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Blogs > _RoSe_ > In the Garden

Gloomy  

_RoSe_ 54F
594 posts
2/26/2008 10:37 pm

Last Read:
4/15/2009 9:56 pm
Gloomy
Have you ever felt totally alone in a crowd full of people. Standing there looking around, like you aren't really there. Knowing that if I slip out the back door ever so quietly, no one would ever miss me, or realize I had left in the first place. They wouldn't look around and ask, where has Rosie gone.

I am usually a very positive person, can usually pull myself out of a mood pretty easily. I don't focus on negativity, but look for the positive, the good. Lately I can't seem to get there. I can't seem to shake this mood I am in.

When I first started blogging on this site, it was therapy for me. For me to write these days is an effort. I can't seem to get past this place in life I am at. Sometimes I feel like I am the hamster in the wheel running round and round, not really getting anywhere.

At the same time, there are some really positive things happening too. Have my first paying photography gig this weekend. I have two poems possibly getting published. There is a lot of good things happening, but yet I can't seem to push past this blah place I have settled into.

"A life without passion is not a life; it is merely an existence."
~Rose~


sexyblokeinlincs 61M
470 posts
2/27/2008 3:41 am

 A crowd can be a lonely place - there's a fun youtube video I noticed yesterday which brought this to life; at a special signal everyone (in the know)in Trafalger Square frooze leaving the poor tourists at a bit of a confused loss. Possibly not what you meant mind you!


alamira_smiles 74F

2/27/2008 6:58 am

 I am here for you, anytime.
love,
ala
DON'T TAZ ME BRO!!


countrygirl0903 60F

2/27/2008 9:06 pm

 Rose,
I think you just need to have time to heal,, I went through a simular time ,, It took effort to even get out of bed ,, somedays , Just remember we are here for you ,, and when you want to write , and what ever it will be is just a start ,, I am thrilled for you about the photography gig , This is awesome and your poems are so good that they need to be published ,, soft gentle hugs

Country
A friend is someone that reaches for your hand and touches your heart !


torchy2007 66F

2/28/2008 2:01 am

 Ma'am
just wanted to say 'hi', but more so, have you heard from Roger? i siill worry so about him
♥ Pam ♥
♥♥


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