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Blogs > Sebastyne > Smut Rock Sexy

Women need to know I am the alpha.  

Sebastyne 48F
0 posts
3/6/2017 9:16 pm
Women need to know I am the alpha.

I am submissive to all my men - by default - but what I need women to really fucking understand that they get my scraps when it comes to men. Even when men are trying to take me down a notch and show interest towards another woman just to teach me a lesson of "how I can't have all of them" or "how they will take the side of the weaker woman" or "how they'll be a better man than those who fall for the easy/obvious one" they STILL are in love with me.

I will never be "one of the girls". No matter how honest or vulnerable I get, no matter how soft I become, I will NEVER be one of the girls. I am the alpha. I will not shut my mouth on that anymore, I have some gorgeous female friends, amazing women who I absolutely adore as people, but they do not hold a candle to me and I have always tried to subdue my effect on men, particularly around my friends. I cannot have women around me anymore who I have to appease and "let them keep their guys", young or old.

I feel the need to dampen this statement somehow, to not seem so certain of myself... It is not attractive to be too sure of one's own... attractiveness, so I wish to say that "of course, when a guy's in love with you, there's nothing I can do about it and yadayadayada..." You know what I'm supposed to say even in a post like this, but I don't know, man... It seems ENTIRELY too easy to grab the attention of any guy in my presence, even when I am CONVINCED, as a soulmate expert, that this guy is actually the "Twin Flame" of a friend of mine, but still... With no effort at all, he's begging me for attention right in front of her! I love it, and I hate it. I try to manage these situations the best I can, but... It is what it is.

I don't want to hold myself back anymore. I will choose to not care if your heart gets broken because I've had your man's cock in me. Some of you will enjoy it. Some of you will find it completely arousing and you'll have your man back better than ever, but I will fucking borrow him if I want to. But I will never be just one of the girls, and what gives me pleasure, to some extent, is to see the girls' dreamy eyes wishing for me to be their friend. Weird. But to be my friend, you'll share your men with me, but I will not share my men with you. Yours are mine, mine are also mine, but mine are not yours.

And that's how we'll all learn to get along.

Sebastyne 48F

3/9/2017 11:54 pm

 "I agree" is not exactly the correct sentiment here, but...


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