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Could it be, that I finally had enough of "just sex"?
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Could it be, that I finally had enough of "just sex"? There's a thousand different ways to have just sex with someone. It often goes hand-in-hand with a just a relationship. I'm picky, so picky so picky so picky. When I joined, I decided to take a look at my own attitude and simply live a little. Fuck anyone with a pulse. I've always felt like I need to lower my bar a lot for people, like... In everything. I ALWAYS feel dissatisfied with people. And yet, I am so deeply in love with some it's never going to go away. People tell me to lower my bar. Lower it FURTHER. That's not a good feeling. I thought it might be fun to have casual sex with people who do not really meet my ridiculous standards for a deep connection. It's not like I haven't been around before, but I was always picky. If he wasn't fit to be a male model, he had no chance in hell with me. To top that off, I tend to go for men whose IQ tops Mensa requirements by a mile, who are creative and quirky and what not. I thought I'd develop a fetish for ugly men, and I managed that. I did that. I wrote a post earlier... But an ugly man has to have one quality over all to be good for anything: He has to be a shameless pervert and a dom to get me anywhere. It's hard to find people who would have abandoned all sense of decency and what women often call "respect for women". I'm going to have to make you all read my blog for a bit before I will do anything with anyone I'm not head over heels in love with, so you'll freaking know what you're getting yourselves into. I'm not your average woman. And as I said in my profile, I'm not a femdom, therefore I won't teach you what to do with me, but I'll write about how I think. It may liberate you or it may not, I don't know. Let's see where this leads as I have no idea. I'm just bored with... just sex. I need my mind blown (and not by the duration of time a guy is willing to give me cunnilingus. My new pet peeve.) The Dom in my head is not pleased with me writing this by the way. He doesn't like it that I'm displeased. He likes me gagging for it, yet he's the one who is telling me not to sleep around before he gets to me again. Make up your mind... (He also controls how much I want sex and when. Interesting relationship we've got.) |
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have you tried a man with a small ego (all men have egos) but can dominate you with style (come suck me bitch) while cooking dinner for you with the kids in bed already.
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well you just have to be creative 
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5/25/2017 3:10 am |
All men have egos, "ego" really is just an idea of who you are, and if it's based on falsehoods, people say "you have an ego". Everyone, thus, has an ego, but as far as the falsehoods go... Wow, do women top men on that front to such extent they don't even think they lie about themselves to themselves, so much have they trained men to lie for them... Just saying.
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