervous I would get aroused and want more than he was offering, I guess in desperation I agreed purchase a chastity device so I wasnâÂÂt able
get aroused, he would be the key holder so had control
So I purchased my first chastity device and my life changed I loved being frustrated it wasnâÂÂt normal but it excited me, and I started explore my body further I would say in the
Frustrated state a few days and only unlock clean myself, but I would cheat then one day punish myself I cum into my hand and I did swallow my own seed
Before long even this wasnâÂÂt enough anal play grew to the point it was so much more desirable, so between anal play and swallowing my own seed I learned what I wanted to become
That meet never happened but by now I knew the joy of frustration, so I purchased a more extreme chastity device and life was great
My love of dressing and my extreme frustration could only mean one thing I was turning into a gurl. So now my passion is to dress real sexy for you I need to feel a guy push past my
Outer folds and excite my prostrate as right now this is my chance of climax,
Being a chastity sissy makes you reconsider everything frustration is a drug the more you enjoy the more you desire so do you desire me as female? ItâÂÂs easy do this just remove my
Desire even more talking castration I know there is no going back and this is what makes me desire this even more, frustration has rendered me sissy I struggle cum as a male
My limp cock donâÂÂt my desire any more so itâÂÂs time submit an alpha male who will use me as a gurl
So before you agree chastity think twice its too late me my destiny is written I will become a sissy an alpha male once you do chastity Castration follows
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want to make me your own?
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Posted:Dec 22, 2021 4:42 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 9:34 pm
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we both know the best way forward is castration and by far the easiest is surgery, but this might not be an option so the other ways are less desirable
So is clamping not sure this is something I can do myself, you will need damage my cords
The other way is banding and after trying this again not something I could do myself due the pain involved, your will need offer me pain meds and tie
Me up and just do , the other option is injections which get right would include banding and injecting each ball with 99% alcohol over a of weeks
render me sissy, I know this isnâÂÂt going be easy I also understand the fall out afterwards, I no clue as how I will feel after castration but my joy as
Being a frustrated Chastity gurl I hope will help me adapt my ney w way of life
IâÂÂve saved myself for you so far IâÂÂm a cock virgin but this donâÂÂt mean I expectations, I need you take and know what you expect I also need be
Forced into this lifestyle, I need to be the submissive, I need a alpha dominate me and thrust his desire into me
The thing better than one on one is being the filling inside a guy sandwich, or the spit inside a spit-roast or becoming the object of a few guys and becoming
A cum bucket. lock me into things like heels and dresses remove my desire and just enjoy me as I develop boobs, not sure any guy wouldnâÂÂt get off with
A gurl with puffy nipples, my nipples are pieced, want to fist me then sure we could expand my limits anything goes just what you want please
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Self taught
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Posted:Dec 21, 2021 4:49 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 9:34 pm
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I discovered chastity at first it was a struggle in chastity my main desire was removed and frustration set in, IâÂÂve grown enjoy frustration in fact âÂÂs my motivation
made me discover a side I never know existed, IâÂÂve enjoyed swallowing my own seed, IâÂÂve discovered the joy of anal
Now when I get excited in chastity I can make my panties damp just like a ,
So what I seek is an understanding guy wants take this further, I will dress real sexy for you and submit your manly desire. I want get a point where I
Can no longer act as , I would like be reminded of what I was once but serve as female.
So I accept further feminisation the point I a can no longer act as for me this is the next step, chastity ripped me of being able act as a guy, hormones ripped
Me of ever getting hard, so the next step is removal, yes thatâÂÂs right remove my desire yes IâÂÂm talking castration
I know castration is extreme but I wish be used as feminine tie me up gag me I donâÂÂt mind, I know I may suffer during this transition but I accept this totally
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